Monday, April 30, 2007

I'm in the a-little-bit-of-everything mood at the moment. ;__o
That means;
well.. a little bit of everything.
especially dancing mood to! and rock music. But hey, I forgot my dance steps anyway. Who cares, as long as I get it right in the end. Teee-hee.

So, yeah.
Summary of School Day.

History. Boring.
Break. Studying HCL.
HCL. Half a test, doing compre on thurs because the printer printed terribly.
English. Presentations, Jiayi's group on Harry Potter was HILARIOUS. I haven't been laughing so much!
Lunch. Lunch with Mocha? 2 bucks less. oO.
Math. A test and a quiz. Woots! Submitted Math file too, 10/10. *PHEW*

Then some of us stayed back into the classroom (with Mr Ku entering for a while for a little chat) for slacking before my team proceeded to the drama room for lit since hokk wasn't at the theatrette. (as in it was locked).

Anyway, at approximately 3:30pm.. the fibo team went to look for ms sim since she wanted to see us. Well.. it turned out very much hilarious.
Ms Sim wanted us to follow her to the hall, while saying, "the school treats this matter very seriously...", so gnia said, "Uh oh, is it regarding the hole that kegan made?"
"What hole!" Ms Sim.
"Ooops! Nothing. It's already fixed..." us. (several giggles.)
*continue walking*
"Sit down." Ms Sim.
"Whattt?" Us.
*Ms sim walks away and come back with a mat*
"There. The school treats this as a case of vandalism," Ms Sim. *points at mat with drawings of some fibo cheer*.
"Wasn't that like there long ago?" Angela and I.
"Errr.. we drew it in 2005." Gnia.

That's the silly part. Apparently Yr 5 seniors got it from the old campus that the school left there as though it's about to be thrown away so they dragged it to the new campus? Then they drew on it not knowing that it still is considered as school property. Trust me, it was really dirty lol. Anyway, Ms Sim told them to clean it by Weds (Argh, more work for them?). Oh, and the picture drawn on it was like freaking' cute.
So when Ms Sim was "lecturing" us, Tricia and Eugenia sort of came over, points to the mat and says, "omg so cute the picture!"
I mean, honestly.. it was hilarious. Haha.

After that I went back to the drama room for lit rehearsal. Apparently Sharlene didn't mind watching us so I dragged her along as well. The point is, we (stuart jean ash and I) were being REALLY RIDICULOUS in the drama room!! It was really funny, Ash was being some guy who got some cellophane paper for me (exaggerated whereby he traveled high up in the sky or into th volcanos) then I took it from him and used this stick (named the statue of liberty because it looked like one) and knighted him?! Like what the hell, that was lots of fun. :D

Anyway!
Had a looonngggg chat with Sharlene, simply holding hands and walking along the uh, road. The one at our school, road against basketball court. :D
And so we kept walking around the road, almost got knocked down by a car 3 times, and just kept talking for 30-40 minutes. There; that's long.
Gee, not that we get to have a chance to talk for so long all the while anyway.
We had a talk regarding lots of stuffs, mainly on our opinions relating to a particular topic, and how we literally share almost the same thoughts for everything.
*pauses*
Nevermind, it's going to be hell hard to explain, anyway.
Love you sharl, we're going to make out after the exams! Hahas.

Btw, back to me and team (uncle left for french, mariel was having jap, feyra was sick, sharlene left) and stuart (replacing feyra for the day she is absent from sch), we were chatting in the classroom all the way until 6pm? We were simply having fun and getting a break from stress. (:

Then I'm home at 6:15pm odd.

Gonna have dinner and do Literature Journals later.

And this oughta be the last post of the day! Exams are approaching. (:

Enjoy your holiday tmr;
Chua.

AT♥7:11 PM

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Hi darlin' readers.
As always, as usual.

ANYWAY, Exams are approaching! Oh yes they are.
Therefore,
JIAYOUS to everyone! All the best. ;)
I'll say this again on Friday, I think!
For those who's under the stress of lit... get a break somewhere and take in some of your drug. Like mine's Mocha. :D

Teh.
Anyway, I was saying that I realised I didn't submit Journal 6 because in one way or another I didn't get it stapled on. Which kind of resulted in my terrible grade, i think. But nevermind that for now!

Let's talk about Lit in a little bit more details, since it's going to play a big role in school for the week. As in, quite a number of hours.

Journal - 6 pieces. They're due this week and I'm suppose to chuck some stuff in the journal book itself. Bad thing is, I haven't get started! However, I ought to able to spend some time on it this week since there's Labour Day *phew* on Tues. Well, at least I have a rough idea of what I'm going to write.

Drama Play- Also due on Thursday. Member included is Ash, BoonSiong, Jean, Feyra, and Chua. Mariel's for lighting; hope our team gets to book the theatrette (or however you spell it) soon. I think I remember my lines...! With the exception of Scene 2; I get stuck in one line for about a few hundred times. xP. Nyahh, it ought not happen again. (:
"Do this when possible, all the time".
SEE! I remember. Harhar. .__.
Nvm, ignore me for the moment. More rehearsals on the way!

Costumes! - I'm in charge on that with Mariel. However, *ahem*. Well, we're still having some problems stuck in there... -wince-. *Curses away* Just gotta finish em' in one way or another. And the final product consists of... papers? Sheesh. Anyway, regarding the other part of the costume will be the mask for the clerk. :D I'm doing that! And it's like sooo glitterish gold.

Skipping Lit, tomorrow's Monday!

There's History lesson (I have no idea what we're doing), HCL Lesson (test at D2-04), EL lesson (presentations by the other group), Math (1 test and 1 quiz).
After that will be Literature drama rehearsal (either theatrette or outside theatrette or just an empty classroom in Block D), followed by seeing Ms Sim (fibo cheer stuffs..?).

Then the day will end and I have to rush through homework or something again. *blink*

Yeahh.
Btw, my sis changed the keyboard for the com coz mum didn't like the previous one... (she says it lags for her game and its loud and blah). The sad thing is it's pretty different so I have to change my typing style, like how I can no longer press "delete" by using my fourth finger, or that I have problems typing using Shift as the upper arrow replaces 1/3 of it.., or the Ctrl button, etc...

Can't believe I don't feel dead today. Wonder why.

Chua.

AT♥1:49 PM

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Who cares if we're half dead.
Murdered by Literature Drama.
Odd thing is its only the 205vers who are suffering. Apparently we figured that our expectations were sky high, it's as though we're being ambitious (or so say jean). Or maybe it's simply because the expectations in our class has always been high at all times.

Ah, yeah. So we feel screwed and dead. Congrats.
*

Cheers WhaiPeng. Apparently yeah, like how we were talking about last time, we sure have so much in common that we click in a odd way. (:

Gee, Love ya! Though we don't talk much in class. Hahas.
*

Regarding people's stupidity, it's stupid already so I won't bother being silly and mentioning them. Afterall, even if I do attempt, it'll end up being stupid too that I'll delete it. Haha.

Then again, can't they use their brains? Oh, whatever. I hate criticizing people.
*

Last topic;..

Letting go was my other post's title.
I think I'm clear about my own definition... so that's that.
And the thought's worthy of a smile.
*

Oooh and I miss you sky! Haha. Talk to you in school if I see you again. xP.

Ice Mocha's my drug;
Chua.
Who cares about your fucking rule? You're just being foolish.

AT♥7:54 PM

Dancers! Here's the lyrics for My girl OST- Never say goodbye.
http://kpopper.com/forums/lyrics/8604-my-girl-ost-translated.html

AT♥11:08 AM

Friday, April 27, 2007

[Last updated 12:44am]

Good! I figured.
*little applause for chua*.

Anyway, I died due of this week's exhaustion just now.
Crashed onto the mattress (which I dragged to the living room).
So I slept.. or slept. Anything.
It seemed ages, but I still felt so exhausted after waking up.
And I'm still tired.
2 weeks to go!!

Wait, *wince*, I think I got a dream. At least, I just caught an image in my mind that could come from no where but my dream... but I have no idea what it is, so don't bother asking either.

Stressed by the amount of homework.
I'll get over with that!
(:

And I realised how unaware of my life you were...
I was so, very much, surprise.
and scared. but maybe I should learn to let go once in a while.
Chua.
//tragic.

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4/27/2007		11:32:18 PM		Smelly feet, oh smelly feet, go away.		♀×--yjlevia--× ♂		Omg..
4/27/2007		11:32:21 PM		Smelly feet, oh smelly feet, go away.		♀×--yjlevia--× ♂		YOU POOR THING
4/27/2007		11:32:29 PM		Smelly feet, oh smelly feet, go away.		♀×--yjlevia--× ♂		I absolutely do not want to be in your position

She (sharlene) is so nice. xD.

*
Oh, and something ridiculously interesting just now!

I was playing hearts for mum in puzzle pirates, and apparently I had a hand that contains lots of diamonds. My first reaction was to throw away the other suits so that I can dump the rest of Hearts and stuffs to the rest when they give start the deck with clubs or spades.

(Take in mind that I do not observe who gets hearts)
Well, so halfway through this was what happened:

I started the deck by putting a diamond. The rest all puts non-diamond.
The cards I left with was approximately 6 to 7 diamond, along with one King of Hearts.

This scenario wasn't really what I expected. By that point, I realised that whichever card I placed out, I will be getting the deck since
- nobody else has diamonds
- nobody in their right mind will put an Ace of Hearts when I put out King.

And so, I was like, "great, I'm losing this game terribly." And I passed the com back to mum to play the terrible defeat by telling to randomly put any cards since we're definitely getting all the decks anyway.

About a minute later, I realised we won because I shot the moon.

HAHA.
I trust that those who play hearts get the joke.

Chua. (:

AT♥9:47 PM

Normal, boring day.

Announcements, followed by Mentoring which was watching whatever that movie was called... it's fun! I didn't really get the story plot since I was trying to solve a math question (which after half an hour i figured that I had to use pythagoras theorem) but it's something about this guy trying to create a rocket.

After some discussion between the group of them, they've decided to chuck some liquid into the rocket for some sort of reasons, but they didn't know which kind. So here's part of well, what they said.

"Gasoline?"
"Four unidentified high school students lost their lives while playing with their toy rocket."

Haha! xD.

After mentoring was break, then Art. Art was considered half a free period since I was able to get back to our classroom and draw. Nello's table was SO messy that I decided to draw hers! Thus I sat at Ahmed's table to draw instead of my own for the little perfect view directly in front of Nello's. I didn't get to complete my last piece yet, so seems like I've got a couple of drawings to do for the weekends as well.

After Art was HCL. Hokk postponed the test. He was talking about some stuffs, whatsoever it was I didn't pay attention coz I was reading my math. Apparently Eugenia didn't come and I had the whoooleee table to myself and it felt GOOD coz I get to read my math in peace!! Haha. xP. And so HCL wasn't a problem either.

HCL's last lesson, thus after that Ger and I went to the library and we ended up chatting with Maggie. After Ger left with Tiff to get some I-dont-know-what-stuffs, I had to rushhh off for my literature meeting while having lunch. Talk about busy schedule! After that had to rushhh off to the Art Room for dear little punishment. =D We (1/3 of the class) were to clean up the classroom as a punishment for not bringing our work. oO. Actually I didn't really mind, since all I did was happy sweeping at it felt reasonably good to see the art room less messy a little cleaner.

And after that I'm home. Right.
*

I think Weekends gonna get busy again, since there's lit and well.. a whole ton of other bio projects/ reports.

I want the library! I'll probably go there on Sunday instead. and Sat if Lit discussion releases me early.
*

Woots! Just realised something. :D
Weightage for BOTH tests and quizzes for history is 30% only! YAY, so I'll like only get F for one portion of the grade. PHEW. Now at least I MAY have a chance of passing this bloody module.
*

Anyway! I've always wanted to talk about this since like months ago or something but I never really remembered to.

Once, about a few months ago, as I boarded bus 188 to school, I couldn't help but to notice this little boy who boarded the bus by himself as well in the very next stop after my house!
First, he's reallly adorable. Plus, I was pretty impressed the he boarded the bus by himself, because he looks really really.. small? As though he's only between K2 to Primary 2.

Apparently this morning, he boarded the bus with his mum as well. =D.
Then I realised he was JAP! Woooots.
And on my way home I caught the same bus as him. :D
He's cute lahhhh.
*

Last thing before I change my tone for the post; if you didn't realise, I always talk to myself while typing stuffs out on the com. Regardless if its on Microsoft word, blogging, or Msn convo.. I just read out what I type! As in, sometimes you'll just catch me talking to myself in front of the com. Like how mum says it, most will probably think I'm insanely retarded. (:

Oh. And I bought jellies. Lubb!.
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I'll cut everything short, since its entirely useless to say it here or spend my time away typing worthless words.

There you are. Being this foolish person.
Oh yes, of course we realised. I think the ignorant one was you, you didn't know we were the one pretending to be the ignorant ones. Irony.
Why so?
Because it's pointless even if we did tell you we know. It's not like we didn't try, but you won't accept our words. All with trying to be dominating and controlling, I can assure you that you will be failing with success. I'll skip the part all about you making decisions without others' permission when the choice wasn't yours, because that's your character and you likely didn't even figure that out.
People like us, we probably got past the phrase you're experiencing through now ages ago. There are so many things worser than those you're experiencing, yet you must treat each and every obstacle you meet up with as a weapon to kill.
Words won't work, so we're the one who's going to teach you- Harshly. Or just observe your life for a day and figure out why.
*

That.. made me felt so hectic.
As though.. things just weren't right. at all.
It's like, as though they were all my fault.
But yet the path I pick was the one that cause the least pain...
Am I suppose to hurt yet with a stop for a change,
Or just make sure the pain ease gradually away?









I have no idea.

AT♥4:03 PM

Thursday, April 26, 2007

[Last updated 11:12pm]

*curses away*
Nahh. Not really.

