Tuesday, July 31, 2007

I.. officially declare.
that.
Javascript.
is.

...

horrendous.

AT♥11:01 PM



Hiya`

Really gotta rush through some stuffs, but since I've promised to post today, I might as well do so! Aka meaning that this post will be.. very... very.. messy.. and not.. phrased.. properly?

So, yeah. After school yesterday, a group of us (chua wp feyra jean cheeying ash timbo) decided to hunt down popular and finally decide to use the $110 popular vouchers our class have earnt... apparently the last date of use was like today or something. o_O
After some decision making (which included sitting down in the middle of the staircase and calling our classmates in our phone contact list), we decided to buy A4 Whiteboards, one for each of us! Whee. So of course after some calculations blah blah blah and collecting other items (such as for CMPS, poker cards etc.), we went to the counter to pay for our purchase. To our surprise.. it was more expensive than what we've calculated by like 6 bucks, and we ended up wondering WHY WHY WHY. Turned out that the price tag on the our A4 whiteboard was $3.35 instead of the $3.60 stated on the receipt... and we got our refund! :D
And so we got out of the Popular bookstore, and 10 minutes later.... (all ain't over) we found out that we were short of one whiteboard. Reason being they took one of ours to check the price.. and didn't return.. .... so we had to go back and asked for one again. oO.

By the time we properly got out of the store, the time was.. way late!

//

Back to today, Tues.
Tuesday was rather easy going as well (or so I realised- only just yesterday.) since I had a total of one and the half free period.
First period was English, started on Prepared Speech. We also got our Impromptu results back.. Chua got 14/20, which was better than she expected since she thought she really did real bad due to sudden stage fright (which by right doesn't come often).
PE was good though I was feeling nervous due to Inclined Pull Up. Why did it turned out good? Due to lack of time, IPU for half the class was being postponed to next week. Isn't it just awesome, because it means I have 7 days to train for it! (whoo-hoo.) Everything else for Napfa was I suppose easy then.
Shuttle run.. AHhh. I wanted to hit 9.9 but it turned out to be 10.1 instead. It's so.. cool.. watching the guys run. Like *click* and WOW, they're back. Pan only took 9.3s and the rest of the gays took only 9.5...? *applause* ^^
Standing Broad Jump.. aka the ultimate slack station. You just have to jump, that takes like what, 3 seconds? I hit 214cm.. guess that's about it.. the guys (obviously) hit 230 and plus plus. Awesome! :D
Sit-ups... My result was exactly the same as the previous week's.. 53. No more, no less.
Sit and Reach... Whoopsie. I hit 47cm, and some of the girls in my class are really good (Cleo & JiaYi) they hit around 50cm+. Pan and Ahmed hit 60cm! (or around there). :)

Thus P.E. was okay. Everything else for the rest of the day went pretty smoothly, too.

Have a good rest ahead.
FPS tomorrow! Has~.

Love,
Chua.

AT♥8:12 PM



Monday, July 30, 2007

The last half an hour was a maddening blaze.
Tears, anger, and a little more pressure than I'd wanted to handle. For a short moment I wasn't myself, but be satisfied that these won't happen again in August.

Would be posting more if I'm not feeling tired. Guess I'll post about the ridiculous event that happened in Popular tomorrow instead. :)

Mmm glad I got to SC interview.. hope it'll be successful all the way. Who knows?

Love,
Chua.

AT♥10:30 PM



Sunday, July 29, 2007

Somebody wanted me to post something gay, but being nice I won't just post "something gay". Yeah? So I'm here to update my blog. :)
Not that I never.. has.

Miracle announcement: Wp posted on her blog!
At this rate she's going to have either 3 or 4 posts a month. Ahh.

Today went rather smooth, I suppose. Except for a shock I tend to get when my sister and I almost crashed into each other at the turning of the door. Oh well.

Anyway! I went to Bugis just for a short while during late afternoon, to buy the same identical white hairband that I broke a few days back.. So, yep, I bought it. Got it from Diva! Diva's accessories are always oh-so-nice but oh-so-expensive. Saw this apple necklace, really pretty. Shall buy it when I have the money and the time. :) Then there was this keyring that really, really, caught my eye. It was so nice! And the same colour as my wallet...!! I mean, it's really plain looking and stuffs, but I just loved it. Cost five bucks.. swt.

Went to Cold Storage to get spaghetti, sushi, along with a bar of chocolate. Mmm. Not that I'm crazy over them.. but chocolates look kind of pretty too, don't they? Ahhdyahhdahh...

Oh and I was blasting Hoshi Akari during early afternoon in the living room since my sister wanted to hear the song in her room. Jap songs are always nice. :)

And Chua dreads tomorrow. Sigh..... .

Have a nice week ahead,
Chua.

Love! :)

AT♥9:50 PM



Ahhhhhhhhhhhh. There's something wrong with the C-drive in the com! >:(

And I can't can't can't sort out the gibberish of html. >:'(
Hmph. Shall read up more on Mapping!~~~~ Ahdyahhdahhh.

Oh and btw, this was how Lockleong greeted me through MSN during the afternoon...
::lockleong93:: says:
water is so cool chua
::lockleong93:: says:
hydrogen bond
::lockleong93:: says:
life is cool too
::lockleong93:: says:
hi!

^^

Love,
Chua.

AT♥3:25 PM



Saturday, July 28, 2007

Oh...
After today I've decided to never try mapping (html) for a blogskin again..

screw html...
but java's worse... though I agree with Luke when he says its a Ultimate copy paste language. gaAh..

):

I'm terribly bad at coding. T_T

AT♥9:52 PM




AT♥4:37 PM



Friday, July 27, 2007

I'll post while I'm still feeling reasonably stable.
Alright.

It's not the raining season.. yet the rain kept coming and I was nearly freezing.. everywhere I go. ._.

The point is,
...
I forgot what I got mad about just now.

Which means I'm suffering from some serious short term memory. But HEY, isn't that great since that means I'm not feeling anywhere near exasperation then.

...(i really forgot.)

Oh no, this is one silly post.

So I fell asleep yesterday night at 2am. Thought it was 1am, but KaiLin told me I was online all the time till near 2am.. Which explains why I was so tired today. And the classroom was literally an igloo. But there was no snug place in school, either. *winces*

Skip the parts about lessons and free period (I read something on Feyra's laptop which really made me laugh hilariously.) which was spent on trying to keep myself warm.
CCA was okay. Stayed back in school for about 2 hours catching up with KaiLin KaiQi and a couple more friends.

Reached home, wondered why nobody was at home till I remembered that Dad & Mum went to Malaysia (for a week), then switched on the computer. Then.. yeah. You get the idea. I was having big problems trying to write my blogskin template on Microsoft word. Keep having errors with both Mapping and FontStyles (sniff!) and I have yet to figure out why. So if I'm lucky you'll see my new blogskin up over the weekends, else probably never till a month later when I have the time. And having errors probably why I'm so half-frustrated about.. *smashes windows while holding bricks with both hands*. Hee.



Going to be free tomorrow. Hopefully I'll find a nice jacket or something. Denim! (Ahhh.)

Have a nice weekend ahead!

Love,
Chua.

AT♥8:21 PM



Thursday, July 26, 2007

Did I post yesterday? Oh, yes.
I was suppose to revise for math and bio.. but apparently I ended up meddling with Adobe Photoshop (CS2) brushes. Before I knew it, I turned out creating a blogskin.. probably look odd but it's still for experience's sake! Just an idea of how it's like, it's BLACK. Ta-ta.
Also had a terrible sleep yesterday night. Was nearly entering dreamland, till I received an sms from Mr. Tan at 11pm. Took me quite a while to get back to sleep. (Though I must say yesterday's bedtime was earlier than usual.) Unfortunately, I woke up in the middle of the night (approx 3:30am) as well, before falling back to sleep again.. pretty tired, but I was still (obviously) punctual for school.

