I took a lot of photos with Feyra+Hanisah today, but I'm not uploading it now cause I want to hurry up finish my post and eat my dinner. Anyway, we talked about lots of random things. The sky and the clouds, the raindrops, the things we want to do after the exams, Cheryl's birthday, today's papers, and a lot of other stuffs like how we feel about school and being year 4s and breaking rules and wanting forbidden fruits and the list goes on...
I don't think I performed well for my papers today. HCL Paper I went out of point, Paper II incomplete, MG was like all wrong for the last part or something.
Somehow, I just wasn't very prepared before I entered the examination hall you know? Actually I'm not very sure because I studied in a entirely different method - which was reading the textbook. Just reading. and reading. and reading. Until everything gets stuck in my head. I never studied like this before, it feels very slack. :O But it was somewhat effective in getting all the concepts into my head, just that I never so called memorised any model answers. But after a while I realised memorising model answers doesn't help because the 'model questions' never come out anyway. Like Evolution paper. Does anyone get what I mean?
Mmmm I'll just study Physics tomorrow. FYI I think my Bio and Physics textbooks are at the worst condition in the entire year 4. I'm not exactly one who takes care of my textbooks. Storybooks yes, but textbooks no, not because I don't like them but because I don't see the need . Well, at least it means I use my textbooks really frequently okay! (And dropped it very often too.)
Anyway, I'm going to work on getting rid of my (horrendous) eyebags after exams haha. Going to sleep EARLY. I must stick to a good routine!
xoxo, Chua.
AT♥7:17 PM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Exams.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEINING! :D
I'm such a lovely friend cause I was the first person to wish her Happy Birthday via SMS! I always like being the first to wish others Happy Birthday. ;) Okay, happy birthday weining, and best wishes to you with (L) from Chua. And your favourite pet turtle.
Haven't been blogging lately cause I've been studying for my exams. Somehow I have feel no sense of emergency urgency...... which is. Bad. It's like my feelings are completely blocked up and my mind blank. Numb.
xoxo, Chua.
AT♥10:28 AM
Monday, October 26, 2009
One moment up; Next moment down.
AT♥7:28 PM
This is very.. I don't know. I should learn to forgive and forget. Unfortunately, I'm the kind who can bear grudges for years. Which isn't really something enjoyable, trust me. :) You'd wish life was a little simpler.
AT♥12:07 AM
Saturday, October 24, 2009
True Friends; Best Friends.
I don't know why this topic is suddenly popping out from all over the place suddenly; in my head too. (and quite frequently, too.)
I do like my friends very much, especially those who I am close to, because we know we can turn to each other any time. There's currently five and two halves in that list, and I'd only say that they are best friends provided that I know I'm equally important to them. Otherwise, if the friendship's not mutual - like they don't show it to you that you're important, there's no way I would count it in. It's like, if the other party isn't putting in much effort or feelings to work on the friendship, I wouldn't either; because I know it's not worth it. It's just sometimes sad and disappointing when I am to think about it, especially when I've once been close to that particular someone? And although the fact that I agree it was a mutual drift for a certain case, it's still sad, you know?
* Well anyway, today was quite a bad day, so I don't really want to talk much about it.
Mmm. Have to study hard for the next 13 days. Good luck to everyone for their exams. :)
xoxo, Chua.
AT♥12:43 AM
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
I won't take another step forward.
Hi there. :)
Today was a very, very, normal day.
Last night, after I completed my EL speech, I stayed up watching Autumn's Concerto Episode 3! And I.. cried. It wasn't even really that sad or anything, it's probably cause I was kind-of yawning too and being really tired. How weird! Anyway, the story plot progresses really fast. :O Like in episode 4 he's gonna know he have a brain tumor already!
Happy things of the day: Many. Not-so-good things: I forgot to buy superglue which I needed desperately, and I'm feeling very tired although I haven't finish much of Art homework. :/ Bad: One.
Uhm, when exams end, I shall take photos (hopefully) every single day and post on my blog! Then there'll be a nice long and pretty record filled with pictures of what I did during 2009 Holidays.