Today was Thursday. Less draining than I expected it to be.
Even the stress went *poof!* and disappeared after I realised that lit Journal was NOT due tomorrow. Thank goodness! I was exclaiming so happily in the class that I'll actually get to sleep tonight. I'm sooo touched. *sniff*

Yahdida.
Whatever.
That means weekends are taken up all over again.

Anyway! First lesson was English. Presentation went rather smoothly and I didn't rush through my slides, I figured that each time I present I will do so. Ever since Primary School. So I'm trying to get rid of that ridiculous habit! oO.. By controlling my pace. Not working very well but nevermind.

Followed by Break.. went to get a packet of Fries.

Next was History. Oddly, I don't even really remember paying attention today.. not even a little bit. I think I just gave up understanding History. Mannn. But I didn't really think today's lesson was useful anyway. .__.

Math was next. As we have to be released earlier by 10 minutes due to Biology Practical as our next lesson, it was pretty rush. Not unexpected. Anyway, Mr Low gave us TONS of stuff! As in, all the notes (except 1 i think) and one assignment or something? I don't know. Well, since I completed the supplementary questions he wanted us to complete during lesson time, I went to chiong through my Math Journal and Assignment E. Which I submitted both my today! Hooray. Effort during the library hours paid off.
Gotta go through the other set of notes before doing Assignment F. Oh well.

Followed by Biology Practical. It was, okay? Afterall, it was group work. Got 9 for my quiz, blehh. *wince*

Some convo my group had:
Chua: Great, after dissecting mice we're killing those sea creatures? What are we killing during Year 6!
Ash: Frogs!
Chua: Humans? *rolls eyes*
Gerlynn: YAY.
Chua: (stares) Now you're getting as sadistic as I am.
Gerlynn: It's fun! You get to kill humans! (or something similar)
Chua: Pan?
Gerlynn: YES!

Okay, that was stupid.

After bio was lunch. I left my handphone in the bio classroom though I realised that within the first few steps to the concourse. Thankyou Ash for taking it for me. Haha.
Lunch was.. stupid? I mean, by that time it was 2:30pm and on every Thursday the canteen won't have much food left for our class. Then I borrowed 2 bucks from Gerlynn to buy Mocha. o.O
Mocha!

Talking about Mocha, I'd like to sidetrack a little and talk about cafe! On tues I went to Cafe Galilee for Hot Choco and Oreo Cheesecake. Love the cheescake but Hot choco seemed too thick for me. I've yet to try Starbucks one, hee. Jeannn!!

Back to school. After lunch was HCL which was well.. uh.. slack. (:
Anyway Jaryl had to write an apology letter. Mariel helped him with it! I was sooo interested you know, because I never wrote one before and really wanted to see how it turned out to be! Hilarious.

After HCL (whereby the test was postponed to tomorrow), was Lit. Watched two groups (both 206). Apparently the results were unexpected, or maybe as Jean say, maybe our group is too ambitious. However, after all, Ash didn't even realise that was a final submission, he, like me, too thought it was well.. rehearsal. But enough about the criticism, it's not that my group will be perfect either. After that my group (with the exception of mariel, where the hell did she go?) stayed back for a "short" run-through of script.. and attempting a particularly hard part of *er* the play.

Future rehearsals dates: Friday, Saturday, Tuesday. Perfect indeed!
Anyway if our group DO get our performance ready by Tues, there MAY be a chance our group will want to perform for the class during mentoring on weds. For comments, since nobody says our performance's gonna be perfect anyway!

Got home at near 7pm.
Didn't do anything efficient after that. Silly me!
*

Anyway, yesterday night was.. o_O
At approximately 9:30pm or something I told mum that I felt like making Agar-agar. So my sis and I did! Ladida. Turned out pretty nice. But before that my sis and I was having a stupid match about whacking each others' butt. Actually we do that once in a while. Rawr!

Jellies! I adore em'. (: Should buy em' over the weekends or something. Or maybe after the holidays. Seaweed over the weekends. Lol.
*

DANCE SENIORS GOT SILVER FOR SYF!
Yay, they rock. Woots!!! Lubb'.

Maybe the school should just give us more money so that we come up with nicer costumes for the next performance. -.o" Yadidahh. And I still forgot my dance steps. Maybe I'll remember when I listen to the song. xD.
*

Anyway, my aunt just came for a visit with her daughter.. less than one year old, that is. And then I attempted to teach her ABC, I think she got bored out by me instead! xD. Afterall, she's only 8 months old, I think? Lol.
*

DIEeeeeeee. I haven't draw Art. Not that I really bother to, my drawing for still images SUCKS! Serious!!! *wince*
I'll give an attempt again later. AFTERALL, my table will prove PERFECT since it's SO MESSY. WAHAHAHAAAAA. Oh, and so will my sis's! It'll be more perfect than mine. (:

Chua.
I like watching you think.
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No, you don't get it.
Actually I didn't really expect you to, but half of me had hoped so.
Well, now I'm the one who don't get it; you.

I play with my own heart and suffers the pain
much based on my decisions and thus I for the blame.

Back to the old question. With an answer I already have in mind.

So, why?
Because I wanted to find out, if.

AT♥8:02 PM

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Hello readers. (:
Guess what?
Chua demanded that her posts ought not to be so crappish from now onwards. And she too shall attempt to post a maximum of one time. daily.
Maybe I'll take back that sentence. oO
Nahh. I'll just, uh. Put a last updated time above if there's any. Then at least my readers will know if I bothered updating on the post or not.
Yeah. I suppose that's that.
I didn't want the pain to affect me, so I put left it aside my mind-
Anyway, we had math class for the first period today. Not only was the lesson tragically boring, we got our math file back and my score was equally tragic. *applause*
Apparently I didn't complete my corrections for Assignments, I thought the file was perfect though since he only asked for corrections for the Test. What a lazy girl I am, but we'll skip that. Might as well just get A for all the assignments so that you won't need to do the corrections. sigh.
Yet the pain was there every moment, how could I miss them out?
Have anyone completed Question 24, Page 19? Apparently I have been racking over it for the weekends, even Mr. Low can't seem to get an answer out of it yet. Xavier tried explaining some weird stuffs to me, I'm quite sure that they aren't suppose to be used in this module instead though. -.-"
I wanted to be happy and expressed my words out to life;
After math was PE, equally tragic because I had a feeling that half the class wasn't in the mood. Maybe simply because half the class is in Literature Class. Congratulations to the WOLS people (with me included) for knowing that Journals are due this week only today. 6 pieces, I'm so dead huh? YEAH. Happy Tragicomedy, there I go later. Anyway PE was kind of screwed (I didn't pon it by the way) coz there just wasn't any... mood?
Yet I know if I do.. there's people who will be hurt by the news.
One and the half hour whereby all I did was have lunch and fooled around in the classroom. Gave Stuart his very very very very very very very very very very very belated birthday present. However, I gave him a pretty nice present (Thumbdrive Imation 1 GB!) so I shall thus not feel guilty for the very belated not punctual birthday gift. Oh, Nevermind.
I weren't given much choice, I'll endure them inside.
Followed by Chemistry, I wasn't paying attention at all.
Then English, my team's presenting them tomorrow.
I don't care if I get hurt or feel the pain... maybe having you free's everything.
After that was Literature discussion for one hour, went back home after that.
Home I am.

Plans, planning..
*

Others.

My cbox seemed to be screwed since it ain't loading. Oh well, if it still doesn't load still later then I'll just replace it.

Sorry if I daoed people's smses. I'm saving them! (:

OH AND DANIELLEEE, I forgot my dance steps! TEEHEE.

Have a nice day ahead,
Chua.

AT♥9:11 AM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Hurts, hurts, hurts.
Can't do a thing.
Ain't the first day, neither the last.
Not that I mind it ALOT, I'm just waiting for each day to pass.

Not the best way to live a supposedly typical school life.
At least if I bothered being sensible I shouldn't let it affect me too much.
Right.

*

So, yeah. How terrible has my academic life going?
Horrendous.
Wanted to revise Physics today, but apparently I felt sick for no reason. Just- sick.
Besides that I received a worse than terrible grade for English Writing. Actually I sucked at that ever since Primary School, so I can't really help it. But it's going to drag my CAP down, not very nice at all.
So-
there's THREE subjects that I'm half dead for...
Not nice at all. Not at all.
I'll think about it. Tsk.
*

Today was...
not suppose to be wasted.
I had a whole day off and I chose to pick this very day to feel uneasy.
Ah well, nevermind.
What's done's done.

This is one stupid post. -o-
Not up to your standard at all, not at all.
Chua.

AT♥10:08 PM

Monday, April 23, 2007

Come on, what's the difference between Margarine and Butter?
*

Yeah, yeah.
2 or 3 weeks; I lost track of time-
before fantasy of mine begins.

Meanwhile, I should just stop dreaming and study or something.
Before I have the terror of seeing an F grade for History. Please don't freak me out, thank you.
Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

FREAK.

Chua. (:

AT♥11:50 PM

School Opening Ceremony was pretty grand; at least in a way.
I'm unsure if its one or two ministers who came, since I heard from JQ that one of them got stuck in a traffic jam, oh well.

Anyway, yeah. The miserable year 2s watched em' in the hall. At least I timed the ministers speeches. Right. Anyway, the terrible thing was that I didn't like the way they treat the students and parents in the hall as fools. Honestly, they didn't even care about getting the volume control right. Oh well. We still had half fun anyway. Love the dance, I'd liked to get flowers for them but I didn't have the time coz it was raining. Anyway, cheer was kind of miserable too since the final formation was... short. Really. Compared to fibo's 421. Haha.

Anyway, after the performances, Tiff Ger and I ran up to the concourse to look for Mrs Lee. WE FOUND HER!! Then we chatted for quite a while, and heard from her that Mr Loh and Ms Chang was getting married or something! I MISS MS CHANG. *sniffle* And yeah, there's some stuffs that's going to happen during May in NHPS or something, gonna ask XinYi later.

Today wasn't used for anything efficient... or at least not very. Yeah. Kind of upsetting, I wanted KaiQi to stay back, but she couldn't anyway. So I went star gazing with Tiff and dancing with Danielle in the track! Lol.

And sorry Mr Low. -wince- I feel guilty. .__. don't ask why. Haha. I just feel bad.

*
ripped from ger's blog.--

ABOUT YOUR MYSPACE TOP 5 GIRLS & GUYS (no order, don't bother fitting them around anyway.)(and yeah i still love cheryl as well, dont worry darling'.)

The Rules:
- Don't change your top 5.
- Be completely honest.

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[PERSON ONE] KAIQI/ SHARLENE.

1) How long have you known this person? 16 months?
2) Where does this person live? somewhere at dover... im going to her house again during hols!
3) Is this person older than 15? *counts* Yea.
4) Why is this person in spot 1? She's the one I turn to most! ^^
5) Does he/she have any siblings? Yessh. Younger sis and bro.
6) Do you have any classes with this person? Uh, I suppose not. Teh.
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[PERSON TWO] KAILIN. (kaiqi's sis.)

1) What is this person's nick name to you? Linpok. But I prefer calling her kailin.
2) Have you done anything illegal with this person? Nah. Not yet. Haha!
3) What is this person's stereotype? Dunno. oO
4) What song(s) remind you of this person? No idea. Haha.
5) Do you trust him/her? *thinks* she can lie! But, yeah..
6) How did you meet? School. Kaiqi's sistaa. aka my darlingg.
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[PERSON THREE] SIMING.

1) What noise reminds you of this person? wind howling!!! (lmao.)
2) Does he/she have any siblings? Yea, 2 older sisters.
3) What school does this person go to? NYGH.
4) Is this person athletic? Errrr. Actually, not really... she doesn't care. :D
5) What do you like most about this person? She's crazy! (:
6) Has this person ever spent the night at your house? Nope. oO
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[PERSON FOUR] GERLYNNNN. aka my secretary/tudi/darlin.

1) Who is this person's boyfriend/girlfriend? *raises hand* Ivan.
2) How long have you known this person? Since P3.
3) When's the last time you saw this person? About 2 hours ago...
4) Does this person have a crush on anyone? Crush...? Nahh. *points up*
5) If you were to go to Six flags would you take this person? Lol? Meaning?
6) How did you meet? Same class. Haha.
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[PERSON FIVE] SISTAA. Real one.

1) When is this person's birthday? 14 April, same as Ash.
2) Where does this person live? Same house as me... Clementi?
3) Who is their best friend? Hers? QingYu, Melissa and one more... forgot her name. *gulp*
4) What animal reminds you of this person? Alien.
5) Do you have their phone number? THEIR? The animal's phone number or what.
6) Where were you when you first met? I think its the hospital.

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[PERSON ONE] BYNES.

1) How long have you known this person? know..? I think P4.
2) Where does this person live? Yishun.
3) Is this person older than 15? Nope.
4) Why is this person in spot 1? Told you it was random above.
5) Does he/she have any siblings? Yeah.. 2 younger sisters.
6) Do you have any classes with this person? Nope, he's in ACS.
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[PERSON TWO] TIAN CHENG.

1) What is this person's nick name to you? skyyy.
2) Have you done anything illegal with this person? No. He's not the kind who break laws, I suppose.
3) What is this person's stereotype? No idea.
4) What song(s) remind you of this person? Don't know.
5) Do you trust him/her? Yeah, I think so.
6) How did you meet? Same school? Haha.
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[PERSON THREE] JARYL.

1) What noise reminds you of this person? Noise? Wait, wait. Now I remember. The "tsk" and "walao". xP
2) Does he/she have any siblings? Yeah, one older brother. And they look VERY alike. =/
3) What school does this person go to? Nushs...
4) Is this person athletic? I think all guys are. Or almost!
5) What do you like most about this person? *thinks* Haha! No idea.
6) Has this person ever spent the night at your house? Nope, I don't like people coming to my house.
7) How do you know him? Classmate. Rawr.
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[PERSON FOUR] JIAQING.