So today was.. reasonably alright. And of course I'm not including my feelings in how I judge a day. "
I was amused.. twice. Once during Lunch by Sharlene, once on the bus stop on my way home.

Morning assembly was short. Physics lesson was reasonably not so time consuming. Break was spent on.. arranging my math file and revising Math. English Impromptu speech by the second half of the class was considerably excellent compared to the previous (For example, me.). Math was the test, which I have already lost XXX marks... due to careless mistake! *wince*

Anyway, I ate food along with a Mocha during lunch. The Mocha was coloured darker than usual, wonder why? And for some reason I really liked the whipped cream. Then I read an sms from Sharlene which turned to be a little amusing. Afterall, she's the only one who can read my eyes and know that I'm not feeling anywhere near neutral. Went back to classroom, watched people playing basketball from the window while stepping on Cleo's chair (gee, thanks Cleo. She didn't mind when I asked her!)

And so, when lesson resumed, our class did a comprehension during HCL. Had a Bio "pop" quiz.. think I didn't do too well, going to revise over the weekends. After the bio practical, we were free to go home at 3:30pm. And so I did.
When I reached home, I suddenly realised that I forgot I had cheer practice. What a joke. ._. Changed into my fibo tee and FBTs, went back to school. Cheer practice lasted till 8pm. Did a couple of tosses and twist-downs. Ran 1 round around the track (Cleo ran TEN!) and 4 rounds around the hall, saw Mr Tan midway and said hi. Anyway, after about 6pm, several teachers came over to play badminton. There was only two teachers I recognised - Mr. Ang & Mdm Tong. It's cool watching the teachers play badminton!

Left school at 7:55pm since I didn't want to walk around the perimeter of the school if the back gate locks. Amused by some stranger.
Shall use the Acer computer later (using HP at the moment); hope I'll complete at least half of my blogskin html codings.

Nitex,
Chua.
I had a terrible morning, too.

AT♥8:26 PM



Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Got home really fast today.., was probably snacking on my crackers at home while you guys were waiting for the bus. o_O

Morning was assembly thingy with the costume design "competition". Grats to winners! (: Debra was the representative for 205, and she wore this pink newspaper dress Gerlynn made. Haha! Deb looked cute with plaits.

Anyway, there was also this act about Meditation thing.. I don't even know how to spell it. (erps.) And there was a part regarding Romeo and Juliet... the story was distorted!!! AHhHhh. Capulet and Montague!

Went back to classroom at 10am. Apparently I had stains of purple and green over my skirt (cos of the paint we added on deb's dress last minute).. and for no reasons, I was feeling really fond of my skirt and wanted it clean (go ahead and show me the "this isn't chua" look.), thus I nicely skipped the toilet, washed my skirt with tap water trying to get rid of the paint stains, before standing below the hand dryer trying to dry my skirt. ._. Whoops!

Blah blah blah. Had my usual food for break (fries) on Weds, then had art class. Continued building our... ship? After that Mr. Yang allowed us to go up to the rooftop to view his artwork, or what one may call wax figure, though it's more like a cement model? Mmm. Swt.

After lunch was FPS! One good thing was that Mr. Tan is teaching our class... probably the only thing which I look forward to during FPS. :/ Used Ahmed's Mac... and I'm terrible at using them. By right I'm terrible with using laptop.. and when it's Mac, tend to get worst since not all the shortcuts are the same. Erps! Turns out that time pass faster with a laptop on your table, though.

Lunch was spent on selling ducks! I managed to convince Kegan (HA.) to buy the red yellow-duck.. aka supporting both Fara and Fibo. Gee! And then our class was late for FPS. Sheeshh! You should have seen the two teachers standing outside our classroom tapping the railing with a rolled up piece of paper.

Anyway, 2nd hour of FPS was easier since all we had to do was the silly matrix table and slacked for the rest of the day. Mr. Tan joined my team in chatting, then Mariel came over and told Mr. Tan he's bias cos he's chatting with our team but asked the other team to do work, which resulted in Ahmed saying Mariel's jealous. Lol? Odd. Our chat topic eventually dragged to WhaiPeng, and Ahmed surprisingly didn't know who she was dating. "Where did I go?" he asked. Funny Ahmed! But after that he figured out. XD.

After FPS was AMC. Apparently there's something definitely wrong with the English for the OEQ.. and I didn't understand the last question entirely. Whoops! Nvm, it's over anw. (:

P.S. Just popped over to Cleo's blog, you should see the BIGGG spacings she had all over. Still like Kyouya most in Ouran! Heh.

The act today was so convincing that I had myself shocked.

Chua.

AT♥5:54 PM



Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Today was a slightly below average day. Then again, perhaps everything depended on my mood. But, nevermind. Afterall, some things are meant to be kept silent; or at least - preferred.

English had impromptu speech which I did very very very badly. I mean, heck! Since when was did Chua became such a nervous freak...? o_O! And plus I got an easy topic, basically it meant I kind of screwed it up. Nevermind though; not that I can change the score. Hmmm.

Oh yes, we also had PE. Some practices for Napfa... and I therefore conclude my worst station is incline pull up. Ugghhh. Just have to train a lil more to get my perfect pretty little number 30 (overall score), huh? Anyway, I was so.. amazed by the guys. I mean, they're just for some reason, so much better than the girls. It's like how I hit my max of 210+cm for standing broad jump, then one of the gay/guy will hit 240 or something. So I'm assuming if I managed to do 53 situps, then they'll be doing either 60+ or 70+. Freaky freaks. ._.

So, nothing much that's considered special to mention, aside from.. well.. quizzes..? I had two quizzes today - Math & Logic. And I failed both, ouch. ; _ ; Logic was.. terrible...! But the rest of the lesson was boring since I just rushed through the entire notes and proceeded on to the next one by myself.. oh well. ):

After that was the Chemistry thingy in the hall. Silly, really. Kind of a waste of time. oO
Next was Cheer! Christine and I ran two rounds the track, before proceeding to what we call "PT". Meaning that we skipped ALOT. (Whoops!) Then, yay, first form! I AM NOT FLYING. Which is simply fantastic, honest~! Because Gnia wants me to fly for everything else.. and THAT's freaky. Sheesh! Let me be a second base~~~~

Btw, students are running not by division but by age during sports day... so I'll have to make a change to my list! Zzz.

Reached home at around 8:30pm.. and nobody at home had their dinner yet. Then the fish tasted beyond horrible... so it was thrown away. What a pleasant day.

P.S. Just curious, who are the people using Opera or Safari? Thanks.

Love,
Chua.

Memories are sweet.

AT♥9:26 PM



Monday, July 23, 2007

明明本来就是很想杀人嘛。今天已经骂了自己许多次，却到了晚上全都忘了。其实，也不是非常意外，反正现在都不知是气还是疼，全都忘光了。

笨，还是傻？可能两个都是吧。
真的，我连想也不能想啊！怎么办呢？
Oh, bastard. Now you shut up and stop swearing.

AT♥9:39 PM



Rawr. Just finished watching Switched!. All the episodes I missed along with the final episode which was a sneak preview (heh). Ending was a little retardly (no such word) stupid, but that's okay. (:

So, just to mention some things that happened today. Mmm. I'll start from the front instead of the back, then.