Meanwhile, happy studying!
Love this pic from Cher's blog too. :)
Speaking of pictures, I'll search up some. :)
And another image (handmade accessory, actually.) from http://jewelmepretty.blogspot.com. Simple and sweet:) (FYI it's $30, does anyone wants to buy it for me?)
See, there's so much I don't know about you.
AT♥10:48 PM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Boredom level: Relative maximum
Hello. Today is 18th October. So why is Autumn's Concerto Episode 3 not out yet?!?!?!
Life's been pretty boring lately. At least I've been; nothing seems to be able to surprise me, and I'd only laugh when people make a fuss (usually out of nothing).
Perhaps its just cause of the upcoming exams! :/ Can't wait till exams are over~~~ I'll probably go out every single/other day? :)
No idea of what to do for Found Objects - yet! I'd better come up with a solid idea tomorrow!
You know, suddenly I got reminded by the fact that I've gotten used to the things happening, I seldom give second thoughts about it. The last time I remembered myself thinking of this was.. probably a week or two back? (Then again, maybe it's cause of the hectic schedule that simply leaves my mind left for nothing but work.)
xoxo, Chua.
AT♥10:23 PM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Be harsh.
Ahh, I'm so tired today. I can't remember what I wanted to post about, either... Was pretty bored out in school today until Weining and I started talking and laughing over lots of stuffs at Macs today. :) And we'll be studying there (Clementi's) tomorrow after CCA too!
I shall shut the com down at 12mn sharp.. from today onwards! :) Until exams are over. [Curing my addiction(s).] Been playing minesweeper / solitaire / hearts /spider solitaire / checking out my manga sites/ checking my anime sites / bloghopping / forum hopping / and the list goes on.
Unless I'm rushing my work or something. Which shouldn't be happening though.
xoxoxo, chua.
AT♥11:35 PM
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Autumn's Concerto
I love you, Episode 2. (Okay not really but you get my point.)
Please watch trailer below! (L) Although it's a typical rich-boy-falls-in-love-with-poor-girl storyline in the Taiwan drama, this time round, the guy is the one who gets cancer and loses his memory and have the girl making sacrifices! Not the other way round! So please watch. :D Trailer's goood, makes you anticipate.
Isn't it sweet?
*
Okay, so I was PMSing away the past few days. (I knew it!) Blame it on the unavoidable change in hormone levels, not me. :( The past few days were so bad, I could feel every inch of my body protesting and developing all the symptoms from insomnia to dysphoria. I'm very relieved it's (finally) over.
Back to normal, honey!
Things to complete this weekend aside from revision; Art3d, Art2d, Dance Tee-design, Start on Class Tee-design, complete HCL compo which I was absent for previously. Oh no that means I need to install adobe on the new com! (I don't remember mentioning this to a lot of people, but my old computer crashed. Actually, just the video card.) Mustn't forget.
xoxo, Chua.
AT♥12:18 AM
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
3rd post of the day!
The First One - Boys like Girls
Even though you're gone and far away, I feel you all around. I think about it every single day, You got away somehow
I can't sleep, It's hard to breath, And i still feel you next to me, Now, i can see.
The first one is the worst one, When it comes to a broken heart, Your first love, yeah, you're so young, And you feel like a fallin' star,
There's a fire in the city, That's burnin' out tonight, You're breathing but you're barely alive,
The first one is the worst one, When it comes, when it comes to a broken heart.
Spinnin' like a movie in my head, I've seen a thousand times, I've learned to take it hard, And fall instead of sittin' safe on the side lines.
Lost days, Pictures fade, Somehow, you're still miles away, It's safe to say,
The first one is the worst one, When it comes to a broken heart, Your first love, yeah, you're so young, And you feel like a fallin' star,
There's a fire in the city, That's burnin' out tonight, You're breathing but you're barely alive,
The first one is the worst one, When it comes, when it comes to a broken heart.
'Cause I would run through a thunderstorm just to kiss you, I'm out here on my own, Better now than i was before, but i miss you and i want you to know.