1) Who is this person's boyfriend/girlfriend? Haha!
2) How long have you known this person? Know? Er. Actually I lost track of time, maybe he remembered it better?
3) When's the last time you saw this person? 1 and the half hour ago! I looked at the watch then.
4) Does this person have a crush on anyone? The question hit the target, I think he's laughing.
5) If you were to go to Six flags would you take this person? I've no idea what six flags is.
6) How did you meet? School. HEY JQ, how did we meet?
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[PERSON FIVE] STUART aka MOUSE.

1) When is this person's birthday? 11th Marchhh.
2) Where does this person live? Uh. Hillview. Yes. Hillview. Lol.
3) Who is their best friend? Why their? I think Jq. Followed by Jar. I think I'm right, right?
4) What animal reminds you of this person? Oh. Er. Mouse.
5) Do you have their phone number? Why their? Btw I saw a HUGE rat today. And yes, I have his number.
6) Where were you when you first met? Ooooh. I think I saw him sitting on the canteen table. .__.

Done. What a weird quiz, but nevermind that.
*
It hurts all the time. But you know I keep them inside.
Chua.
I'm scared.

AT♥10:46 PM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Thankyou Sharlene.
To dedicate the song to me in 987.

*hugs!*
and the message was kind of touching. thankyou!

(to kailin too for recording it! haha.)

AT♥10:21 PM

Apparently I was reading http://reset-busted.blogspot.com/2007/04/interview-with-cindy-class-play-promo.html for more news regarding the M07304 Class Production...

Right. then I came across this part from Aaron's (Ong) blog, *gulp*

"
AND WE SAW MR WEE AND MS CHEONG LOL. THEY WERE HOLDING HANDS AND CROSSING ZEBRA CROSSING. OHMYGAWD.
"

I think the news are going to spread like wildfire, seeyou. oO
*

My dear girl, of course that was ridiculously wrong.
I'm going to kill you darling, you'll see if I don't. (:
How sweet.

Chua.

AT♥8:37 PM

Scroll down once and say "whack! target hit." Say I'm ridiculous, oh yes. (:
*

Feel kind of miserably pathetic today.

Honestly speaking, I freaked out this morning when I suddenly realised how much work there's left. Apparently I figured that home isn't what you can consider a suitable place to do homework. Oh, whatever.

Not that I have done a lot of homework over the weekends, not that I slacked entirely either... just that I exceeded the time limit I gave myself for the tasks. Oh well. I even screwed up the summary part (there's nothing to add, seriously. -__-) for EL ppt. Even literature meeting today was pretty much useless, only thing we did was to share the same mindset of the analysis regarding the character Clerk. By the way I was late for the meeting (coz I overslept. o_O) so I apologised to them by buying a packet of twisties each + oreo. Haha. Not that they did much during the time when I wasn't around anyway.

I'm so dead. so dead. so dead. For lit. Six journals due-ing. Costume designs was even more tragic because I don't have the director's vision yet. Simply because we haven't confirmed with Miss Tan. Then I'll have to chiong them all by next week. Wonderful.

Then I remembered how freaking low my CAP's going to get all because of History. Currently I have a F grade for BOTH tests and quizzes, which probably lead up to a C or D for my CA score. Sheesh.

The only thing I feel good about is Math. And Mr. Low said the last few topics are easy and I'm having several troubles with them as I read through the notes. Nvm, I'll attempt the questions again later. Poor Mr. Low, he has to rush tons of stuffs next week. Oh well. Prolly the fate of a teacher. *looks weirdly and stares up blankly into space*
*

Miserable, but nevermind that for the moment.
I'm suppose to be anyway.
Sometimes I feel like cutting away all connections.
*

Conversation between Sharlene and I... Lol.

Life beyond. says:
Hi =)
♀×--yjlevia--× ♂ [alive is sufficient.] says:
hello. (:
Life beyond. says:
It says on your blog you might need my help
♀×--yjlevia--× ♂ [alive is sufficient.] says:
haha
Life beyond. says:
Just call anytime k?
♀×--yjlevia--× ♂ [alive is sufficient.] says:
i did.
♀×--yjlevia--× ♂ [alive is sufficient.] says:
the mailbox number blah blah. (:
Life beyond. says:
WHAT.
Life beyond. says:
WHERE GOT
♀×--yjlevia--× ♂ [alive is sufficient.] says:
i used my friend's phone.
Life beyond. says:
When did you call?
♀×--yjlevia--× ♂ [alive is sufficient.] says:
this morning.
Life beyond. says:
No I never received any calls
Life beyond. says:
You're not the first person
♀×--yjlevia--× ♂ [alive is sufficient.] says:
that's why i say your phone died.
♀×--yjlevia--× ♂ [alive is sufficient.] says:
get a new one.
Life beyond. says:
Omg I need to get my phone repaired
♀×--yjlevia--× ♂ [alive is sufficient.] says:
of course.

We'll just officially declare her phone is spoilt, alright? (:

Chua.

AT♥5:57 PM

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Today was wasted- half.
Went to the library; read baby blues and random books. Apparently isn't a very good way to spend your time if the exams are 2 weeks away. ANYWAY, I'm soo tempted to hunt down the books after exams are over. Lol. But not now, thankyou very much. (: And I'm typing with my head tilted to one side, seems interesting seeing the words getting typed out. Okay, ignore me. *raises one eyebrows* Not that i can!!

Anwyay, yeah. So I went to the library today and looked through my math notes. Apparently I figured that either or both Mr. Low and 205 is going to rush through over 10 pages of notes in four hours next week along with a couple of quizzes and tests.
Like rush. Approximately 2 quizzes and 1 test, perhaps? And I'm pretty slow in geometry, blah. Nvm, at least it's better than history *sigh*.
And if you think about it one more time, quizzes and tests along with over 10 pages of notes PLUS assignments within 4 lessons will end up rather troubling. This means that 205 have to rush through a couple of pages of notes and assignments within the next week while Mr. Low will have a tough time marking. =/ Jiayous.

I figured that I left with Art Collage to draw; 4 pieces. That's like Uh-Oh. Coz well, I'm not good in drawing what Mr. Chua wants us to draw at the moment.... Along with Lit project? I'm so dead. There's so many things to draw now. Talking about LIT, *curses about some things*. If I can't find back my documents, I am so screwed. Await my phone call, Kaiqi! T.T

Going to do Physics later. Then maybe EL. Then LIT.
Then maybe sleep. That's why I need the com but sis wants to use this damn mechanical metal thing all because she wants to. Oh well, nevermind, usual quarrels.

And while students get busy over their homework load, I think teachers get busy with marking them too... xD. And so jiayous to everyone. And there's still speech day rehersals, good thing I'm not in it ughh. The only thing nice is the DANCE!!! Hahas. Really. Seniors are joining SYF btw, so wish them luck.

*
Quiz. Ripped from Ger's blog. Hahas.

A-Z

A - Available?: I'll think about that.
A - Age: Thirteen. Woots!
A - Annoyance: My phone bill and homework. =/

B - Best Friend?: Numerous...?
B - Bar: Which kind?
B - Birthday? 16 Sept

C - Crush: Nahh. Retard? Check my calculator.
C - Car: Nope.
C - Cat: No..

D - Dead Pets Name: Quite a number. oO
D - Dad's Name: Dad's? Shan't tell ya.
D - Dog(s): None...

E - Easiest Person to Talk To: My sistaas. (real one, kaiqi, kailin.)
E - Eggs: Eggs?
E - Email: chuajia93@hotmail.com

F - Favorite Color?: Pink, Brown, Lavender.
F - Food: Tons. (:
F - Foreign Saying: None. oO

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: Uhh. Gummy bears!
G - God: God.
G - Good Times: *thinks*

H - Hair Color: BLACK.
H - Height: Between 163 and 165cm I think.
H - Happy: Huh? Satisfied?

I - Ice Cream: Mint (in Swensens) and Strawberry or Blackforest (Cone)
I - Instrument: Piano. Hahas.
I - Idol: None.


J - Jewelry: A couple of that and this...
J - Job: Job? None at the moment` (:
J - Jokes: Um, humorous ones?

K - Kids: Uhhh. My neighbour's daughter is adorable. ^-^
K - Karate: ...?
K - Kung Fu: o.O

L - Longest Car Ride: In malaysia...
L - Longest Crush: Err. *thinks* don't know.
L - Life Is: your choice.

M - Milk Flavor: Choco! or Strawberry! Strawberry more, but not too thick please. Lmao.
M - Mothers Name: She changed her name several times, so which one do you want?
M - Movie Last Watched: Planet of the Apes; it was gay i think.

N - Next Week's Plans: Homework. *sniffle*
N - Northern or Southern: Western.
N - Name: Chua Yu Jia? oO

O - One Wish: Live a happy life? Rawrf.
O - One Phobia?: Ants. High pavement with no railings. Really.
O - Otter Pop: What's that?

P - Parents: Human. (Is this a definition game?)
P - Part of Your Appearance You Like Best: Errr. NO IDEA.
P - Part of Your Personality You like Best: MY EQ. Love``.

Q - Quick or Slow?: Quick mostly, Slow at times. o.O
Q - Quality Dairy Store: What? Haha!
Q - Question Your Decisions Often?: Several times.. not very often though.

R - Reason to Smile: Tons. I think..
R - Reality TV Show: Um. Not really.
R - Right or Left: Rightie. I think lefts are cool.

S - Song Last Heard: From my sister's phone..
S - Season: Spring.
S - Sex: FEMALE. HAHA. And ger wrote abstinence. (: It's like in the script More.

T - Time you woke up: Between 8 to 9am
T - Time Now: 9:52pm
T - Time for bed: Maybe between 12mn to 1am unless I get too tired to stay awake or unexpected stuffs happens.

U - Unknown Fact About Me: Ain't telling.
U - Unicorns: I love them, it's one of my favourite mystical creatures. Now that's an unknown fact about me!
U - You Are?: Alive?

V - Vegetable You Hate: Bittergourd.
V - Vegetable You Love: Don't know the name. x\
V - View on Politics: They are concepts to grab.

W- Worst Habits: Slacking?
W- Where Are You Going to Travel Next?: School, meeting in hostel multipurpose tmr. I hope my group members didn't forget. ...
W- Where You Live: Clementi..

X - X-Rays: Ten to the power of negative ten metres. RAWR.
X - X-Rated: X rated.
X - X-bf/gfs: What's with the "s" behind?

Y - Year You Were Born: 1993
Y - Year It is Now: 2007
Y - Yellow: Yellow? What about yellow... Yoyo.

Z - Zoo Animal: Uhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Dunno.
Z - Zodiac: Virgo. Pretty pretty thing.
Z - Zoolander?: Zoolander?

That was one weird quiz. -.o
*

Nitex; good sleep to all.

Chua.

AT♥9:28 PM

Friday, April 20, 2007

Yeah.
Precisely that's the reason why I can never be sure.
It's not the first time anymore; that wasn't the last either.
Maybe; likely- it'll repeat.

I'll take a step back.

Please, don't.
I don't care about the pain any further, just let me breathe.

Maybe after so long, I'll grant myself a little break.
Let me cry to sleep tonight.

How long can I keep my word?

AT♥8:26 PM

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Just in case you didn't figure //
One lie can cause disastrous results; vanishing all trust gained in years within a second.

I have my ways of finding out, but I'd hope you'll retract your lie.

AT♥9:45 PM

HELLO readers. (:

Chua feels reasonably neutral today. In other words, good.
For odd reasons, Lit was the lesson which cheered me up.
And right before lit lessons I was whacking my lit notes/drawings against the table in the classroom. gaAh.

Soo, today's summary:

English - Well, some misunderstandings. Though the EL presentations were due today, the message that it wasn't passed around the whole class yesterday. Apparently Feyra was the one who asked Ms Tan in the hostel (after office hours) and in one way or another figured that EL presentation wasn't due today, and she told Mariel and eventually word got around the class.. Apparently Feyra got kind of very miserable and she wrote an apology letter to Ms Tan though she told me that she did hear Ms Tan saying that it wasn't due today... =/
Then again, it's all a misunderstanding... 205 didn't blame Feyra though, fortunately - like how Pan says it, we might as well treat it as though its a valid reason not to present the slides today. That's just wrong though. ;D But Ms Tan must have felt pretty terrible as well, for the whole lesson plan was screwed up...

Break - Continued working on the PPT slides on Pan's laptop. Good thing I saved, coz Pan went to shut his laptop down by accident. xD. Anyway Pan uses Opera instead of IE or Firefox. I never really know how good Opera is, but he claims its better than Firefox.. so there! oO" I got gerlynn to buy me back a pack of fries from the canteen...

History - Received quiz back, failed. did some discussion on stuffs regarding Malaya. Reminder to both teammates and myself: Is the skit not due next Friday? Anyway history was freaking funny when we got the quiz back, since Mr. Loke said someone got full marks. After he gave the papers back, I turned and looked at Pan and found himself smiling to the air. Then its like so freaking obvious who got full marks. Haha!

Math - For some reason word spread to 1/2 the class that there's a Biology Pop Quiz. So I didn't listen for nearly the whole of math lesson, was scanning through the biology notes. But or so I believe, I'm going to go through the whole notes to catch up with the class over the weekends! Anyway I made my first mistake in my entire Geometry module; went to minus 70 instead of adding 70, earning myself an A- for the latest assignment. Sheesh. Hope I'll do well with circles, I never really liked them much. Three point one four!

Biology - Got back the first quiz; 8/15. Got back the 1st project report (Ecosystem), and we got 36/40. That's TEN marks higher than the wrong draft we send. Right! Anyway we had 2nd quiz too, don't know how badly/ well I fared. After that was practical, and we were released 28 minutes earlier, hooray! (:

Lunch - That means one and the half hour. Had chicken rice, while JiaYi ate Cajun rice once more. Is that the third of fourth time this week? =/ Hahas! We got back to the classroom after 38 minutes, coz Feyra and I waited for Ger when she "went to the toilet" and she never got back coz she was helping out with the PSL stuffs. Lol. What a waste of time, but nevermind.
Feyra and I went back the classroom; she practiced violin and I did HCL hw, last 15 minutes before HCL was spent on slacking.