EL: Just some impromptu thingy... rather normal. We got our podcast score back, and it was a whooping 14 over 20! Cheerios.

Geog (free period): Finished reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows!
[SPOILER START---] Oopsy. So many people died. Glad that Hermione didn't. For the sadists, I am very regretful to tell you that Voldemort died. Others who got killed by J.K. Rowling were Lupin Tonks Moody Dobby Fred Snape Bellatrix Wormtail Hedwig Burbage Rufus Gregovoritch Grindelwald Colin Nagini Crabbe. (and alot more which I didn't remember) Which is a little sad... especially for Snape & Dobby! Dobby was soo nice, Snape (the theory heard from fans turned out right) loved Lily (!!!!!!) and Neville was so cool by the way, killing Nagini. Whoopyy! Cheers to J.K. Rowling, but a pity Fred died really. (No more W&W!)
However, the fairy-tale like ending was pretty odd, especially the "nineteen years later" part. But hey! Harry married Ginny and Ron married Hermione, even Neville become a professor. :D The last word wasn't "scar", though! ): J.K. Rowling....... [---SPOILER END] Overall, the book was pretty fantastic.. (: If you want a copy of the book without paying, just ask me for the soft copy. ;) Though I must say many others already have them! Cheerios~

HCL: Totally wasted a lesson, Mr. Ho did.. What was I doing for that hour, though?

IS: Uh. Some titration thing. We meddled with the chemical Silver Nitrate as well, so don't be mildly shocked if Chua turns out in school with blotches of brown stains on her face... Afterall, I never said I'm perfect with handling chemicals! ;)
ANYWAY, since it was regarding some titration, MR TAN BOON HWEE joined our classs!!! (YAYYYY.) I mean, you can literally conclude from my reaction that I adore Mr. Tan, since he simply rockk all the wayyyyy! xD. Of course we all know Chua will neverrr be crazy over a teacher like Cleo is *hint hint*, but hey, if only Mr. Tan teaches my class. o_O

So after IS, the group of girls (Chua Ger Feyra WP Jean Eugenia) and Ms Lim plus Mr Tan stayed back for a short gossip session. Come to think of it, it's the number XXX time we're gossiping away with Ms Lim! Now, doesn't that sound mean, using the word gossip. So we shall now use chat... and strike away all the "g" word. (: Then I hooked fingers with Mr. Tan telling him he gotta keep me posted if he ever marries his girlfriend cos I want to congratulate him. Haha! Though having a teacher-student relationship, I wouldn't be doubtful if he forgot about it.
[Alrighto, I'm crapping awayy, gonna skip to the next part.]

Chem: Wasted, as usual. I really ain't listening to Mr. Imbufe anymore... :( Should hurry up and revise. Btw I drew a picture with the word "chua" in it, then put it into my phone as wallpaper. x) [P.S. Ash is so sweet lol! By right I did something maybe what you'd consider a little embarrassing but Ash didn't tease me! Ahahaaa. Lubb.]

Lit Rehearsal: Was pretty er... unnecessary since there weren't any audience, so even the rehearsal was.. messed up? Still its filled with lots of fun and laughter. (:

P.S. My team and I will be performing on Humanities week (next week), so do take a look if you're free during one of the lunches to pop into the theatherette and watch!

Went to Clementi Central at the end of the daywith Jean & Wp. Bought Bubbletea.. wanted grape but changed my mind last minute to Lychee. Mmmm. Flavours I'd want to try will be grape and mango, but it'll all depends on my mood, really.

//

Random Points.

> HA! I have massive good news. Curfew extended from 27th July to 2nd August.

> Extracts from Jean's blog on 20th Fri--
"Cos after fly fly awhile, the kite got stuck in a tree. We threw sticks, water bottles, seed husks in a bid to get the kite down (there were two other kites stuck other trees too!). Unfortunately we couldn't manage to get it down.
Chua threw a stick. Then the stick was falling near me. She yelled "SIAM!". So I siam. But I siam backwards. The stick drop down. Right beside me, missing me by like a centimetre only. Kao."
"Ayam got dared to prank call [somebody] and say "Is your fridge running?" "Yes" "Then you'll better chase after it."

> Ouch about the article. Alright, maybe a little bit more about ouch, but having the school image ruined by a student from our very own school? I'll keep my opinions shut for sense's sake, but since I personally don't know the entire story, it's even more valid that I do what I'm doing. May this won't result to some disastrous impacts, especially on the upcoming intake of students and our school itself, along with the student who reported it. Maybe I don't have the right to say anything, yet maybe I'll use the word despicable. And maybe I'll stick to the latter.

//

Messy; but not my intention to ponder. I fear the pain so much that I - so badly, want to escape.

Have a nice week ahead,
Chua.

GREAT JOB & CONGRATS, FIBONACCI! LOVE!

RED AWAYY.

AT♥7:24 PM



Saturday, July 21, 2007

*sister dashes into the room*
"Get out, I need to change!"
"Whatt?! So I can have that?"
"You have no chance! I still have 600 more pages to go!"

*

Of course, I didn't keep "my word" (or random blabbers for the past week) about waking up at 6am considering how freaking late i got home yesterday night and nearly falling asleep off in the taxi.
Well, and so, my sister got her hand of our precious book first.
And if you still don't get what I'm saying, you're a sad case. And of course don't take this to heart, I'm only kidding. (:
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows! Sis says she's gonna finish reading before dinner time. Which probably may result to the fact that I'm sleeping at 3am tonight or something.

*

*sister laughing while reading the book*
"There's this part about Krum..."
"Oh,, shuttt upp!"
"It's really funny, oh stupid J.K. Rowling.."

*

Back to the thursday, I was pouting away over the fact that my period had to come on the day night right before X-country! I mean, which girl'd want that to happen to her. ._.
Aside from that, thursday was a little more than "a little tiring". Though I had a two hours free period, afternoon was probably quite a terror since I couldn't split myself into three parts.
Left early from CCA to rehearse for Literature Drama that is to be perormed on humanities week, followed by rushing off back to the track for Cheer Practice which I was already late by one hour. Then I was a little mad at CaiYe when he asked why I skipped cheer. HMPH. So in my anger I went to dash one round around the track. -.-
Well, much to our team's surprise, James came. Okay.. so we practiced a little bit of 2-2-1 on shouldersits until Tricia have to go off (Christine CMI for the prac) and James was saying we'll have to run a round if the flyer screams, or falls, and 2 if the flyer unlocks. Mmm. So we owe him a total of 2 rounds after running 2 rounds.. which adds up to a total of 4. o_O

Then I got back at around 8 plus, fell asleep at near 11 while feeling both mentally and physically tired. Zzz.

Woke up the next morning, (yesterday) It was cross country~! Whoo-hoo. It's over lumdeedahhh.
Met up with XinYi at the lift at 6:30am (we live in the same block) to meet Gerlynn and Mariel at Clementi Mcdonalds at 6:40am, whereby they were 20 minutes late.. thus I had a hashbrown and apple pie. Then the four of us took a taxi to ECP. Save the trouble of taking the MRT, really. Not that we're lazy but, hey.. you don't have to wake up so early.
So, yep. Stretch stretch stretch when we reached there. Then well, 10 minutes after the year 2 guys were the year 2 girls' turn. Whooops!