I can't sleep, It's hard to breath, And i still feel you next to me, and I can see, yeah
The first one is the worst one, When it comes to a broken heart, Your first love, yeah, you're so young, And you feel like a fallin' star,
There's a fire in the city, That's burnin' out tonight, You're breathing but you're barely alive,
The first one is the worst one, When it comes, when it comes to a broken heart.
The first one is the worst one, When it comes to a broken heart, Your first love, yeah, you're so young, And you feel like a fallin' star,
There's a fire in the city, That's burnin' out tonight, You're breathing but you're barely alive,
The first one is the worst one, When it comes, when it comes to a broken heart.
The first one is the worst one, When it comes, when it comes to a broken heart.
AT♥11:30 PM
I've been irrational the past few days, I'm afraid.
I feel happier today. Although I'm still extremely unproductive. There's too much distractions! I'd better turn in during the afternoon and work during the night tomorrow instead. *sigh*; hates screwing up my sleep cycle all the time.
Can't wait for exams to end (haven't even started) since there's so many things I'm looking forward to doing! (L) Meanwhile, I really got to tell myself not to be distracted! And mug and mug and mug more haha.
Watched 500 days of Summer with Cheryl Ada Germaine and Heidi at Vivocity today too. :) It turned out to be a little boring (then again, that's what I said about Up, so it just meant that my movie tastes are somewhat different from the majority), I'd have slept if not for how cold the cinema was till I had to hug my bag. The rest of them liked the movie though! I shared sweet popcorn with Germ! :D (Cheer up too, Germaine!) And we spilled it near the end of the movie.. well, there weren't much left in it in the first place.
Just as I'm looking forward to dance this Friday, turned out there'll be yet another EXCO meeting... How unfortunate. Anyway, I missed too many meetings already! The timings always clash with something important which I couldn't skip. Argh. And there's the interview tomorrow too! :/ Well it's pretty much a casual one with the teachers though, since I've already long ago decided to drop out from the selection. But they never did mention my name for that on Ggrps, did they? :(
Good luck to everyone for PSATs tomorrow! :)
xoxo, Chua.
AT♥11:08 PM
From Cheryl's blog.
Appearance: I am 5’4 or shorter. I have many scars. I tan easily. I wish my hair was a different colour. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have a tattoo. I am self-conscious about my appearance. I have/I’ve had braces. I wear glasses. I’d get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free. I have more than 2 piercings. I have piercings in places besides my ears. I have freckles.
Family/Home Life: I’ve sworn at my parents. I’ve been kicked out of the house. I have a sibling less than one year old. I want to have kids someday. I have children. I’ve lost a child.
Embarrassment: I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation. Disney movies still make me cry. I’ve snorted while laughing. I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried. I’ve glued my hand to something. I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. I’ve had my pants rip in public.
Health: I was born with a disease/impairment. I’ve had stitches. I’ve broken a bone. I’ve had my tonsils removed. I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend. I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed. I’ve had surgery. I’ve had chicken pox.
Traveling: I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day. I’ve been to Canada. I’ve been to Niagara Falls. I’ve been to Japan. I’ve Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. I’ve been to Spain. I’ve been to Africa. I’ve been to France.
Experiences: I’ve been lost in my city. I’ve seen a shooting star. I’ve wished on a shooting star. I’ve seen a meteor shower. I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas. I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator. I’ve been to a casino. I’ve been skydiving. I’ve gone skinny dipping. I’ve played spin the bottle. I’ve crashed a car. I’ve been skiing. I’ve been in a play. I’ve met someone in person from the internet. I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue. I’ve seen the Northern Lights. I’ve sat on a roof top at night. I’ve played chicken. (like 老鹰抓小鸡?) I’ve played a prank on someone. I’ve ridden in a taxi. I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. I’ve eaten Sushi. I’ve been snowboarding.