HCL - Another unnecessary lesson. I wasn't really paying attention since well, we weren't doing anything reasonably effective. Anyway, Mr. Ho seems to be back to his half slackish mood again... he haven't returned our compo, or our tingxie, or lots of other stuffs!!! gaAh. ):
Anyway I was drawing on my handbook, then drawing the costumes needed for Lit Drama on A4 paper... (which I suddenly realised I DID bring afterall)

Lit - After whacking my lit drawings (2 in 30 minutes; slow work) and script etc against the classroom table, I set off to the Dance room for Lit lesson. Today's lesson was effective since we were given time to ourselves for discussion for Project. The thing is, we were given a shockingly short period of time, which really made my team (consists of boonsiong, ash, jean, feyra, mariel and chua) rushed. Like RUSH. I still remembered saying this sentence at the last 7 minutes, "1 min for -iforgotthename- and 2 mins for each of the 3 still image". o__O! After that the results (presentation) was so disastrous that Ms Tan gave us another 20 minutes to work on it. Apparently my group was the only who had a discussion before today (I was shocked, mind you.) and so we were the first to present... A little dead, but it's over anyway.
Then the rest of the lesson was spent watching and giving comments on the presentations on the other groups, whereby Chua carried out her Evil Plan No. XXX whereby she told Ms Tan that she'll go to the toilet, though in actual fact I dashed to Ms Tan's pigeon hole to pick the day the group has to stay back for half hour for some commenting stuffs (it was a first come first serve basis..). Hahas! So our group got what we wanted - Slot 1 of Week 7. (5pm-5:30pm)
Anyway, we got our Lit CR back. I sure was glad about my grade, getting a B- after the previous one was a C-. Cheerios! Hope I get a good grade for my next CR on the analysis of the script More.

-- End of school hours --

Got a thumbdrive, imation! Imation rocks. Anyway my secretary (ger) sure must be glad, rawr. But I'm scared of losing my thumbdrive, though without a doubt I'll make a scratch on it to mark it as mine. Like I do so on my graphing calculator. (:

Anyway Jaryl was weirdly entertaining today. First he threw the balloon up to the fan and burst it went (oh gooody, am i sadistic of what? nahh. just found it cool seeing em' tear into pieces.), second he created a commotion during HCL class by saying that the cleaners are patriotic (rofl) and then he was throwing paperclips around. Taha!

Btw there's a couple of projects up to complete...
FPS - do some ridiculous research on National Treasures. What the hell?
History - the freaking skit for my team. o__O
EL - book review, hopefully we'll complete by tmr. that means i have to remind pan to bring his laptop.
Lit - SCREW. The one that's going to take up a lot of time before the exams!! T.T Next meeting's up on upcoming Sunday, 9am in hostel multi-purpose room. (:
Biology Research- Ooopsy. Haven't started.
Biology Terrarium- Report!

Just to confirm with everyone else who has been asking, seniors are the one performing for dance in speech day, so I won't be! :D Heard that mag wanted to join dance, that'll be nice! Hahas. Anyway, speech day dance is AWESOME, so enjoy and love it. 3 days to Speech Day!

Agenda for the day;
Complete Lit CR
Do Math hw
Study for HCL Test

If I'm lucky I'll sleep at 11 and wake at 5.

Last note, take care everyone! Exams are up in 2 weeks time.

Chua.

Wait up, do you get bored out by a whole chunk of purple? :D

AT♥6:56 PM

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

School; Gets kind of tiring.

Can't help it if I just crash onto the bed like that. Sleep at 12 and wake at 4. Right.

....

Should just get a break so that I'll stop screwing up my tests.
Good, isn't it? Tomorrow's thursday.
As in after Thurs it'll be Fri. Then Weekends- the major break for all of us.
All I have to endure is.. staying up tonight to complete Lit Project. And Biology. And History.
.__."
Too tired.. so I'll sleep and wake at 2am or something.
Something like I want to skip school for a day.

Then again, I'm not the only one suffering in here. So I'm wishing all the best to everyone dying from the stress of the upcoming exams, especially the year twos! (:
JIAYOU... (to myself as well, -gulp-)

And apparently I figured that talking to Clayton is nicer than talking to WenXiang or ChongWei in msn. Hahas! That's why I always dao wx. ^-^

Anyway thanks Sky for the smses; at least he reminded me one of the stuffs I've learnt-
It's never worth it to let just a person to screw up your day.
Should just keep reminding myself to stay happy. Or almost!

Almost. I still feel the pain.
Chua.

AT♥11:37 PM

// Each time I wake up I find myself avoiding tragedy


I fell asleep. Somehow.
Big mistake.
Haven't done lit.
Now, why did I fall asleep just now?
So screwed.
*

Anyway, after reading ger's blog, I went to check my blogpatrol visitor counts and figured it hit a minimum of 30 people daily. At least during this period of time. And I have no idea who because my lovely readers like to hide themselves behind the cbox. Oh, wow. oO
Ask me to name the people reading my blog and I can't list more than 1/3 of the entire hits. Boo. Can't someone at least give me a HINT that you're reading?
*

Today wasn't so bad. School hours ended slightly better than I expected, since joining the 3D Level 1 Class turned out to be quite hilarious! Mr. Yang's nice, haha. Using Pan's laptop throughout the two hours and the group of us were chatting away until Mr. Yang wanted to ban me from his class as a visitor coz I was distracting em'. :P
Nahhh. Btw while I was using Pan's laptop I realised that the only blog URL he has beside his own was Gerlynn's... honestly... o-O!
*

At least you don't act,
you don't hide,
then maybe I could figure out why.
sometimes a no
many times a yes
fear was the greatest at my hand

gotta do other stuffs now, seeya. (:


//yet shattering the dreams i once held in the new galaxy

AT♥9:29 PM

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

How amusing, I went online for around 25 minutes.
And changed my personal message about every 15 seconds for 10 minutes.
Jun Le thinks it's my way of destressing, how nice.

Ended up having a thought I didn't expect myself to have-
ponder should I not?

*
I know I'm not suppose to be doing this too... but then again...
-looks up at empty space and stares-
*

WOULD YOU EVER:
1) Sing a solo?: Anything..
2) Take an hour-long shower?: Not really... my skin will get wrinkled?
3) Smoke pot just to be cool?: Smoke...? No...
4) Make a mean Myspace for someone you hate?: *thinks* Nes.
5) Spend all night on homework?: Actually, if I could keep awake, yeah.

DO YOU LIKE
1) More than one person?: Uh huh. Tons.
3) Daisies?: Don't really know what daisies are, but at least roses and sakura are pretty. :D
4) To paint your fingernails?: Depends on the colour... BLACK? HAHA.
5) Music?: Yeppity.
6) Black raspberry ice cream?: Reminds me of blackforest.. so I think so.
7) Skinny dipping?: Nahh.
8) The beach?: I think so, but I don't go there often.
9) Cats?: Depends on the cat. (:

NOW
Is your hair up?: Nope.. letting it down at home.
Is your phone right beside you?: Yeah.
Do you miss someone?: Uh huh.
Do you wish you were somewhere else?: Travel back in time, 2 hours ago?
Do you have plans for tonight?: Yes. Attempt to study. :(
Are you wearing makeup?: No... the only time I wear em' is during performances...
Are you wearing chapstick?: Whatta is that? oO
Are you cold?: Errr. No.
Are you excited?: Huh? No... :(
Are you watching TV.?: No....
Who's the last person you IMed?: Forgot...
Who's the last person that called you?: Boon Siong...

PAST
Recently done anything you regret?: Recently? How recent's recent.
Ever lied?: Obviously. (:
Ever trip over your own feet?: Don't remember, sounds fun though.
Ever thrown up because you cried so hard? Yeah..

LAST WEEK
Have any plans last week?: Huh? I think so. Project meetings?
Have you cursed?: Yeahh.
Have you yelled at someone?: Not really...
Have you cried?: No. Lala.
Have you called more than 3 people?: Yeahh.
Have you IMed more than 3 people?: Lol! Yeah..

RANDOM
1. First thing you did this morning?: Check my phone for the time.
2. Do you consider yourself good looking?: Don't know. Maybe not so much.
3. Is your cell phone a piece of crap? No way. At least I treasure my stuffs. (:
4. What's something you look forward to in the next 6 weeks?: OMG, OMG, OMG.
5. What's annoying you right now?: None, I think.
6. What's the last movie you saw?: Can't remember.

I sounded pretty dead, HUH! -wince-

*sniff*

Chua. (:

AT♥8:06 PM

Wait, wait, wait.
Chua shall NOT go online on MSN today.
And if I ever do, SHOO me off.
With the exception that I'm suppose to discuss for EL project later. I'll wait for gerlynn/ stuart's sms!

Yet, I'm coming here to blog. Obviously.

I'm so dead for Chemistry. Not only do I not understand the lessons by MrI, my chemistry was screwed ever since last year anyway. Up till now I still don't get the basics, honestly. .__.
So I'm dead, dead, deadened.
BLAH. Chemistry TEST. TEST. TEST. TEST.

Anyway, like WP mentioned on her blog, it's necessary to earn a decent grade for Math. Apparently I've lost track of how well/badly I've done for my first two modules, so maybe I'll send an email to Mr. Low for a check. I remembered doing terribly for half of the 2nd module, but the assignments are all chucked in the file which Mr. Low promised he'll return on Thurs. :D

Anyway, I lost 4 marks due to ridiculous reasons for the test. -.o" Want to hear the errors?

400^2 = 1600 (-1 mark)
As the above question was part 1, I got part 2 wrong as well. (-1 mark)
Didn't mention "vertically opposite angles" (-1 mark)
3 significant figures, I placed 2. (- half mark)
Where k is a bloody constant; and I didn't write that down. (- half mark)

Basically meaning they're all careless mistakes. -_____-
Not even a decent grade. Blah.

Today I'll just concentrate on revision. Then you'll hear me blabbering about how tough it is to do Lit Project tomorrow. Have to draw, time to get a dear sketchbook for Lit strictly. Aww. oO
Anyway I haven't been drawing much. Sad.
*

Lunch was interesting today, because a group of us had PAPER PLANES fight!
Group 1:
Jaryl, Pan, Stuart, AikAnn, JiaQing
vs
Group 2:
Chua, Gerlynn, Eugenia, Mariel

followed by Chemistry lesson which wasn't very helpful.. I was passing messages. o.O! Haven't done that for a long time. Screw Apricot.

Anyway, talking about Pan and his laptop, he's FUN. Hahas! He let me wear his specs during EL lesson, kinda cool. Since his degree ain't high either, it's pretty much clearer when I wear the specs! Rofl.


Weds;
Chemistry Test. Break. Physics Lesson. Physics Test. FPS. Lunch. FPS. EL Project(whereby I shall stay back in school using Pan's laptop).


Chua.

Please, please, please SMS me instead. I don't want to come online.
ANYWAY, talking about SMSES, I exceeded my phone bills TWICE. Which isn't very good. =X
But I only smsed FOUR messages today up till not at 6pm, what a MIRACLE!! (:

AT♥5:50 PM

Monday, April 16, 2007

Sometimes I don't know what's so wrong with me-

Like what Stuart said was right, I slacked ENTIRELY today.

And then that in turns reminded me of something else. What a nice cycle. -___-
*

Lol, I love Bouken Desho Desho. Don't know how many times I've said it, but it's Suzumiya Haruhu's Opening theme. And I'm HIGH each time I listen to the music, or almost. Like how I blast my MP3 into my ears when I'm listening to the song- just ask Gerlynn or Feyra! They literally freaked out when we went out the other time.
*

Yeah, yeah. I'm really wishing for 4 weeks to come fast.
I think I'll cry or something; but then again- maybe not.
Then again, should really stop DREAMING.
Like, STUDY, lady!!
and I HATE YOU STUART for sending that bloody sms. (you'll never know which one.)

hahas!
*

Anyway, according to all my plans for the week-
To my terror/ horror after reading a reply of the email I sent to Miss Tan, I realised I have to rush Literature Project on Weds...
I'm going to revise Physics later, Chemistry tomorrow (I'm so dead.), Lit Proj on weds, Lit CR on thurs, and that's the end of the week. IF all goes well, I wouldn't get murdered. Wait, there's still HCL spelling on Friday, -gulp-.

And guess what, I figured that most of the exams can't or don't have to mug for... (HCL, EL, Math) .. leaving myself with History (DIEEE.), Chemistry (Dead- I've ALWAYS sucked in chem anyway), Physics (No idea yet; depends on the notes Ms -iforgothername- Lim, right? is going to give), and Biology (which is on a different week!)

HAHA. What a nice ridiculous summary. But seriously, I don't understand Chemistry right from the beginning... I should get a tutor. :D Anyone?

And so, exam ends on 15th May, while today is... 16th April.
FOUR weeks to go!
Countdown: 29 Days.

Chua.

AT♥11:09 PM

*
Oh btw, (and worse still, the starting of my blog post for the day), let's talk about what Ahmed did to the mealworms kept at the back of the classroom supposedly for terrarium's purposes...

He filled the plastic container with soil before spraying a layer of red spray paint upon it. After a *short while*, Stuart and I discovered the mealworms crawling out from the soil from a small hole they nicely digged out... And then you see the mealworms struggling out from the soil one by one, eventually climbing onto the table... oO
And mind you, by then, the mealworms were only partially red. (Note that I used the word "only".)