And Altron ran the entire cross country with me! I really have to thank gor for that, cos he definitely gives a lot of motivation. In the end I walked really little (though I still did), and came in 10th. Yayy, thanks gor. (:
Positions for year 2 girls are.. (only if I remembered correctly)
1. Janice
2. Cleo
3. Jerlin
4. WhaiPeng
5. Tricia
6. Tiffany
7. Cheryl
8. Debra
9. Joanna
10. Chua

Meanwhile the positions for the Year 2 guys are pretty cool as well. I don't remember the positions, go ask TTS if you'd like. Anyway, Stanley got 1st (eureka! he's from fiboooo), along with winning a lunch bribery from Gnia and Mira... Then AikAnn got 2nd, Pan got 7th, Jaryl got 9th, WenXiang got 10th. Don't remember the rest.

Anyway, after my cross country, I stayed back at around 200m off the finishing line cheering for everyone else who hadn't finish running yet, so apologies to those who tried finding me and couldn't. :/ The point is, I still stayed around running and cheering and stuffs before I fully recovered my breaths, so for odd reason I was feeling really cold inside all. Putting that aside, MinJue came in 2nd for year 3 girls!!! I was sooo amazed. Grats! :D Then the 3rd, 4th, and 5th, were all from Fibo too. (:
I think KarYee was also among the top 10, so is Christine (I'm not sure).

But overall I think X-country was a nice success. (: Along with the newater (I personally preferred it to Milo since I doubt I could run to the truck repeatedly).

After X-country, half the class went to a nearby hawker centre to have our lunch. I was still feeling reallly cold so I wrapped myself with Mariel's jacket under the hot sun. But I was freezing badly inside, so I thought I was going to fall sick or something. :( After lunch, we went back to ECP to sit on the mats and play around. Anyway, while the others were cycling/ playing cards, Jean and I went to attempt flying a kite! Actually, it was pretty much the first time I fly a kite, so I was behaving like a chua-that-never-existed-in-school and Jean was commenting that she should video me down. :D It was so fun! (in actual fact, there weren't any wind so my kite didn't really fly) and the fly got stuck in a tree!!! Hey, that's soooo sweet! :D

Anyway, after that the group of us (along with TTS and JQ since they joined our "class gathering") played cards and soccer blah blah blah, while Feyra Ger and I stood along the shores. Personally I was very fascinated by the waves, they're really pretty and I love dipping my foot into the water. (:

After a while, we ended up playing Truth or Dare.. halfway through I got bored of it, so I went back to the magnificent waves. High Tide!! So it was pretty cooling standing there. Then midway through Jaryl had to come over and hold my hand ("shake" more like it) cos of a dare someone gave. A few minuets later Debra came over to kiss me on the cheeks (Oops!) cos of another dare. I was pretty shocked, heh. But it's o-kay la.

After Truth or Dare, most of them went home, whereby there only left with Ash, BoonSiong, Jaryl, Ahmed, Feyra and Chua. Apparently it's easier to communicate within a small group. Hee. So the six of us went to have our dinner at the hawker centre, then I asked Feyra if she could help me buy a drink. And honestly by chance, my sentenced turned out to be, "I'm fine with anything but don't get me Anything." Thus Ahmed teased me by saying "Girls." in that kind of voice. Heh!

Mmm. After our dear dinner we caught bus 196 to Bedok and took MRT to Tampines Mall! Since they wanted to watch movie. Sadly Ash couldn't join us since he had something else up, so the 5 of us went to catch a movie at 8:30pm. Whoops! Now isn't that late. Anyway, Feyra was still wearing the Fibo tee and shorts, so she really wanted to buy clothes to change to so I accompanied her (tagged along was the guys. :D) then we got some Nachos and Popcorn and drinks and entered the cinema! (:

Was kind of.. sleepy in the theater. And Feyra just slept for like half an hour since she'd already watched the movie. (:

By the time the movie finished, it was around 11pm.. Feyra and I hung around the taxi stand for about 20 minutes queuing up for the taxi, while the guys went back first since they all lived.. so near? So the taxi ride took quite a while Feyra and I reached home at somewhere near 12 midnight.. whee! What a pleasant and tiring day.

Anyway, P.S. to Gerlynn:
If flowers are called 'grass', people will wonder why flowers are called grass instead.

CHEERS TO FIBONACCI!

Love,
Chua.

I trust you.

AT♥11:04 AM



Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Today was.. messy.






Numbuh One. I have no idea where my seventeen magazine went.. just somewhere in the classroom with one of the girls. o_O
So! If you're holding on to my magazine, please return it to me. Why, thankyou. (: Though I didn't really like this month's, I don't think my sister has finish reading yet.
(And if whosoever ain't having intention of returning, of course I'll curse you. *smiles sweetly*)

Oh, yuck away about that smiling part. That's so, gross.

So.. how I am suppose to get down to the main point? Let's talk about all the unnecessary stuffs first.

Numbeh TWo0. Art was boring.. at least the lecture for the first half hour was. Btw, some students from Friday's class has joined the Weds call since well.. the students in the class was of a pathetic number - 6. So it has nicely increased to 10+, whereby we decided to build a pirate ship (?!) out of all the trash we found in school. With the handy nails and hammers from Mr. Yang.

Numbuh Thh-rEa. FPS? FREE PERIOD. Like, eureka! That's awesome. Simply because I detest... FPS? I hate being the slowest group and working overnight during the weekends for it. :/ So, why free period? Mr. Lee is over at US while Mr. Tan is sick! (nooo.) Thus I shall wish him a get well soon through msn later! Ended up spending the two hours drinking mocha and reading and eating lunch and watching ppl play bridge and other stuffs etc.

Numbeh FWourr. My phone died out after 1:30pm.. forgot to charge yesterday night and this morning. :/ Anyway, I stayed back in the classroom till 4pm with AikAnn, Aaron, and Jean earlier. What were we doing? o_O Since we didn't have cards.. and Aaron wanted to play bridge while Eggy wanted to learn.. I was pathetically pathetic enough to seek out Aaron's idea of making our own poker cards with pieces of fullscap... -No comments about the result- but you can guess how horrendously unequal the "cards" were. But hey, we played one round of bridge and AikAnn more all less got the idea of how to play bridge after a very messy explanation from me. (:

So.. yeah. `

*

She wasn't wrong; was right - if I was to phrase it in my own words, I'm not who I am if I don't keep a masquerade that could hide my feelings without it seeming as a pretense. And so I know well enough when I'm out of practice and when I'm not.
But, of course. I can't keep my sadness and disappointment from myself. Since years ago there's been two main rules I mande in my own life- never to break a promise, and never to lie for a question deemed necessary. Of course there's tons more regarding moral values, but my closest friend would know I am very sensitive over the word 'promise'. And yet, just yesterday, I broke one of the two.

I didn't really realise, which showed how listless and absurd I was. Or maybe I was filled with more anger and hatred yesterday then, whereby I wrote vulgarities over my personal diary repeatedly which at least I had the sense never to type and post on my blog. I could control my temper well enough away for others to realise, but I was cursing away. Swearing.

And today I went back hope, exasperated over what I've done. And what I'm doing.
I wanted to seek comfort, but I don't know who or how. I needed advice to straighten out my thoughts - whether what I'm doing is right or wrong. Yet, I don't have the strength to talk about it; I was angered, hurt, stressed, along with exasperation, and the last thing I needed was a why to pressurize me. Then I had myself trapped.

But anymore pressure, I'm going to break down bad. It's been ages since I had to cry thrice within a month. And yet I feel there's many more on its way.

Yet, none of these may be used as an excuse of my lack of composure in school.