Relationships: I’m single. I’m in a relationship. I’m available. I’m engaged. I’m married. I’ve gone on a blind date. I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper. I miss someone right now. I have a fear of abandonment. I’ve been divorced. I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back. I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t. I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did. I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality: I’ve had a crush on someone of the same gender. I’ve kissed a member of the same gender. I’ve had sex with more than one person at the same time. I am a cuddler. I’ve been kissed in the rain. I’ve had sex outdoors. I’ve hugged a stranger. I have kissed a stranger. I have had sex with a stranger.
Honesty/Crime: I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t. I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t. I have lied to my parents about where I am. I am keeping a secret from the world. I’ve cheated while playing a game. I’ve cheated on a test. I’ve run a red light. I’ve been suspended from school. I’ve witnessed a crime. I’ve been in a fist fight. I’ve been arrested. I’ve shoplifted.
Drugs/Alcohol: I’ve consumed alcohol. I’ve smoked a cigarette. I‘ve smoked pot. I regularly drink. I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them. I’ve done hard drugs. I’ve been addicted to an illegal drug.
I'm innocent alright. ;D
AT♥11:07 PM
Monday, October 12, 2009
I want to get braces!
Today started off with a headache, followed by HCL class when Bernadine Cheryl Ada and I were happily chatting away (and Cheryl going ga-ga over *ahem*), followed by Calculus - I folded a crane with a piece of scrap paper!; lunched with Ada and ice-cream with her and Cheryl; then.. ART class with my horrendous painting; and popped over to Queensway with Danielle to find t-shirt printing suppliers for both dance and class. :)
What a boring day.
AT♥7:11 PM
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Today was really unproductive.
I know what's distracting me, but I can't get it off my head. Argghh. *bam bam bam* Exams are coming! D:
Anyway Weining you really should get rid of your habit of being late. by HOURS.
So Taiyu Weining and I went to the library to study again. Met Siming (who was mugging away with her junior) so I literally pounced on her wahaha. Good luck for your EOYs girl! ;D You have my support!
Btw you know the shop which I bought lollipops for the class from? THEY RAN OUT OF LOLLIES STOCK):
xoxo, Chua.
AT♥11:41 PM
This won $50k. * Anyway, Ada and I were working on Chem Report the other day. I was too lazy to type things out, so I'll just quote from her blog. ;D
Then it was almost 6plus by then, so we went for dinner at the megabites cafe and spent another 2h there with my lappy doing chem report. This is our chemspeak.
"We bought a flower." becomes... "One of our research team members managed to obtain, by means of purchase, a sample of red Gerbera."
"It was very cheap." becomes... "Also, red gerberas would produce a larger sample of indicator in comparison to other flowers (eg. Rose) as a larger quantity of the petals can be obtained at a cheaper price. "
"We bought the yellow gerbera because it looked very pretty." becomes... "We used the yellow gerbera as a control to show that it was the red pigments in the petals that allowed it to be a natural pH indicator, and not the flower species."
"We used a tomato because Ada found a tomato in her fridge." remains as.. "One of our team members found a tomato in her fridge. Just kidding. :) We wanted to test if the red pigmentation in tomato juice and skin would function as a pH indicator as effectively as those of the flower petals."
We laughed so much! Haha.
*
Anyway I finished reading Monster Love by Carol Topolski which I managed to borrow from the library today! It's the first time I read a fiction book which doesn't contain any quotation marks. Nice book alright, but hard to understand the whole story because it revolves around too many people.
And, get well soon Bernadine. :)
xoxo, chua.
AT♥1:35 AM
Thursday, October 08, 2009
I feel at ease, because there's no major homework/ projects/ quizzes due tomorrow! :)
In fact, its as good as a perfectly slackish night for me after a tiring day of lessons, IR, and chionging chem report. Ada and I were super funny haha. Maybe I'll leave it to Ada to post and I'll quote from her blog instead, since I'm more interested in playing minesweeper:D (back to my past addiction.) and reading manga again:D.
Please read Gakuen Alice! :) Targetted to Bernadine, Ada, and Tricia. (P.S. Get well soon Tricia! You deserve the break.) Here's some of my fav pages from Chapter 121 below (SPOILERS ALERT.); and the exciting plots! :) All images from Mangafox. Go and read. Haha.