Right, so Stuart nicely took the container and decided to throw it into the dustbin outside nearby, wherby the three of us (Stuart Pan Me) stood there for a moment due to hesitation while we wondered what will happen to the cleaner who actually clears the dustbin... but Stuart just chucked it in. By the time we went back to the classroom, the gays (or maybe just Ahmed, I don't know.) had *nicely* chuck the mealworms back into ANOTHER container and sprayed it with red paint till it died.
gross. And pray hope that you don't see mealworms crawling back into the classroom for revenge sake. =|
*

What a way.
I wonder if it's coincidence, or I'm just the cause.
Getting myself into this kind of stuffs... I definitely hope not.
*sigh*
*

Photobucket ain't uploading my images! *sniffles*
*

And Apricot sounds kind of.. nice.
A little retarded in the sense wherby *a group of us* know what it means, but maybe coz it starts with the letter A or something.
Told you I'm getting affected! (Actually I didn't tell you, but you get me.) (Then again, actually you don't. I'm talking to myself, happy ignoring.)

Btw I didn't get to mention about the fact that I pulled my muscle (calve), did I? It isn't THAT serious, else I wouldn't be able to walk or something.. Pulled it on sat, had to limp around the house for the first half hour =/. But I can't run properly yet anyway. Cheerios, tomorrow's PE is still lecture. Waste of time? Maybe.

*

You know, ger's putting ALOT of quizzes on her blog. Haha! So I'm doing them because the first question sound.. um.. unique! Lol.
PLUS, I've completed all the homework for the day. :D Since nothing is due tomorrow. =X

1. Is your second toe longer than your first?
Yep. It's all in the genes.

2. Do you have a favorite type of pen?
Signo 3.8, Purple. (:

3. Look at your planner for March 14, what are you doing?
Titoudao...

4. What color are your toenails usually?
What?! Normal colour.

5. What was the last thing you highlighted?
-blink- Somewhere yesterday, probably HCL textbook.

6. What color are your bedroom curtains?
Parents don't like curtains. (:

7. What color are the seats in your car?
No car. Taha.

8. Have you ever had a black and white cat?
No. Sounds interesting Not.

9. What is the last thing you put a stamp on?
Somebody's Christmas card.

10. Do you know anyone who lives in Wyoming?
Don't think so..

11. Why did you withdraw cash from the ATM the last time?
Didn't withdraw.. ask Feyra though.

12. Who is the last baby that you held?
Aunt's. (:

13. Do you know of any twins with rhyming names?
Nope.. talking about twins, I miss YingJun's!!!!!

14. Do you like Cinnamon toothpaste?
Never used it.

15. What kind of car were you driving 2 years ago?
Maybe in the arcase?

16. Pick one: Miami Hurricanes or Florida Gators
Miami Hurricanes. Whatever that is. -.^

17. Last time you went to Six Flags?
-shakes head-

18. Do you have any wallpaper in your house?
how about the COM?

19. Closest thing to you that is yellow?
*thinks*

20. Last person to give you a business card?
Someone...

21. Who is the last person you wrote a check to?
School?

22. Closest framed picture to you?
The one on the piano... family picture. oO

23. Last time you had someone cook for you?
Just. Mum. Which makes me feel =/.

24. Have you ever applied for welfare?
Welfare?

25. How many emails do you have?
Emails? Hundreds... not thousands. :D At least I don't think so.

26. Last time you received flowers?
What kind? As in, real or fake. HAHA.

27. Do you think the sanctity of marriage is meant for only a man & woman?
Gerlynn's right, there's still gays... and well you catch dogs getting married too in the news.

29. Do you play air guitar?
Suppose not..

30. Do you take anything in your coffee?
take anything...?

32. What is your high school's rival mascot?
Ger's answer: rival mascot? i dont know. school mascot? a bloody penguin.

33. Last person you spoke to from high school?
spoke? Stuart I suppose.

34. Last time you used hand sanitizer?
Forgot.

35. Would you like to learn to play the drums?
Nahh. I know I barely have any ability in anything to do with that.

36. What color are the blinds in your living room?
Black?

37. What is in your inbox at work?
Tons of stuffs.

38. Last thing you read in the newspaper?
Cover page?

39. What was the last pageant you attended?
-blink-

40. What is the last place you bought pizza from?
Long time ago, probably Pizza Hut...

41. Have you ever worn a crown?
I remembered playing with that when I went out for Titoudao...

42. What is the last thing you stapled?
My math worksheet. Tore 4 times today. -__-

43. Did you ever drink Clear Pepsi?
Cool, what's that?

44. Are you ticklish?
Nahhhh.

45. Last time you saw fireworks?
Rofl.

46. Last time you had a Krispy Kreme doughnut?
Don't think I did before, but doughnuts are nice I think.

47. Who is the last person that left you a message & you actually returned their call?
Er. Feyra. :D But I can remember tons of names that let me a message and I didn't bother calling back. Usually I'd just sms!

48. Last time you parked under a carport?
Don't drive.

49. Do you have a black dog?
What about the one in Nitendo DS?

50. Do you have any pickles in your fridge?
Maybe.

51. Are you an aunt or uncle?
Aunt.

52. Who has the prettiest eyes that you know of?
*thinks* I never thought of that!

53. Last time you saw a semi truck?
On the road?

54. Do you remember Ugly Kidd Jo?
Don't know.

55. Do you have a little black dress?
Little? No.. but no black dress anyway. Dresses are kind of fancy! x)

Chua.

AT♥7:47 PM

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Anyway, I was reading KaiQi's blog just now. Apparently she was chatting with Ryuto and in one way or another she figured (or assumed) that students in single-sex school were pretty much interested in those of their opposite sex. And so she told Ryuto that he's getting desperate. XD.
Sounds common to me.

AHHH I miss KaiQi so much. -sniff-
Wish I'd get to spend much more time with her!! And with darling KaiLin as well. Four more weeks to go. T.T
*

What, FPS Action Plan- You actually forgot?
Nevermind, I'll spend time on it tomorrow (Monday). .__.

And in actual fact I haven't completed my Art Lino Board (2). The one whereby I made a deal with Mr. Chua. xD. Then again, it isn't compulsory, but I really wish I'll have an inspiration on what to DRAW. Rawr...
*

History SUCKS! :(
My assignment ended up to be miserably short ITE...
*

Worrying about worthless causes. *curses*
*

Ladida. I forgot all my dance steps, so dead. Maybe I'll refresh my memory with Danielle or something. TWO tests this week! Chemistry and Physics. At least I'll know what to study for Physics, but Chemistry...?
*


Ripped from Ger's blog..

1. Height?
Haven't measured for quite a while. Should be around 163cm to 165cm?

2. Have you ever smoked heroin?
Nyah. Never. (:

3. Do you own a gun?
*shakes head*

5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
I don't think so.

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
Don't like hot dogs. oO

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
Rudolf the Reindeer?

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Hot Milo? Tee-hee.

9. Can you do push ups?
Haha, I think so.

10. Is your bathroom clean?
Err. O-kay.

11. What's your favorite piece of jewlery?
Um. Several...

13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
Secret Weapon?

14. Do you have A.D.D.?
No idea what's A.D.D., unfortunately. oO

16. Middle Name?
Actually I don't really get last name, middle name, first name...

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment?
- Why did my sister switch on the TV?
- Hope Ger's mum allow her to get earholes soon. oO
- I don't want to do history.

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought?
Ricola, Lunch, Milo.

19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
Water, Saliva, Soup.

20. Current worry?
Tons of stuffs... don't ask. It'll just make me more worried!

21. Current hate?
My worries.

22. Favorite place to be?
Somewhere serene.

23. How did you bring in the New Year?
I.. forgot.

24. Where would you like to go?
Somewhere serene! Or FUN. As in really exciting.

27. Do you own slippers?
I suppose so...

28. What shirt are you wearing?
T-shirt?

29. Do you burn or tan?
Both, hahas.

30. Favorite color?
Pink and Brown and Lavender...

31. Would you be a pirate?
I suppose not. Don't know how to play with the sword. :D 'd love to!

32. What songs do you sing in the shower?
Random, I think...

35. What's in your pocket right now?
Air. And water vapour.

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
Gerlynn doing me the *big* favour. XD.

37. Best bed sheets as a child?
Whatta? Uh, I prefer my blanket.

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
MY SPRAINED ANKLE.

40. How many TVs do you have in your house?
Two.

41. Who is your loudest friend?
I think I'll agree with ger, it's mariel! Hahas. (:

42. Who is your most silent friend?
Silent? Erps. Tons.

43. Does someone have a crush on you?
Always have the same answer for these questions. Define Crush. -.-

44. Do u wish on shooting stars?
YEah!

45. What is your favorite book?
Tons.. would love more.

46. What is your favorite candy?
Candy? I don't know the name.. -wince-

47. What song do/did you want played at your wedding?
Never thought of it, then again... no idea.

48. What song do you want played at your funeral?
I came across this somewhere... but no idea! -short term me

49. What were you doing 12 AM last night?
Math Homework.

50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
What homework I'll have to do later.

This quiz is short. What a waste of time! Sniff.

Chua.

AT♥3:16 PM

Hiya. (:

Anyway, to all Year 2, congratulations for enduring past this horrendous week.
And may those who did not catch enough sleep now do.

I was fortunate, though. I get at least 4 hours of sleep daily and still submitted my work in time, though none of them high quality..
Meanwhile, Ash, I don't encourage you to skip endure 36 hours without sleep at all at a go! Take care, taha.
Same for you, whaipeng. Don't sleep late.
And for all others who have been sleeping at 2am.
*

New day, 15th.

Chua.

AT♥1:40 AM

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Happy Birthday to-

Sis !
Luke !
Ash !

AT♥11:55 PM

You were wrong, but at least you let me know how wrong you were.

First point to make, I don’t complain about my life. Since long ago I’ve already mentioned that I would never, due to the very same reasons which you’ve mentioned- I’m not the person with the most problems in life, and neither do I think my life is the most miserable. There’s people out there with worse problems than I do, thus I treat my life with utter soft touch. I still feel fortunate because there’s so much to thank for in life. And this precisely is the reason why I do not find her way of thinking extremely sensible.

As much as how little I know about you, is equivalent to how little you know about me, maybe as much as little of how we know about her.

Second point; just in case you didn’t realize, none of the six incidents I posted about was regarding her. That’s where you were wrong, because you think I hate her. Once again, I’ve mentioned this long ago- I don’t bother about retards. How absurd, you may think- but as long as she doesn’t affect my life all the way down to the roots of the problem, I’m perfectly fine with her.
And maybe that’s where I was so disappointed about, you knew me so much less than what I thought you may know.
I wouldn’t want to continue this like how we did last year, posting messages through blog, because I had already experienced the pain. Simply saying, I will treat it as a misunderstanding you caused about me, because whatever you think about how I think about HER was bloody wrong. You can’t say it’s not a misunderstanding itself- I’ve already mentioned I don’t hate her and nothing similar in your first paragraph.
I wouldn’t want to give a heck about such silly stuffs because there’s no way I can change her. I’d prefer sitting aside and let her learn the stuffs like herself. If you’re so bothered by it, you might as well choose to talk to both of us at a go. Like years ago, I’ll still say it’s pointless.

Last point-
I knew about that URL long ago.
Just because I don’t post what she does or in any of those FUCK words she uses, doesn’t mean I don’t think the same way. I too get hurt when I know I DO care about her, yet she treats me as badly as she thinks how I treat her. But if neither of you believes that I think that way, it’s ridiculous for me to continue about this.

And so it simply showed how little you think of this pathetic, ignorant, hopeless 13-year-old kid. Mind you, it do hurts to post on this very day- but a fact’s a fact and there’s no reason why I should drag it for one more day.

Said once; repeating. It always happens and I can’t stop it. So there.

AT♥12:39 AM

Friday, April 13, 2007

Updated at 9:26pm.

Rawr...
Anyway, just wanted to post something interesting.
Apparently Mariel and I (whereby I believe Jean shares the same thought) were discussing about the guys in our class- their reactions if any of the girls say they're hot or something.

One.
The gays will (without fail) give a reply with their hands in the air, "thankyou, thankyou." Hahas!

Two.
The guys will give different replies... but none of them will be shocked....
E.g.
Yu Jun: What's your problem la... xD.
CCYY: Huh? -looks weirdly, then continue with work-
Aaron: *pats himself* of course...!
Timbo: yah, yah, I know

Three.
None of them will give a shock reply, with the exception of one...
Ash: NOOOO!!! *runs away*
Haha!!! Coz jean was saying ash's hot for the whole day or something. Hehe, he's cool. (Ash you'd better read my blog often, I might be posting alot about you for all you know. xP.)
*

Take care Aaron! He's been sick for many days.. -wince-
Take care Gerlynn! Of your sprained ankle.. oO
Take care Sharl! Since you always get injuries.
Take care Mariel! Don't bother too much about portfolio, what's done's done. (:
Take care Sky! For your hand's injury...
Take care Stuart! Regarding that...
Take care Feyra! You'll be okay soon.
Take care Terrarium! Don't fail me.
Take care KaiLin! Don't get too stressed over exams and all, you have TWO sistaa!
Take care WhaiPeng! Don't get too stressed over work and all..
Take care Sis! But wait.. isn't this your last week of school?

And to everyone for everything else. (:
*

Dang, Jaryl just reminded me that there's History Assignment due next week. Which gives me a little bit of clash for my plans... Seems like I have to re-plan again. gulp.

Weekends: (hopefully.)
Revision, History Asg, Hcl Asg, Lit Project.

Sheesh, let a girl dream. 5 weeks. :(
*

Heck, what else did I want to post about? I forgot..

---

Friday the Thirteenth it is, happy birthday to stan!
Anyway, friday the 13th doesn't really affect me, though it did affect Ger. She sprained her ankle, poor thing. oO"
Only unfortunate thing is that Jon (Seet; year 1) spoilt my phone.. he was just being silly and *crash* the cover spoilt. Now I have problems typing smses? Oh well, I'll just get a new phone cover.

Basically today was okay, just that gerlynn and I were late for Principal's Dialouge thingo coz Ger sprained her ankle and we got "stuck" in the Audi. After that there was Art which's miserably slackish (as always), followed by Chinese (about as bad), then "celebrated" Ash's "birthday", then there was Dance (CCA), followed by Lit discussion.