Home isn't anywhere near great, but yet it's temporarily better than school. Though my father and I detest each other enough to keep our conversations no longer than 5 sentences daily (unless deemed necessary), I had quietness when I'm alone.

Chua.

AT♥4:47 PM



Stress level at its peak.. Since last week, maybe.

And I forgot that the entire world, the entire world except me ger feyra stuart lewis and rachel have 2 hours free period at 10:30pm. So I have to rush through FPS during my break. :/ Mmmm.. Nevermind. I'll finish it later.

Fell asleep unknowingly yesterday night. Sheesh. ):

Anyway we (cheer team) celebrated James's birthday yesterday. Was.. creamy. Btw we were practicising 2-2-1, but since we've just started we're practicing on shouldersit instead of shoulderstand... first. So my right arm is filled with bruises, but that's okay, I think I know I'll have to be used to it like how we did 4-2-1 the previous year. *cheers*

And I splat the alchohol gel over my right arm yesterday night.. ouch.

Plus we have a new cheer member from HwaChong Instituition.. his name is Freddy or something like that. Honest. ._.

And (I should really stop using "And") Jq started playing LineAgeII. Blah. I want 1 million SP or something. Zzz. And nobody gets what I'm saying on this paragraph beside my sis. Dots. So ignore this paragraph.

Going to drink Mocha after Art later. Screw the week. Oh, no, I should smile, wave, and say hiiii. And die for my cross country.

Have a nice week ahead,
Chua.


*stabbs*

AT♥10:02 AM



Monday, July 16, 2007

Hiya~

ANYWAY! I've had bought SEVENTEEN magazine. :D:D:D Shall bring it to school to lend it to all the girls in my class. (:

And I tried STRAWBERRY Ice Blended today. (see all the Ssss- words?) It tasted a little too sweet for me at first; but it got better after that. Hmmm next time I'll try grape if I'm in the mood, miss my dear lychee flavour though. Whoopsy~.

Happy Birthday to James! I was sooo sincere, I sent him a 2-lined sms. :/

*pauses*

Forgot what else I wanted to mention; but just let me blab my points in paragraphs all over the place. Hmm.

//

Lineage II! It's sadly unfair (actually not), but randy (not our school's) qy and sis are all level 30+ while I'm still 25 since I'm having school and they're free-er than I am. Oh well, nevermind. (: I'll want to catch up on Bio and Chem first. :/

Talking about chemistry, Mr Imbufe took half an hour to well.. start the lesson? How sad. Plus I was so tired during school today.. serves me right for sleeping late at night previously. So, yeah, had impromptu speech during English, my topic was Families, too little content, didn't hit the 3 minutes mark. :( Shall work on that, along with coming up with more words to join my sentences beside the word "And".

And I half slept during Geography (as in my free period), then was rather enthusiastic during HCL, then laughing away during IS (Ms Lim is soo nice!) because we (wp jean chua ger feyra and a couple of guys) were gossiping with Mr Lim for the first half hour. I mean, HA, it reminded me of what Ms Chua said earlier this morning when it was all-girls in a lift (with the exception of one male teacher, didn't know his name). She said, "it turns into a market place when its all girls in an enclosed space.". Swt. (:

And yeah.. ran 2 rounds at the end of the day.. I'm dead for cross country! :/

Love,
Chua.

AT♥8:48 PM



Sunday, July 15, 2007

Chua is feeling badly freaked out.
May I cross my fingers and pray hope I didn't screw up.

AT♥10:57 PM



Quiz ripped from Ger's blog.. from whosoever I don't know. (:

1. Your fav song?
No idea. Lots. But mostly Jap. (:

2. What month were you born in?
The best month eva'. Rawr.

3. Where do you live?
Singapore?

D E S C R I B E Y O U R . .

4. Wallet:
Pretty. Okay, fine, um.. black with butterflies. <3

5. Dream car:
Never really thought of it. ._.

6. Toothbrush:
Yellow.

7. Jewelery worn daily:
Chain.. earrings sometimes.

8. Pillow Case:
Lol? Soft.

9. Eyes:
Brown brown brown brown brown.

10. Room color:
Lavender! Isn't it such a pretty colour?

11. Love life:
Huh.

12. Cologne/Perfume:
Don't use them... The nearest relevance to that that I have is a Perfume box containing a tatty teddy squashed inside. ._. (from Siming!)

W H A T A R E Y O U . . .

15. Wearing:
Haha! NHPS Camp Tee & black shorts.

16. Wanting:
Lots of stuffs but I'll just saying getting a goood sleep later. (:

17. The last thing you ate?
IMPACT! Blackcurrant. I ADORE the sweet, but it's freaking expensive. (3 bucks). And I shall slowly train myself to let it last for 1 week instead.

18. Something you are afraid of?
Ants. But not to the extend where I will scream "Ahhhh!" when you come close to me with a large black ant. -.o

19. Do you like candles?
Yepp. Actually I intend to make those pretty wax in a glass with patterns if I'm free.

20. Do you like the taste of blood?
Yeah. It's kind of nice.. really.

21. Do you believe in love?
I think so.

22. Do you believe in soulmates?
Guesso..

23. Do you like seafood?
I don't specially like them, but I'm fine with them.. (:

24. Do you remember your dreams?
I dream most of the times.. so I remember them sometimes. For example, my latest dream was regarding a piece of flesh missing from my leg, some stuffs regarding boxes on a tables containing food, birds outside the window, etc.

25. Do you consider yourself a study?
No.. Wonder if that's a good thing or bad?

26. Do you like tattoos?
Mmm hm. But no large one please. (:

(two-seven is missing!)

28. Do you burn easily in the sun?
Ha. Nope. *shakes head*

29. Do you speak another language?
I'm terrible at them. :( But hey, I'll practice teochew.

30. What's something you wish you could understand better?
Everything!

31. Are you shy around your crush?
I don't remember being shy about... anything.

32. Got any plans for the weekend?
Upcoming ones? Saturday to celebrate Bryan (if I remembered his name correctly; or just KaiQi & KaiLin's brother) at night. Sunday to watch Harry Potter.

33. Do you miss anyone?
At the moment? Two..

34. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
HA, not interested.

35. Orange juice or apple?
Apple with AloeVera Bits. But I wouldn't mind Marigold's Orange juice. (:

36. Who was the last people you went out to dinner with?
Dad, Mum, Sis, and Sis. Or just Family.

37. What was the last text message you sent?
"Anything."

38. Lucky number?
3?

39. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
Lol, no idea.

40. Have you ever won a trophy?
Guesso.

41. Are u a good cook?
No idea.

42. Have you ever eaten a snake?
Are you dead?

43. Do the Chinese really use cats in their food?
Blink. Shrugs.

44. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?
No, I don't remember.

45. What was the last movie u watch?
Transformers!

46. Would you rather find true love or be a millionaire?
True love, but I won't mind the mixture.

47. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I think so. ._.

48. What is/are your favorite animal (s)?
Birdie. Followed by maybe Hamster. Or Fish if I'm lazy.

49. Who is the second last person to call you?
An unknown number! o.O

50. What do you like about yourself?
Dunno?
*

Okay.. weird quiz.. Anyway my sis read on the newspaper that there's this guy called Mr. Yo Yo Yeo. Interesting.

Nitex,
Chua.

AT♥7:36 PM



Pow wow wow.
Okay, that was perfectly random.
BUT, apparently there's some settings that's wrong with the computer..
and unfortunately *whoops* I think I must have done something by accident, probably will just get my sister to fix it back later. o_O

And I didn't realise I haven't been posting for.. er.. two days. So I've daoed everyone my cbox again. Whoops!