Have you ever seen a sadder Ruka?! He's given up Mikan for Natsume. D:
But Mikan decided to leave everyone...! Including Natsume! D:!
So everyone in the GA forum is going ohmygosh. I just want Chapter 122 out! (L). Go NatsumexMikan.
P.S. I feel like reading Monster Love by idontknowwho(?) because of the spoilers Tric and Ada gave me! :/ It really sounds psychological haunting, about some kid who's being locked up in a cage and fed cat food by her parents.
xoxoxo, Chua.
AT♥9:29 PM
Haven't posted for quite a few days.
Took a break after evolution exam (which didn't exactly go very well, actually.) today by reading GAchapter 121 (cant wait for next one to be out, 8 nov) and celebrating mum's birthday plus playing minesweeper (try beating this, beginners mode 7seconds!:D).
I don't really want to post about anything. Somehow, whatever I'm trying to communicate about hasn't been coming out right the past few days, simply because too many (negative) things are being crammed in my mind at the moment. Mood's stopped heading downhill though, fortunately.
Love, Chua. :)
AT♥12:25 AM
Sunday, October 04, 2009
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY JARYL! :D:D:D
AT♥10:28 PM
Saturday, October 03, 2009
Sniff sniff;
Ahhh. After exams I should just watch korean dramas to make me cry.
And, I don't like you and him and her. One day, I'll hurt you all back as much as I've been hurt, even if I was to be hurt even more in the process, even if I'm the one who stands to lose out - because all I want is for you all to lose something.
AT♥9:09 PM
Thursday, October 01, 2009
-removed!-
By the way, Ris Low gave up her crown. Are our fellow Singaporeans happy now? Although I don't think that she should represent Singapore internationally due to her recent credit card fraud, at least she deserves some sympathy for being ridiculed by everyone - even stupidity doesn't deserve it, and instead acknowledge that she has her own talents that allowed her to excel in the competition. Put the blame on ERM instead. Either way, it'll probably be Claire Lee making headlines next, hopefully for good reasons. :) Heh.
I did horrendous for Math test. :/ And I've got one mark deducted off chem quiz too. Baah.
I'm able to wear my sixty-dollars watch now too, turned out that I didn't need to alter it - took me a while to figure it was adjustable. (L)
Anyway, Art Museum was really good! I'm glad I didn't skip it! :D
Lastly, take a look at my game of minesweeper below. How unlucky! x_X
xoxoxo, Chua.
AT♥6:07 PM
Happily busy away.
Honestly, the things my mum says can get horribly twisted when it comes out of her mouth.. until I get quite pissed off. Then again, knowing my family, practically whatever everyone says can't be trusted cause they're all trying to act smart... runs in the blood. Hey, I'm adopted, just take a look at my genes!
I wasting my time away on... distractions. (The same one.)
Anyway, I think Ms. Ng was really upset today. It seemed as though nobody in the class really paid much attention to what she said or realised what she meant between the lines. I've never seen Ms. Ng more upset than today in our class, she barely even smiled. I felt really bad, cause Ms. Ng is such a nice teacher and she shouldn't be thinking that way! ):
Oh btw, my watch was shipped over already. :) The tatty teddy one. Actually, I didn't even know my order was confirmed until Monday night, cause they never sent me an invoice so I thought there was a possibility it was Out of Stock (OOS). Turned out they don't send invoices. Only when they replied my email did I found out they shipped it 1 week back? It's a pretty little thing! :D And it's a small watch to fit my very small wrist haha. Gotta alter it before I can wear it to school though cause it's the metal chain kind which I like! (L)
Seems like many people are still pondering over what majors and honours to take. I've pretty much finalised on what I'm wanting to take (actually I've already submitted my form) and I hope I'm not taking too much till I'll have no free time to myself next year...! For instance, I'd rather spend my time on external courses:D instead of drowning myself with work in school. Anyway, for those who haven't decided and is going around asking for everyone's opinion, you would want to take whatever everyone says with a pinch of salt. I'd personally believe what matters most is practicality, haha.
xoxoxo,