Yes and thankyou KaiQi for your help, along with the little console. Apparently she figured that I was tired and stuffs due to intuition... probably because as she said, I'm too good in hiding my emotions, with the exception that my eyes do give myself away at times. So I'm going to work on that, huh? Actually barely, since people don't realise anyway, do they? :D

And thanks TianCheng! For the little encouraging sms as well.. which was sent at around 12mn plus, I think. (:
*

Anything, anything, whatever.
It's not the first time, anyway. I just experienced this somewhere during march (the time when I was upset for a week) and it's happening again, huh... Whatever! I'm tired of it, I'm sick of it too.
Really.


*
Ripped from Ger's blog; from Yingyin's blog. Sounded interesting, so here I am doing the little blog entertainments! :D Mariellll I want your URL! xD.

Name 3 things in your wallet/purse:

1. Money... (:
   
2. Pink Paper...
   
3. Cards! (As in Kbox, Cashcard...)
   

Name 3 things you do when you're really stressed:

1. Sit on somewhere high and look out into the sky
   
2. A little shouts and screams
   
3. Talk to Kaiqi?
   

Name 3 favorite fruits:

1. Honeydew.
2. Honeydew.
   
3. Honeydew.
   

Three names you go by:

1. Chua
   
2. Yjlevia
   
3. Yu Jia
   

Three things you are wearing right now:

1. Polo Tee
   
2. Track Pants
   
3. Sch Badge
   

Who is in the house with you?
Everyone.

Who was the last person to IM you?
KaiQi.

Who are you thinking about right now?
Many.

Who did you last talk to on the phone?
BoonSiong.

Whose birthday is next?
Ash's and Sis's. (14th April; tomorrow.)

Who were you with last night?
Huh? My shadow.

Where is your phone?
Er. Bookshelf.

Where do you sleep?
Either the living room or the bedroom.

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
School..

Where is the last place you took a ride to?
Home? I took the bus. (189)

What was the last thing you ate?
Mcdonalds' Fries.

What kind of cell phone do you have?
Nokia?

What are you excited about?
Nothing... at the moment. -sigh-

What is the closest item near you that is blue?
The cover of a blue pen...

What's your favorite color/s?
Pink, Brown, Lavender.

Whats your favorite shoe brand?
Adidas. Heh.

What is the last movie you watched?
No idea.. forgot.

What song do you currently hear?
song?

When did you meet your best friend?
Primary Four...

When did you last go to the mall?
Forgot. oO

When did you last burn a candle?
Burn a candle? Um, ages ago...

*
1. What are you wishing for?
An answer.

2. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds?
What?! I just went there.. Fillet-O-Fish student meal. :D

3. Are you an emotional person?
I suppose!

4. Do you like your name?
Yeah huh.

5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I think so. Reminded me of Titoudao...

6. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
Actually, not much. Not that I think it's a healthy feeling anyway.

7. What was the last thing you did?
Yawn.

8. Who is right next to you?
Besides my shadow, my sister on the sofa...

9. Who was the last person you ate with?
Mariel, Jean, BoonSiong, Ash. (Lit project)

10. What song are you listening to right now?
Nothing...

11. Hows the weather right now?
Fine. I'd like it more if it rain.

12. Last person who called you today?
BoonSiong. Lol.

13. Last lie you told?
Er. -shush-

14. Last song you sang?
Upside Down. Hummed, more like it.

15. Do you like anyone?
I guesso.. tons of people, including my shadow.

16. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
No... Rawr.

17. Last thing you drank?
Sprite from Mcdonalds.

18. Last thing you ate?
Fries. Ash's, I think.. or BoonSiong's. Ladida.

19. What did you do last night?
English Writing Portfolio.

20. Faked being sick to miss school?
Definitely.

21. What time did you wake up today?
6:30am.

22. Last person you texted?
Good point... Who was it?

23. Last person to text you?
KaiQi.

24. What are you wearing right now?
Blah. School Polo Tee.

25. Are you too quiet to ask anyone out?
Nahh.

26. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Looks. Isn't it?

27.Where are you right now?
Living room.

28.Whats the date?
FRIDAY THE THIRTEEN! of april 2007 :D
(also ger's answer, what a nice day to do the quiz!)

29. Did you go anywhere today?
School, and Mcdonalds in Clementi.

30. What did you do there?
Um. Tons of stuffs?

31. Where else are you going today?
Nowhere else, FORTUNATELY. I don't want to go out anyway. As in, not today.

32. Are you watching TV?
No.. I don't like the TV much either.

33. Are you mature or immature?
Maybe I'd prefer to say more mature for my age, who knows how mature adults are? Some are still kids, though.. as in, yeah.

34. Are you closer to your mom or dad?
Mom.. "close".

36. What school do you go to?
Nus high? Rawr...

37. Whats the most annoying thing people say to you?
Tons of stuffs. oO

38. Do you like music?
I suppose!

39. Do you want to get married?
why not?

40. To whom?
No idea, but I'm getting bored out by this quiz.

Boring... o__O
*

I'm exhausted, hope this won't last.

Yvonne.

AT♥8:19 PM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Mmm, I love Mocha.
And the next time I go to starbucks I shall get hot chocolate.

And Suzumiya Haruhi's musics are still really nice. (:
Same goes for Ayumi; she rocks.

But heck, why am I saying this? Just didn't want to get back to work. Sick of SO MANY things. And I got fed up by someone during Biology lesson; oh whatever. My mood's going downhill, maybe I should get a break by avoiding the person I don't feel like coming contact with at the moment. It's not like you ain't nice but hey, maybe you just weren't feeling good and end up irritating me a lot. -.-
gaAh.

Talking about biology, apparently I think we sent our draft report over to Ms Koh by accident- earning ourselves a retarded score of 26/40. Fortunately, she was willing to remark our report. Yay. (:

I'm glad to get a break from you, actually. Maybe I was influenced by those around me- Either that or it did help me straighten out my thought about you. Whatever.

Get a break over the weekends, everyone!
And congratulations to all literature students.. our CR is postponed from the 9th to the 20th?! Wth. o_O But at least I'll get more time to edit on my retarded analysis.
Regarding Lit Project;... I'll have to come up with the drawings by next Thursday, huh?

Tmr's Friday, I think it's going to be pretty slackish. First there's mentoring; movie! Lol. I like giggles the robot. After heading up to classroom to chuck my bag, I'm zipping down to the canteen to get some food. Then art- no idea what I'm working on. Then HCL- 's going to be slack so I'll just read my 词语手册. Then Lunch.. oh yes, 2 hours! Anyone wants to go out? Maybe I'll ask wp first.. we'll probably have too much work to do anyway. Then there's CCA- dance! Oooh. I have to chuck my track pants into my bag.. Ladida.

-Sigh-

Chua.

AT♥7:06 PM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Oh yeah, always wanted to post about this but keep forgetting. xD.

That's how a relationship's suppose to be like; who cares if charcoal gets onto your face?

Chua.

AT♥10:24 PM

Alright, maybe my previous post wasn't so clear, thus I'm reposting.
Because there's too much to talk about, and I want them known in a little more.. details. Mind the vulgarities, if any.
*

Heck the whole damn thing; I'm filled with all kind of different emotions in my mind- mad, frustration, anxiety, demoralizing.
Frustrated by people around me; everywhere. Due to many kind of things.

Incident 1.
Get a life; heck it. They ain't wrong when they said people expect more endlessly in life. What words would I use to describe you, Childish, Foolish, Selfish? Neither of the three. I appreciate the fact that I can see you trying; I really can. But maybe you can't sort out your thoughts too well; I understand those too much-
Since ages ago. It's more than easy to understand those thoughts of yours. The only advice I can give is for you to sort them out. Because you can't make do far with those thoughts of yours that keep you restricted in your own little world.
Appreciate what you've got- you aren't doing that at all. You treat it as though you're suppose to have it since long ago, then you expect more. That's about it. Some people detest what you'll do, some hate what you want. I'm more to the negative side, but I do observe. At least you're trying, maybe you'd want to find someone to talk to.

Incident 2.
Bloody Hell or something. Fuck was my first reaction and I sent my smses away. We all know you aren't changing, so either you grip a hold of yourself and do things the right way for a change, or at least please don't interrupt us. Taking my stuffs without my permission is something i HATE like anything. And trust me in that, because that's the easiest thing I will get maddened up by. Beside doing anything to my hair, of course.
Aside with that, distracting me during my lessons? I try to concentrate and there you are, talking to me some unrelated stuffs that you expect me to- smile about? Then again, I can forgive you for that because that might be your character, I definitely remembered how I hated lessons I don't understand. Still, it's the same thing why I detest you about. Turn over a new leaf isn't what you're doing, then you end up harming everybody else who isn't even in your way. All the sucking up, the lies, is that all you can do?

Incident 3.
I don't want to give a damn about you, seriously. I know I must, because that's the way everything was made. But honestly, you know you don't know about my life, don't you? I got more than irritated by you and I've hated you then and now, so stop giving me those threatens. Perhaps I know that you do mean your threatens unlike silly people who make empty ones, it's just dependent on how well they can lie through it. But if you make any unreasonable causes, I'm here to see how you're going to deal with me. In this battle I'll be the losing party simply because you have a higher status than I do, but I'll attempt surviving as well as I can for as long as I can.

Yet, must this be the motivation for everything I do now? To out beat you and prove you wrong will be one of my greatest achievement. Yet I don't see myself succeeding because I'm really tired- excuses they are, it's all my fault that I'm not achieving what I want. I know I've really got to try hard but sometimes I don't have the effort to get up in time and try. Last year was a total wreck in life (as I've said many times)- I don't dare because I don't know if I can. Maybe one day I can bring myself out of the horror zone.
That's probably the most saddening part.

Incident 4.
I don't know how many times I've said this, but I want to let go of it.
Yet that is a perfect lie. Maybe because I haven't deleted your mails and kept the poem close; I haven't forgotten your words, but you were my best friend after all. One of my closest. And maybe your words still ring in my mind too much, you said you'll be happy as long as you remembered me. I promised what you wanted me to, but you broke it yourself.
Then you just left me stuck there. Either tell me to forget it, or vice versa. It hurts a lot, probably too much.

Incident 5.
I don't dare, I really don't. Am I confused? No, I'm not. I know what I want, and what I don't. But my heart doesn't seem to take the same path as my mind; now that's the thoughtful part. To stop myself from hurting others, I hurt myself. But that's better, still. Better than ending up to hurt both parties... at the same time.
They all care. All do. But my answer was never sure. Maybe today was the time I straightened out and suddenly realised what was one of the most important thing that I'd want- a sense of security- that's very strong. Because that's all I need, for the moment or two.

Academic.
Heck, I'm doing badly for this, I really am. I haven't done well for my CA, and I've just failed my SA. Even my math is sucking like anything, what's wrong with me? I ain't doing well for HCL either because I had a miserably low mark for my test, and I've just figured out that I failed my Physics Quiz because of a whole chunk of careless mistakes. I don't understand Chemistry lessons and Mr. Imbufe definitely isn't what you can call a clear teacher. History is worse because I can't understand both the notes and the lesson, thus failing each and every of the quiz and tests. English is no where better because Writing definitely isn't my art, Literature's worse because of the terrible grade in CRs. Then because of all that I don't have time for revision in Biology?
Is this just because I'm not trying hard enough, or that I purely have a lousy time management? Perhaps it's both.

I'm going to get a miserably low CAP, and then I'm going to be SO dead.
*

Of course, there were some other topics I did left out, probably because it's a little more personal. There may be words that agitated me; arrogant fools may be what I use to describe them.. thinking high of themselves and perfectly fine with criticizing others when people do things wrong only in their opinion without a concrete proof- something I detest. I'd love to convey another message too, (crude) words do hurt people. Some may be teases, some affected may be my friends. I've learnt to endure those because there's no way you can avoid them either. Else there may be unreasonable people out there, expecting for control and status. Venting their anger on others, spoiling everyone else's mood. Learning to tolerate may be tough, but undoubtedly necessary- at least that's what I'm doing now.

I haven't gotten properly mad for ages- haven't been screaming or shouting. Bottling up? No. Just taking time to handle them. My thoughts start to waver too, do I have the ability to? Maybe I don't regardless of how much I hope I do. Or maybe I do just that I weren't aware of it; same goes for you.
Tolerate and endure will be two words strongly etched in my mind for most hours-
regardless how keeping the masquerade on will be effective.

Then again, besides all the negative mindset... there's always nicer stuffs to look around for. I am fortunate, though, there's so much to appreciate for. Catching myself smiling in front of the mirror let me know at least I was happy for the very few seconds- weren't they more than enough? Hahas.
I've got a whole lot of people who cares about me, apparently. Mere questions about my thoughts and feelings are a sense of comfort; thus I try my hardest to do the same. My friends perhaps; tons of other people in the class- Something I have to thank for. Likewise, seeing them happy even when I am demoralised do cheer me up. I was just walking along the classroom corridors when Gerlynn and Feyra skipped across me; at least I know people around me are happy, and there is utterly no reason why my mood should end up affecting them.

Watching the rain seemed like an action so innocent... the breeze sure is cooling.
*

Random stuffs:
1. Gee, I thought of something REALLY hilarious. (: I told gerlynn about it, and I can't help giggling to myself (madly) each time I think about it. What was it? Nahh.. something simple. Just imagining how Pan will be like if he ever tried wooing a girl. (That was a perfectly random thought that came popping out of my mind, I can't help it since he's who I see if I look straight from my table, ain't it? ) Rofl! :D

2. Feyra! She made me laugh too, with one or two of her hilarious thoughts. I stare at her for about 2 seconds before laughing madly. And then she'll give me the o___O! look or something.

3. Darnnn, can't wait till I'm um- FREE. As in 5 and the half weeks to go, *sniff*. And after getting our results back I'll bring both KaiQi and KaiLin out for piercing! Ladida.
Anyway, talking about them reminded me of a conversation I had with Ger. We were arguing who "belonged" to who, whereby our final conclusion was that KaiLin belonged to YuanHan and KaiQi to her other group of admirers... and ME! Hahas!