Alright. Friday was normal. Nothing much of an unlucky-ness on Friday the 13th. Even dance prac went pretty smoothly.. just some exercises, not much steps to memorise. And the teacher is freaking flexible. I mean, seeing people like laoshi is so.. freaky. Then I went back home and since it's friday, I obviously... slacked. :/

by playing. Lineage II.

Private server, though. Qy & Sis are playing, too. (: It's pretty.. uh.. fun.. but the controls took me overnight to master.

Saturday was a little more hectic. Qingyu came to our house till afternoon, then I had to attend Gerbelle's birthday party. I bought her chocolates. :D Then KaiQi's mum fetched me home at 11 plus, which the time turned out shockingly unexpectedly late.
KaiQi, Ger, and I too played a prank on ZheXu... though I don't really think he fell for it. Or who knows, he might be faking that he didn't fall for it. Ahaha I don't know! (:

So I got back home, fell alseep at 1+, apparently forgotten what I've done for that hour or so being a miserably bored person at home (or whatever. not.). Woke up in the middle of the night (due to reasons I'm lazy to explain i was sleeping in the living room) and my sister was still using the computer with the living room lights switched on when I woke up at 3am+.. Then I fell back asleep after 20 minutes or so.

And I woke up earlier this morning to meet up with Feyra for brunch before heading to the library to do IS report with gerlynn. Which explains the reason why I am.. very sleepy. And tired. Ohhh, anything. Yawnnnn. :(

Tomorrow's school again. Forgot if we're still doing impromptu speech for EL or moving on to a new topic. Shall have sushis for break or something. Then Geog.. free period (yay)... to do IS report just in case it needs any editions. Else, I'll probably attempt to do something effective in the opposite classroom. IS... *shrugs* but it won't be horrendous since (I think) it's in the lab. Then lunch, something filling, before proceeding to Chemistry (Er.. I shall pay attention.) and then running around the track with wp or somebody. And if wp is still free enough we'll take a trip to Clementi to get BubbleTea. Peach!

Oh, and tomorrow's James's birthday. -No comments-

Then Tuesday blah blah blah. Don't know do what. But if I have the time I'll go to cold storage or something to get myself some sushis. (:
And Weiren told me Timo got ValkyrieProfile2!! Hahas. Valkyrie rocks. But hey, studies come first at the moment, considering how badly I'm doing in Bio. (sheesh.)

And is anyone going to watch NDP? By right I'd love to get tickets, but on a second thought (1) I doubt I'll have to chance to get it and (2) Those who've watched the rehearsals said it ain't so awesome this year. But have fun to everyone who's going to watch it. ((:
AHhhh~ fireworks~

Oh and by the way, my sis wrote this on the whiteboard;
"22/7 HPotOoP" -.o!

Have a pleasant week ahead,
Chua. [Tired.]

AT♥7:12 PM



Thursday, July 12, 2007

Today was a pleasant day.

I woke up at 6 odd before falling asleep at 7 again.. then waking up with a shock when I realised it was 7:35am.

So I was obviously late for school. First time for the year... :/
And in the mad rush whereby I left the house within 3 panicking minutes (since I already brushed my teeth/ bathed when I woke up at 6 plus), I forgot to bring my badge to school. Along with my hair clip.

Nevermind that.

I was fortunately in time for Physics lesson, which I remembered crying nicely silently throughout due to some other reasons.
Then cried again for another 3/4 of Biology class.

They weren't unexpected. This week was so harsh that I couldn't handle it.

Chua.

AT♥5:38 PM



Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Why did I try so hard to hold back the tears?
It's really agony; I'm terribly in pain.
Please don't do this to me.. I can't hold it;
Breaking down at any moment-
Please. I can't. I really can't.

AT♥10:31 PM



I'm feeling soo mad oversome things that I'm writing in a BIG SIZE 100 FONT on my fullscap. TSK!

Then again, probably feeling exasperated instead. I've heard a couple of demoralising news today, and I'll still have to run and help time later (provided that it doesnt rain) before its Cheer (man this is demoralising.) before going back home and doing bio..

Silly, really, leaving work to the last minute. Then again I've been feeling sleepy nearly all the time. Wonder why. And I slept before 11pm yesterday, for goodness. ._.

Cheers,
Chua.

*

And Mr Tan (current FPS teacher) is (still) so nice! xD

AT♥3:16 PM



Monday, July 09, 2007

Erps. Hiccup.

Anyway I'm tired tired tired.

Like *poof* I fell asleep on my mum's bed after finishing my bubble tea while I was in the middle of a library book that was due... *drumrolls*.. 9th July - aka today.
Lockleong said that the fines for late return is 15c daily.. and well, *coughs* I owe the library... *another drumrolls*... FOUR FIFTY!
Was pretty surprised cos I thought it exceeded 7 already or something; just a guess it was. Well it was less than 5 bucks, so I went to borrow another two books from the library yesterday. :D
Should hurry up finish reading and return them.

So, yeah. Summary for today.. Mondaeeee.
Lessons were perfectly normal, just that there were something different about the teachers.. just... yeah... o_O:
And half the people I met today (exaggerated percentage) told me Chua's hair looks diffeereeentt. So, I just want to say I didn't have any new haircuts, unless you meant the one I had at the beginning of June/ End of may. Well but I didn't pin up my hair, but then again i don't always pin up my hair. Or maybe because Monday is the don't-pin-up-my-hair-day and Tuesday is the will-pin-up-my-hair-day cos there's PE.

Talking about PE, I'm going to be drenched tomorrow... again. Not really that surprising but I'm going to have both cheer prac and pe at the same day. :/ Oh and talking about tomorrow's tuesday reminded me of the previous tuesday... for my undear lockleong went to trace the path we walked the other day due to NHPS performance at Vic concert hall. Well, we walked about the distance of one mrt station apart, so no wonder I was feeling all oh-so-dead the other day. Zzz.

After school today went to run with wp jean boonsiong & ash. By right i was suppose to run 3 rounds but er.. ended up replying shouts to gnia mira tiff up there at the hostel, so I ran 2.5 rounds...? That's miserably pathetic. T_T

Then walked to Clementi with wp to get our dear bubbletea; and wp is a born observer freak. :D

Going to do.. er... no idea what. something.

Nitex,
Chua.





:(

=10:48pm=
I feel bad.

AT♥7:43 PM



Sunday, July 08, 2007

Koh Lock Leong you freak you'd better agree.
Blah.

--

Alright, I'm at jurong library now using Lock's laptop to post. Didn't bring my phone; brought my mum's instead which is already supposedly running out of batt. Ahdyadahhhh.

Then lockleong told me some news that got me oh-so-agigated. Zzzzz. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
But he don't allow me to say what. :(

Seems like I have to rush some of my homework today/ tonight since I had other stuffs on my mind yesterday.

Chua.

AT♥12:25 PM



Lmao, what a hilarious morning.

Did anyone remember to wear green yesterday?
Went to IMM with my family and had Ajisen. Well, barely anyone wore in green in the mall anyway. :/

Apparently I tried searching my wardrobe for a green-something, but my wardrobe literally have anything but GREEN. So maybe if I come across something nice that is green later, I'll go buy it huh?

And my sister searched her wardrobe for something green, too. And there was this blouse which is green that she wore like only once or something cos it's a blouse and my sis is the oh-so-tomboyish type. She looks satisfying nice in it but she went, "ohh eww this is gross. I'm suffering for the sake of the earth, shall wear my green jacket later" or something like "I'm never going to wear this again; only earth day" or blah blah blah.

Poor sistaa. (:

& Happy Earth Day!

AT♥10:47 AM



Friday, July 06, 2007

AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I'm going to scream again if Timo shows me any cooler link for Valkyrie Profile 2 [Silmeria].

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x2CIKMGlpws

Watching the pro people just make you feel how lousy you are at the game. ._.
And the graphics is so damn cool.

Chua wants the guidebook. oO.

--2 minutes later--

Bloody hell this is even cooler. Found the link myself heh.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bx6s9Zv29ss

Nooooooooooooo. The graphics are so cool. T_T
I shall restart my game after buying the guidebook. :/

AT♥10:08 PM



And she asks me why each day turns out to be so devastating.

Anw kll wants me to go out tomorrow... so I suggested JL. I needed to return my books desperately anyway. Bet I owe the library nearly 10 dollars already. And there's so many books I'd want to read. Mind you, I didn't CAPS away the previous sentence since I have one-quarter of the sense to remind myself I'm not suppose to bury myself in storybooks since school has already reopened, along with the busy schedule.

Maybe you'll wonder how many lollipops I've been eating away recently, too. 4 the day before, 1 yesterday, already 3 today. OOOPS. That's alot.

Anyway, sis completed a poster for one of her project... I repeat, Project. But anyway, it's all her work. The drawing, the digital colouring, the blahblahblah. And I'm going to be nice here and post her pic so that I can pass on nice comments to her if she gets any. Afterall, she went to put so much effort into it. :/



Did something before I went home from school today.

And I'm not going to school tomorrow, I'm so glad I've decided to skip it. Wish all DSA applicants good luck, not like they're going to read this. (:

Chua.

I'm very glad mum made the chain, and I'm going to wear it every single day.

AT♥6:45 PM



Thursday, July 05, 2007

AHhh. What a day. Pretty tired; thus I shall keep my post short.
Fortunately tomorrow's Friday.. 2 hours free period (Art 3d) that is to be spent on doing podcast (darn!) as ger wanted to change the topic of the script last minute. :/

Woke up late. Again. Blahh. Was still punctual for school. Hope I won't wake up late tomorrow again. ._.

Then just Physics.. (WHOOPS. The homework is due tomorrow.) nothing much. Break, sushi. English, normal. Math, just rushed through all the exercises again. Almost got stuck in question 2 for quiz (dots.) Lunch, bought Mocha since today was a devastated day. Then HCL which I slacked through. Then Biology, practical. I even left my pencilbox in the lab till the gays came over to pass it to me when I was in the canteen about to whack Altron... My goodness, thanks. I adore my OP pencilbox.

One nice thing about leaving things in the lab and leaving earlier than half of the class is they'll pass you back the stuffs you leave behind. Whoopsy.

Anyway Cheer Practice was hilarious. Okay, okay. First we PTed for nearly 2 hours, though both of captain and vice-cap were away (Get well soon Gnia!). Then midway somebody told me that Mariel thought she has found my private blog url, so I was like "Rofl I thought the whole world I know I put double lock in the blog le". Think she probably got the one that I deleted ages ago where I recorded down my gameplay processes. Lmao! Really can XD away.

Then, after I finish my PT, I had to piggyback poor Sharlene down from level 4 to 1 since the school lift was.. spoilt. That's so pathetic, but I think they'll have it fixed before tmr morning. Now isn't that extra training?

Then practiced lookover and stuffs, I was doing it on Altron who originally wasn't my main base (but who cares), and then I told Tricia that lookover's getting slackish since we just go up and lock. Woots~
Jq then came over to watch our cheer practice for a while since he just complted his podcast project. Grace shared half her dinner (from hostel) with me cos she couldn't finish them. How nice! xP.

Left the school at 7pm+ plus and kinda would have reached home at around 7:50pm.. just that I didn't want to go home. So I hanged out at the playground nearby (they changed the swing!) to just spend some time alone. Got home at er.. 9pm. And nearly sprained my left ankle.. seems like I'll need to get an ankle guard soon.. before I sprain it before 2.4km or something. gaahhh!

And I'm going to hate going back to school on Saturday, which is such a nice date - 070707 - but my family will be going to IMM to eat Sushi after that. I can't believe how easy it was to convince my sister, huh.. (:

Would love to post more; but I'm realllly tired.

Nitex,
Chua.

AT♥10:14 PM



Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Really.. what's expected to be read here.

21:29 Wed 04-07-2007
Dear diary,
what mistake have I once again repeated or created that have to cause me to endure the pain all over again? I really didn't want to feel this way, they've always made me feel so weak. Is it really my present that's torturing me to such pain, or the repetition? Why do I have to get hurt by the person I love so dearly; hold on to my phone in my hands expecting a message I'll never receive; yet partially am the one who runs away? Why am I the one attempting to save things, yet fail with such uncertainty? I could, and have the ability to return all the pain I'd suffered- but the one great weakness or strength would be that I cannot bear to do so. Everything makes it so hard for me, am I not trying? Heck goes with it.

Anyway, went out with ex-classmates yesterday to watch NHPS's musical. About a total of 7 of us. Met ChenLaoShi; he's still as lame/crazy as ever. Anyway, musical was pretty awesome. And I've always loved nhps's wushu.. T.T I mean, it's like oh-my-goodness-thats-like-so-cool for primary kids. Esp when there's this part the 8 students (all boys) did a small jump and poof they landed on a split. I mean, that's like ha-ha-ha-ha-ha or something.

And I simply adored Breanne! (Bynes's sister) She joined us during the interval and I convinced Charles to let me swap place with him so that I'll get to sit with darling Breanne. She was so cute- she even called me jie-jie lar. And she even told her mum, "Bring jie jie back home and we throw away gor gor" or something like that. Bynes, I've stolen your sister!!! Mwhahaha. (:

After the musical, the five of us (siming chua charles bynes kll) went to walk around raffles (and have what you call dinner-supper) at Mac after walking about the esplanade. Scenery was beautiful during the night, since you can't see how disgustingly polluted the river was. Reached home at around 11:02pm or something.

And of course I loved the day.

Went back home and fell asleep nearly immediately. Didn't do anything beside changing into my clean clothes, though I had alot of messed up minds in my thoughts.

And I woke up the next morning (today) at 7 minutes to 7. To think I managed to be punctual even though I bathed. I mean, I was like bluuurrrr about what I was to do when I woke up. Panic, ran around the house trying to figure out what I'm suppose to do (like grabbing a towel to the bathroom), before I (surprisingly fast) calmed down to get my thoughts figured right. Even left the house with the keys in my right hand and a sandwich + bottle + tie and goodness knows what else on my left. *poof* I reached the busstop and even called the same bus as XinYi. Good gracious.

Then school was pure slack today. Didn't have any Art lessons on, so I played cards with Cheryl, Mariel, Danielle, and Debra. Bridge with Mariel's night at the Christmas cards. (:

Zapped and it's FPS. Of course it was boring, as alwayssss. Mr. Tan was nice, though! He's so funnily interesting, even Cleo agrees. He's a superb teacher, but then again maybe it's cos he just started being a teacher that's why he's all enthu. Hopes he teach us for Chem next year or something; heard he's teaching Year 1 now. ._.

Then got back home and changed and did a couple of stuffs and went back to school to meet up with Gerlynn to take her dad's car to her house to do script for podcast. Completed.
Then I walked to the mrt station, took the mrt back to Clementi, and decided to walk back home instead of taking the bus since I wanted some time alone. Personally I think it was miserably unsafe since the way back home is pathetically deserted during night time.