4. All the best to the rest who are stressed out as well, just try to make use of your time as efficiently as you can. To WhaiPeng as well, hope you'll get a break soon! Sleeping 1-2 hours daily for a week isn't what you can call great, anyway.

That's about it, I'm so dead tomorrow. Don't want to go to school, but that isn't a very good reason either. So dead, so dead, so dead, so dead, so dead.
Weekends are approaching.. wonder how much homework there will be? I'm literally staying back every single day for some kind of project discussion.. whatever it may be.
And last thing- if you've got a plan, plan it carefully...

Chua. (:

AT♥6:52 PM

Monday, April 09, 2007

Lalala. Lyrics of Every Other Time by LFO!

I said lets talk about it
As she walked out on me and slammed the door
But I just laugh about it
'Cause she's always playin' those games
Deep down I know she loves me
But she's got a funny way of showin' me how she cares
Last night she did a doughnut on my lawn
And drove out with her finger in the air
Oh, yeah

Sometimes its black
Sometimes its white
Sometimes she's wrong
Sometimes I'm right
Sometimes we talk about it
Or we figure it out
But then she'll just change her mind
Sometimes she's hot
Sometimes I'm cold
Somtimes my head wants to explode
But when I think about it
I'm so in love with her
Every other time
Yeah, every other time

Sometimes we sit around
Just the two of us on the park bench
Sometimes we swim around
Like the dolphins in the ocean of our hearts
But then I think about the time
When we broke up before the prom
And you told everyone that I was gay, OK
Sometimes I walk around the town
For hours just to settle down
But I take you back and you kick me down
'Cause that's the way, uh-huh uh-huh, I like it

Sometimes its black
Sometimes its white
Sometimes she's wrong
Sometimes I'm right
Sometimes we talk about it
Or we figure it out
But then she'll just change her mind
Sometimes she's hot
Sometimes I'm cold
Somtimes my head wants to explode
But when I think about it
I'm so in love with her
Every other time
Yeah, every other time

Every other time

Keep it up homegirl
Don't you quit
You know
The way you scream is the ultimate
And when I
Walk away just watch the clock
I bet I
Don't even get around the block

I said let's talk about it
As she walked out on me and slammed the door
One day we'll laugh about it
'Cause we're always playin' those games

Every other time

Sometimes its black
Sometimes its white
Sometimes she's wrong
Sometimes I'm right
Sometimes we talk about it
Or we figure it out
But then she'll just change her mind
Sometimes she's hot
Sometimes I'm cold
Somtimes my head wants to explode
But when I think about it
I'm so in love with her
Every other time
Yeah, every other time

Keep it up homegirl
Don't you quit
You know
The way you scream is the ultimate
And when I
Walk away just watch the clock
I bet I
Don't even get around the block 

Chua.

AT♥8:57 PM

Some joke Gerlynn, Stuart and I created during HCL lesson...
Tourists = 导游 = dao you.
(:
*

slacking away? yeah...
Ripped from ger's blog-

The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?
- Anyone but WJX (ex-classmate). xD.

When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
- Yesshh.

In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
- Both, I suppose.

Do you take compliments well?
- As in? Well I'll say "thanks" and give a polite smile. (:

Do you play Sudoku?
- Yepp. Wish I'm faster in them, though.

If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
- wilderness = ?

Do you like to ride horses?
- I never tried, but I'd love to! I'm a perfect risk taker, I think. Well, majority of my friends know that...

Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
- kid as in? o.O Well I had a couple of camps.. so I suppose yes! Love~~

What was your favorite game as a kid?
- kid as in? Um. Maybe I liked climbing around.. can't stay still. (: If you mean by computer and all, I'd prefer RPG! Though I never complete them...

If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married what would you do?
- NAh. Neverrr. Everrr.

Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
- Actually, depends on how religious he is. But then, date =/= in a relationship! As in, yeah, honestly. Who says you can't date when you're not in a relationship? Just check out all the endless mangas...

Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
- I'm a girl. (:

Are you ticklish?
- Not so much. I end up getting irritated (because I find it miserably lame or something) instead of giggling in the end. :D

Do any songs make you cry?
- Not really. Maybe some emotions, but I'll cry when I hear someone play a very nice piece on the piano... provided with the correct atmosphere. Rawr!

Do you know how to shoot a gun?
- Nope! I went for Archery instead, haha.

If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?
- My phone and my wallet, I think...

Do you think more about the past, present or future?
- ALL. And that's good analyze, so I'll stay with it.

Favorite children's book?
- Children? Enid Blyton kinds or? o.O Actually, I prefer adult books anyway. Only sad (or tragic) thing is that I'll get stuck in the settings (aka beginning) of a series of book.. Sheesh.

How tall are you?
- Prolly 1.63 cm, actually slightly taller than that though I've no idea how much.

Where is your dream house located?
- Somewhere high up, with a balcony? Err. That's just weird. But usually when one say dream house I'll look out of the balcony and see a pretty view of the sea or something. Lol.

What name brand is your computer?
- I sure hope you do know, since I've been complaining about it 300 times. :D ACER! And HP for the other one. Once again, reminder: NEVER, NEVER GET ACER DESKTOP. (:

Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
- Huh? Actually, haha, don't think so...!

What flavour is your favorite lollipop?
- Cola!

Where was the furthest place you traveled today?
- Today? Sunset Way.. isn't what you'd call far, i think.

Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
- HAHA! Both! I'm still tempted for Mochi, Sushi, or Ice Cream.

Do you look like your mom or dad?
- Neither!! [Man, why am I so high today.]

How long does it take you in the shower?
- Oooh. About 15 minutes, I think.

Can you do the splits?
- Blah. No. I haven't been stretching either...? Gee...

What movie do you want to see right now?
- Nothing in particular.. Saw III with tons of people? HAHA. VERY FUNNY.

Would you like to make a shout out?
- Wouldn't mind.

What did you do for New Year's?
- what...? Normal stuffs. And smsed alot. Right? Yeah.

What song would you like to dedicate?
- to who?

Do you own a camera phone?
- Yea. Though the resolution is low, I'm not so- what's that word? oO

Who would you dedicate that song to?
- Ooops. Wasn't that what I asked. Er, No idea actually.

Candles or Incense?
- what kind of question is this. .___. Candle! Wax! Ice!

How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
- Depends. Ranges... Average probably 7 hours...

Do you like care bears?
- Not really, they look weird. But hey, I don't detest them. Tatty Teddy will be wayy nicer. LOVE!

What do you buy at the Movies?
- Popcorn, occasionally Nachos, occasionally Cheese Fries (that I sneak in with), and a drink?

Do you know how to play poker?
- YEPP. Not so good though. I hardly know anyone who plays poker!! -sniff-

Do you wear your seatbelt?
- Yeah... In fact I'd prefer it very much if everyone does so too.

What do you wear to sleep?
- Clothes. Just Casual.

Are you in love?
- I don't think so... Or maybe it just depends on my mood, I don't feel high halfway. .___. Weirdo!

Do you like funny or serious people better?
- Gee, mixture will be good. Someone who is able to adapt to both situations excellently.

Ever been to L.A.?
- Nah.. Don't remember anyway.

Did you eat a cookie today?
- Yeah! Stuart was giving em' away at around 3:30pm...

Do you use cuss words in other languages?
- Err. Sorry, but my vocab was never good.. x)

Do you steal or pay for your music downloads?
- what? oO

Do you hate chocolate?
- Nahh...

Are you a gullible person?
- Actually, I don't think so.

Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
- Dang, at my age, I don't think so? [Other words shall be remained at the back of my mind. :D]

If you could have any job (assuming you have the skills) what would it be?
- Oh.. If I really did have the skills I'll want to be a mixture of tons of stuffs. HAHA.

Are you easy to get along with?
- I guess so. I treat people back as how they treat me.

What is your favorite time of day?
- 5 or 6 or 7pm. Somewhere during evening.

There!

Chua.

AT♥7:44 PM

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Ooops. I just realised what Ctrl+Enter do in Microsoft Word.
Am I slow or what?! o_O
Usually I'd just press Shift+Enter 50 times before I achieve the same result.

.____.

Chua.
-yawn-

AT♥9:46 PM

It's not the funky cheery voices; but the soft sensible touch I'd want.
*

Rawr.

Went out this morning to meet my team for biology project. Bought a couple of plants, didn't get the time to chuck them into the tank since we didn't have the earthworms yet, anyway.

Well, after lunch at KFC in clementi (we took taxi to Novena and back oO!), whereby Gerlynn Feyra and I went to Westmall...
coz Feyra wanted to pierce her ears.

Well, well! Not only did she take the top-quality piercing (perfectly painless- sharlene you'd like it, won't ya?), she chose her very own earrings that of course, paid by an obviously what you'd call HIGH price.
Before we get to the pricing, Feyra sure was excited about which earring to get!
At first there she was pondering over the 14k white gold princess cut which costs about $119, but she chose the (2nd most expensive after 3-pointer & 6-pointer diamond) gemstone instead- Blue Topaz!

Leading to the final price of $180 or something. :D
Cool, huh?!

Maybe you'd think of it as a ridiculously atrociously high price, but at least I've warned Feyra something- NO MORE UNNECESSARY SPENDINGS FOR THE REST OF THE MONTH!
Haha! (: Since she's reading this anyway. Congratulations to sweet little Feyra~*

Anyway, to all Literature students- Lit CR is due not on Monday, but Friday.. Miss Tan extended it.

One last thing, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NELLO! ^-^

Have a nice week ahead,
Chua.

AT♥5:18 PM

Saturday, April 07, 2007

Obviously, a typical (enough) teenager like me too will have her own private blog. Apparently I got bored, do you want to give a try for the game? 5 levels. (:



Usual rule; each will be the harder than the previous.
This one is... miserably easy.
*

Literature Project wasn't that effective today. Apparently all we did was a very complicated discussion while Mariel just went there to read storybooks. :D
After that, Mariel Feyra and I went to Starbucks. Apparently their Mocha was really thick, so I didn't like it much I suppose. I prefer the school's! Mmmm. Maybe I'll get it on Monday lunch!

Anyway, guess what? They raised the price of Tatty Teddy cards - $3.90 to $4.50. Awws.
All tatty teddy stuffs are expensive, say boo.

Chua.

AT♥7:23 PM

It's sat already...

I thank WeiJin for making a phone call at 10:30am to wake me up, else I'd have slept through until 2pm or something.

Apparently I *suddenly* remembered that I'll have to make my way to National Library later. Project, some WEIRD play project. Rawr.

I think I'm going to feel as stressed as yesterday or something. Homework load, with sickening History Quiz on monday. At least it's MCQ, I should thank everyone for that. I don't even get those bloody notes, but nevermind that.

I stayed awake till 6am yesterday, a complete waste of time because I didn't do anything. And also completely ridiculous because 6am's probably the time people wake up.) And there's so much work left at the moment. Not forgetting FPS (as mentioned in pan's blog, which reminded me fortunately) due on Monday. Oh, perfect. I think I just dreamt of failing something in my sleep as well... weird feelings. XinYi was still up at 4:30 am odd yesterday night, we were saying stuffs like "Hi neighbour!" through Msn. Apparently if either of us are really bored we can just meet at the pavement outside, lol.

Fibo-ers and some swimmers from other houses are at Clementi Swimming Complex now! I'd love to go and meet KaiQi there too, but apparently I don't have the time. I'm wasting it away here.

*

At around 4am, I was left frozen in my seat for several seconds.
Shocked utterly when I heard her gasp-
muffled between those cries.

What exactly happened?
I have no idea. And no way of finding out.

*

Don't sleep so late next time.

Chua.

AT♥10:41 AM

Perhaps.

I shouldn't have kept you up so late;
while knowing you can't stay awake-
Keeping you in the the lifeless silence
with the hurting in your heart so great.

Alone in the dark without a star in sight
did those tears blurred your only light?
I didn't want you hurt for it'll pain me too
but unknowingly heartache's what I've caused for you.

Only hours ago we were playing a fool;
did you understand what i truly feel?
Laughter was there for a moment or two
Once again, it's a day i breezed through.

Innocently happy I was when the first word came
Cute fitted perfect in the little board game.
With my name dragged by Ace,
I remembered right; twice in a day.

Honeyysweet's the second oh how I wish-
I could still be too, like in my dreams.
But fear for an end was what I had in mind
I needed someone to place it behind.

Unopen's was next, something I didn't get
till you told me late at night what was set.
I've closed up my past in the heart-
waiting for a day to break the walls apart.

Last was a fruit, so true from a seed
Apple red it was, what an Acrostic.
Plant it with care, let it grow-
it's hard red too, did you know?

Then abrupt it was; I didn't even realize
my speed for observation was cut down twice.
Very soon you left, hurt the second time-
leaving me disturbed with a chill down my spine.

Moments later I went to ask
what would you do, if back in the past?
You said you'd let it remain the same
likewise to my answer- i don't want a change.

Confusion then soon took place
I too was trapped in an endless maze.
Your choices were messed, causing me to think
how true was your heart when it all begin?

Only have I said just a few days ago-
it's hard choosing the correct route.
Between the path so urged by one's heart,
or the sensible one a person imparts?

All I wanted was an answer straight;
maybe after your inner mind's debate.
Still I'm glad you made the call at two,
enabling yourself to rest and sleep through.

As I'm awake at this hour,
I wondered if you had a break.
But if yesterday's smile was because of you,
how exactly would my heart feel?

*
It's not mine. The choice's yours. Entirely.

AT♥2:31 AM

Friday, April 06, 2007

500th post!

Now, isn't this a couple of days behind Gerlynn's?
Haha...
Prolly because her post can be three miserable words long. Like the second latest one.
"PAN IS GAY." - as extracted.
(:
*

I read through the script More, just casually. And I really, really, liked it.
I don't think many will have the same resulting feeling like I do- but then again there's many different meanings etched in between all the lines. And several were similar to my thoughts.
Then it gets all touching, and then I really am impressed by the director. And I might even cry if I watch the play!
And those who read the script will wonder why, because there's just no link...?