Oh btw Hehao showed me a Valkyrie Profile 2 Youtube link..
http://youtube.com/watch?v=UtsxlcHdopUM
And I was like "oh shit I wish I can play." It's amazing how that whoever that person is managed to do 999 hits :/

And now I'm going to continue doing my bio.. hope tomorrow's a better day than today is.

Nitex,
Chua.

It's chiming.

AT♥10:08 PM



Tuesday, July 03, 2007

Noooooooo.
I don't want School. Bahh. Actually I'm more irritated by the Podcast project.

Plus it took me quite a while to figure out that tmr's musical isn't at nhps (slow freak.), so I was to meet up with Siming and Zicong to take a taxi. However, since ACS is definitely nearer, think I'm meeting up with Charles and Bynes instead. Which also indirectly mean that I'm going to miss half of the cheer prac, pray hope that James doesn't come or I know he'll kill me. I mean, he won't, but I'm suiciding that way.

And mum apparently gave me extra pocket money.. Er... -keeps silent- and no comments.

Ice blended Mocha at starbucks taste wonderful, too.

I'm soo... freaked out. :/ By sooo many things. Sniff.

Chua.
For god's sake, this isn't even real.

AT♥12:36 AM



Sunday, July 01, 2007

Chua has been a verryyy baddd girl. o_O
Sorry, self lecture. But hey, want to know the hideous crimes I've committed thus far?
Nyah. Kidding.

But heck, I feel bad.

*

1. I've been spending alot of money on clothes. Actually this isn't THAT wrong, because I know I'm deprived until I've decided to wipe out the shopping malls during the June hols. It just makes me feel guilty for spending sooo much money, even though the reason is pretty valid. :/

Self punishment: Shall use a maximum of $18 weekly (out of my pocket money of $25) for 2 weeks. Buying Mocha only once per fortnight for July. Nothing from Vending Machines, too.

2. I've been smsing alot as well, and I'm really going to get slaughtered if I don't keep within the free smses of the plan. (500 singtel, 500 local.)

Self punishment: Not to bring my handphone on 3 out of 5 days to school till 12th of July. T_T

3. Neglecting my meals terribly for the past 2 weeks. It's not that I don't want to eat, but I end up getting too engrossed in other stuffs I'm doing. Which is miserably stupid. For example, I only realised I didnt have lunch at 6pm today. -.=

4. Not on task. Maybe it's just cos I'm still in the holiday mood (and have only attended ONE school day thus far), but I still feel bad cos I'm slacking alot compared to last sem. *sniffle* Should really plan my time well, you know. [Chua shall thus pay more attention in class and stop drifting off- though I never really did.]

5. Missed alot of Cheer Practices, and I'm still skipping one hour on Tuesday since I'm going back to NHPS for the musical, which costs 30 whooping bucks.

6. 've been lying on my bed for more than an hour before deciding to drag myself off the beds during weekends, wasting away my precious morning. :/

7. 've been rather irresponsible on a particular stuff. Whoopsy.

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That's about it. Hopefully the weeks get better. (:

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Hm. Went to spend some time with a couple of ex-classmates today. That's the nicer phrase.. the one written between the lines was "siming dragged chua to her house". Met up with KLL at NHPS's busstop (he suggested buying popsicles and I was like, "early in the morning?!") before boarding bus 105 to IMM to meet up with Siming. Apparently Bynes got the wrong message from KLL (by fact, not uncommon) and thought was at JEC. Doesn't matter, we still ended up having breakfast at Mac in IMM... only thing was that Bynes got a Mcflurry instead.

Walked around IMM for a while.. for whatsoever reason, I have no idea. Siming was making alot of noises. Then the four of us walked to her house. I drank an endless supply of coke- mainly because I felt like it- or maybe lockleong drank and I gulped them down. And lockie paid for it! Ooops.

At about I-forgot-what-time, Charles came. And he gave me a Tatty Teddy card, that was SO UNEXPECTED. Whowdie. Thanks! The really interesting thing was that he gave me a "Congratulations" card instead, and my first reaction was "congratulations for getting sick?" Turned out to be for a speedy recovery. Oh man, Tatty Teddies are sooo nice.

After that the group of us played this weird thing that's pretty fun but I had no idea what's the name of it. After that was Bridge.. and mind you, when we play bridge, we're really all-oh-so-intellectual about it. The worst defeat I suffered was when I was partnered with Bynes and Charles with KLL.. 11-0. Ooops. So you know we Charles can win with a bet of 5 at times. Most of the times I was partnered with Bynes, though. Final (tally) results was bynes scored 7 points, chua 6, kll 4, charles 3.

At around 2pm, I stopped and ended up doing Math. Actually had problem finding the area of the rhombus *whacks myself* until KLL told me that I multipled 36^2 for finding the rhombus is wrong. Talk about patheticness, but nevermind. Was sooo tired in Siming's house. Hahas.

Then the going back home part at around 3:15pm was.. odd. First I left siming's house and headed for the lift, nicely pressing the "open" button while waiting for lock and bynes. Okay, okay, but for odd reasons they weren't there after 5 minutes, so I headed back to Siming's house to ask them what's taking them so long.

Apparently they weren't there, yet Lockie's bag was still in her house. Apparently I think they took the stairs. So they were looking for me and I was looking for them, and then thinking that Bynes has mysteriously taken the bus ride home already while leaving lockie at some deserted area (im kidding; its exaggerated.), I went to catch a bus off to Jurong first since I was already.. kind of late (meeting Feyra.). So they thought I vanished and I thought they vanished, what a nice little happy ending.

Met Feyra at Jurong East interchange at 3:30pm. Went around here and there, nothing much, really. *zoom* to around 7pm+ when I reached home.

Went to Maple since Sis told me that both qy and this assassin was online, and they wanted to train together during the 2x period. Plus, sis wanted me to level her up, and so I did... now I'm level er.. 39 in Delph. (:

And aside from the feeling "very guilty" part, I'm reasonably happy today. (:
Or maybe, really happy.

HAVE A GREAT HOLIDAY TOMORROW,
CHUA WITH LOTS OF LOVE.

AT♥11:51 PM



"...only to those who deserves it."

"Who has the right to judge?"

Tragic and tragedies. Sometimes you'd just want to search for an excuse to be in an identity you hide. For heaven's sake, just go and read Romeo&Juliet and watch everyone die.

Mann.. how tragic.

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Ouch. My schedule's packed packed packed packed packed. And I have no idea WHYYY.
Think I'll just have to wake up early everyday to do my homework. *stares into space*. \
AHHH. It's JULY TODAY. Dumdeedahh. Along with GST increase!

So. Yesterday's morning was slackish. Which was entirely wasted. -winces-

Afternoon was... hot.

Late Afternoon to Night was at Gerlynn's house doing project watching tv.

In other words 30th June was a nice day.

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Everything's so silly. It's just plain stupid and Chua's getting sick of it. Oh my, oh my, I'm doing an excellent job from keeping my stuffs to myself. This blog post is just - oh so summarized. Find two hidden meanings within the entire thing and I'd applause. Talk about phrasings.
Even half of my plans screwed itself up. Oh, whatever. A little bit of heck will be a lie- I'm downright mad and upset with myself. Mood Swings? Not really. Everything's a reason in my case. Though flaring up at times sounds.. awesome. And white words aren't meant to be seen.

There's going to be things to think about, but I'm feeling pretty restless.

Chua. I'm sorry.
and I'm sorry.

AT♥12:04 AM