Oh, I'm sooo stressed out by Literature CR!!! -wince-

Chuaa.
I LOVE YOU.
my readers!

AT♥7:53 PM

Thursday, April 05, 2007

Ripped! Ger's blog from Vanice's.
*

1. WHERE ARE YOU FROM?
Singapore. Or what, Temasek? :D

2. WHO IS YOUR HERO?
Me. ^^

3. WOULD YOU DIE FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Yes, I will. Maybe a couple of last wishes before that will make death more soothering.

4. WHAT DO LOOK FOR IN A GIRL/BOY?
Oh, tons of stuffs. I'm not so in into listing. (:

5. WHAT DO YOU DO IN YOUR LIFE REGULARLY?
Endless random stuffs. I look forward to holidays, though! May 17!

6. HAVE YOU EVER RAN AWAY, IF YOU DID WHERE DID YOU GO AND FOR HOW LONG?
No I didn't! I figured that it'd be pointless. You see, even the guy who set this question knows! Run away, and you can't help but to go back.

7. WHAT IS YOUR DREAM?
Short-term: Get good results, get a nice job, get a nice group of people to hang out with. Rawr!
Long-term: Get a good family, a good career, a happy life.

8. DO YOU SMOKE OR DRINK?
Nahhh. I wouldn't!

9. WHAT ARE ALL THE DRUGS YOU'VE TAKEN?
No drugss! Wootsy.

10. NAME YOUR BEST FRIEND.
Um.. -shush-. That's because I have tons of other close friends as well, and I definitely don't want to miss them out in here. :D

11. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF THE ONE YOU LOVED CHEATED ON YOU?
I prolly didn't think of this question before, answer is likely to be either cry or too numb due to instinct. Then I'll figure out what's my next step and make sure it doesn't affect my life!

12. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED OR HAVE CHILDREN?
Yep, I guesso. But isn't that like several years down the road... Man, hope my sis gets married fast.

13. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A CAR ACCIDENT?
No. And no, thankyou...

14. WHERE IS THE FARTHEST YOU'VE EVER WALKED ON FOOT?
Forgot. Wootsy.

15. WHAT IS THE CRAZIEST THING YOU'VE DONE IN THE PAST MONTH?
I... forgot.

16. NAME 3 OF THE SCARIEST MOMENTS YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH.
Scariest...? I don't think I'll remember them all, so I'll just say the recent-est that I remember.
Nightmares; Moments after nightmares; 2nd night of camp? Alot of noises! Haha.

17. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN DRUNK OR HIGH? IF SO HOW OFTEN?
Drunk, no. High, maybe sometimes! :D

18. IF YOU COULD CHANGE ANYTHING IN YOUR PAST WHAT WOULD IT BE?
What's over is over, why bother thinking so much about changing the past since you know you can't?
Then again, this is one time-killer quiz, thus my answer is...
I have no idea.

19. HAVE YOU EVER STOLE FROM A FRIEND?
No thankyou...

20. HAVE YOU EVER PASSED OUT?
Nope! I think it'll be er- cool though.

21. HOW MANY FIST FIGHTS HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN?
As in proper ones? When I was younger. Now it's all mind attack. (As in, really.)

22. ARE YOU WILD AND CRAZY OR COOL AND LAID BACK?
Mixture.

23. WHAT SONG DO YOU WANT PLAYING AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Eyes on Me. lol....

24. HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE?
I think dying in your sleep after knowing you're going to die would be good...

25. WOULD YOU SAY THAT YOU'RE AN ANGEL OR A DEVIL?
Mixture! Haha.


Chua.

AT♥8:41 PM

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Ladida. From ger's blog - from Kat's.

1.Are u photogenic?
Nahh. Wish I am though!

2.What time do you go to bed?
Somewhere from 11:00pm onwards, I think.

3.What was the last thing you did before this?
Er. Rice.

4.Who's the one you always meet the most?
Ger's answer's right: My shadow.

5.Who's the person you'll call if you need help?
KaiQi. But most of the time she's busy so I'll usually just handle stuffs on my own. (:

6.What's on your mind right now?
My homework. oO

7.What do you prefer? American idol/ Malaysian idol?
American. Never watched Malaysian's....

8.With whom do you wanna be with to have fun?
Um. Dunno! Tons of people. :D

9.What movie do you wanna watch now?
None in particular...

10.When was the last time you went out?
Err. I think to Gerlynn's house last sat. Went out as in not school.

11.What do you hate the most for now?
Literature. and History.

12.What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?
Blogg. And msn!

13.Colors that make you happy?
LAVENDER.

14.Most fave thing in your room?
My bed, my phone, my blanket, my money, my clothes?

15.Miss someone?
Yeahhh. (: Many!

16.Plan to buy something?
-Sniff- Tatty Teddy?

17.Are you satisfied with your life now?
I think so.

18.Do you like seafood?
Not really...

19.Breakfast or dinner?
Both!

20.Like chocolates?
I'm fine with them, but nope, no special likings.

21.Do you have a laptop?
Nope`

22.Whats your favorite food from fast food?
Er. Er. Depends? Mac's fries would be nice!

23.Cats or dogs?
Dogs. Ladida.

24.Salty or sweet?
Saleet. Or Swalty.

25.City or country?
City.

26.Is kissing normal for your age?
Nope. Rawr.

27.Are you athletic?
I think so, in a way? Depends on my mood.

28.Favorite bands for now?
None! :D

29.Do you have your own cell phone?
Yeahhh. Lubb.

30.What do you wear to bed?
Clothes. .__.

31.Ever had a crush on a teacher in high school?
LOL! Nahhh.

32.Coke or pepsi?
Coke with ice!

33.Sugar or spice?
Um. Dependss on my mood. (:

34.Can you use chopsticks?
Yesh, of course.

35.Do you care about getting good grades?
I guesso...

36.Have you ever fallen asleep in class?
Come to think of it, no.

37.Get a job or ask your parents for money?
Get a job.

38.Is your mom strict?
Nah.. she's a little- "different".

39.Do your parents give you enough privacy?
They don't care, so I'll assume it's a yes. Though they check my stuffs ALOT.

40.Do your parents trust you?
No. And I don't mind that.

41.Would you ever wanna lose your best friend(s)?
No....?

42.Does your best friend(s) get on your nerves?
Yes. ^-^ Nah...

43.Do you make friends quickly?
I think so...

44.Do you tell your mom everything?
of course- NOT.

45.What do you & your parents fight about most?
retarded things. mostly about me using com. blehh.

46.If you love someone & she/he rejected u, what will u do to her/him?
lol? hm, nice question, becuase i never thought about it. I think I won't do anything...

47.Can you sing or rap?
Sing yes rap no!

48.If you have one wish, who would u make ur wife/husband for life?
-blink.- don't think I'll want to make the decision now, would you?

49.What do you think about this survey?
It's a little more unique from the past...

50.Would you do another survey such as this?
I won't really mind. It's OKAY. But not all the time. (: Just give em' to me when I'm bored to kill time!

Chua.

AT♥10:22 PM

Rawr-.

I'm feeling quite happy, actually. Surprise; surprise.
For odd reasons (or maybe i don't have any), but NEVERMIND THAT.
*

ONE.
Screwed up bloody Physics test today.
I told you I will try my hardest not to, right?
But trust me, I really got retarded this time round. As in, REALLY.
Basically my theory was right, I was suppose to:
Add up 17 and 5, followed by dividing it by 2.

And my workings were...
17 + 5 = 23
23/2 = 12 R 1.

That's two errors in a question worth 5 marks. Very, very, sad.

TWO.
I realise I can't work with an empty stomach. xP
Wish I'd have the time and money to go out for buffet at Sakae or something; then I'll eat as many MOCHI as possible! Whee~
Meanwhile I'll attempt not to dream so much, until the exams are over. (:

THREE.
Gees, my sis is funny! (And entertaining.) Here's a paragraph from her blogpost-
"
I just realised that studying late at night is a bad idea.
Somehow, my table light is a very attractive item to everything six legs and wings.
Most of the time i'm just shooing away the little visitors. =\
Not that i'm afraid of those teeny stuffs, but they've become regular customers of my table light (and laptop) it's giving me hallucinations that i have creepy crawlies on my skin. >_< style="font-style: italic;">I wonder. It was nice anyway.

FOUR.
You were happy today; maybe I really turn out convincing somehow.
Wish it'd be a game over for the other part; just give up it and heck go with it. You wish!
*bang* and maybe today's last day. Maybe.

FIVE.
Omg, she sucks. She wanted to get me away from the computer so that she can use it due to (as extracted)-
"YOU'RE IN SCHOOL AND I'M WORKING."
Ohkay. New definition to put in my calculator. I never liked her anyway.

*

I think I made up my mind-
Chua.

AT♥5:11 PM

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

AT♥6:26 PM

Monday, April 02, 2007

HELLO CHUA. YOU'RE SO DEAD, SO CHEER UP! (:
Anyway, I've decided to do the quiz afterall. Since both Ger and Deb did. :D


[x] Held hands with someone- yeps, with random people too (:
[x] Lost someone- my other best friend
[ ] Never got a chance to tell someone something important- surprise, surprise. i can't think of any.
[x] Cried your heart out- yeah. but im okay mostly.
[x] Danced- love!
Total : 4

[x] Rejected someone
[x] Heard a rumor about yourself - obviously.
[x] Hurt someone emotionally - i think so.
[x] Hurt someone physically- um. just some whacks? I'm not so into violence.
Total : 4

[x] Got involved in a sport - of course! (: I'm a healthy sporty girl. hahs.
[ ] Got called a dork - not that i heard of..
[x] Fell in love - my friends! :D
[x] Went to a funeral - several
[ ] Know someone who has tried to commit suicide - not for real.
Total : 3

[ ] Wrote a love note- give me the definition for love note...
[x ] Went through a phase - definitely.
[ ] Got ditched - hahas. never!
[x] Know someone really stupid and/or annoying - YES. oO
[x] Got in a fist fight with family member- of course! they're fun okay.
Total : 3

[x] Drank - yea. actually i won't mind trying again.
[x] Made a mistake - guesso.
[ ] Thought you found the one - not really. (:
[ ] Found out a bf/gf cheated on you - no...
[ ] Lied to your parents - of course~
Total : 2

[x] Been lied to - of course.
[ ] Felt like the happiest person in the world- no. but i remembered being happy still.
[ ] Felt like dying. - yes, primary school times.
[ ] Had a crush - haha, no. i dont like crushes!
Total : 1

[x] Prayed- yeah.
[x] Texted in class- texted? but if it's something negative then i think so. (:
[ ] Smoked a cigarette- No and never! rawr~
[ ] Had more than one crush at a time - hahas, noppee.
[x] Disliked someone - yes, unfortunately.
Total: 3

Overall total : 20
Multiply By Three: 60%- this is how much of a teenager you are

LOL. I didn't know it'll be so low!

Chuaa.

AT♥8:29 PM

I am... currently bored. in the computer lab.
Supposed to do bio. Supposed.

Apparently I'm still waiting for 4:30pm to come. Cheer Practice. Only thing is majority of the seniors (aka base) can't make it today thus I don't think practice will be very useful today.

History wasn't so bad...? Or was it not. Yeah prolly wasn't, because we were allowed to get into teams to discuss about democracy in Singapore. Btw I think Mr. Loke starts to *smile* a little more during lesson times, better than how it was during Term One?

Then break. Whereby it was break. (:

Then Chinese. Boring.

Then English. Oh. Free Period since we were allowed to wonder about a place in school that "attract" us so that we can write a descriptive essay about it.

Then Lunch. Gerlynn bought this nice cooling tea thingo for Ivan who claimed he was having fever; apparently he was caught by her playing basketball just now. :D Oooh get well soon Ivan! xD.

Then Math. Test which I don't think I did very well for. FORGOT TO STATE THAT K IS A NON ZERO CONSTANT. gaAh. Hopefully I'll never make that mistake again and that Mr. Low will be lenient.

Tests and Exams are approaching.
Though I'd love to go out and have some fun.
Places on my mind are
Science Centre, Ice Skating, Kbox (with Siming and Ger & co.), WCP etc.
Wish I'd have those fun after May 17.

Either Jaryl is moody or something coz he just said the F word. I thought only Stuart says it often in class?! RAWR.

Double Biology Project doesn't make a very good combination, but I love my team all the same, which consists of Uncle Ash Ger Feyra and I. Wootsy.

You know Chua's bored. Else she won't be typing random things.

And I drew something nice on my table. Oh pretty pretty. But apparently nobody gets the drawing! Haha! They'll get the idea one day.

Bored. Bored. Boring. Boredom.

o-O

Chuaaaa.
whiny.

AT♥3:16 PM

So, yes. Unfortunately, the weekends are over. *sniff*
And they were yes, wasted.
Thus I feel guilty. :(
Though I did enjoy a little.

WAITING FOR 17 MAY.
*

Playing MOTAS by yourself late at night is scary, by the way. With a little bit of creeps. You just randomly click around then the alien starts moving or something. That's like errr....
Anyway MOTAS's until level 18! I completed them all just. :D Your turn!

Tomorrow's Monday, along with cheer prac at 5:30pm to 7pm.

And there's history (lecture), break (break), chinese (no idea; slack away), english (no idea, slack away as well), lunch (math hw+ revision), math (lesson).

then maybe a lil chem hw and physics revision before practice.
*

Upset? Not really...
Just confused.
And worried.

Chua.

AT♥12:01 AM

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Hello Chua.
Just a plain reminder here for you to check back on your archives next time.

I've warned you once and I've warned you twice.
Two paths; pick the sensible one.

AT♥10:01 PM

Lol.
205 rocks!

Even all the C div rep from all the houses are from 205 except WWJ.
:D

I love 205`
tons.
*

got tricked by Raghav for Aprils' Fool! Coool. (:

AT♥3:53 PM

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