Thursday, March 30, 2006

i want to be me.

there's quite a number of stuff i want to do, which i currently cant. lack of money. or other stuff.
-MANGA and COMICS!!!!
-new badminton racket
-MANGA and COMICS!!!!
-another skipping rope
-MANGA and COMICS!!!
-learn photoshop and make my own blogskin.

more, but those *points to siggy*...
waaa.
sobs.
******

*raises brows* there's like FOUR people asking me if we had any AXIS hw?!?! i thought ppl are like me who didnt give a damn about AXIS, actually.
******

i'll juz skip the happenings in sch.
btw, the reason why i didnt hand in Assignments 1 - 5 (math) to Mr. Ku was because i was troubled over Assignment 3, question 1e.
my answer was
2x = 12x/5
which was ridiculous.
spent about 2 days trying to figure out why im wrong.

until during lunch time when i once again took out my math file to check...

after a few minutes...
(with Eugenia, Deb, Ger beside me)

I finally got fed up with it. Stood up, slammed my file flat on table, and said, "I dont know why im wrong in this fucking math question. Im going off to find Mr. Ku."

in the end Mr. Ku wasnt at staffroom, and after i happened to see Junhan and went to ask that genious in math, he said, the answer is ZERO.
goodness, Mr. George Tan, must you have that question?!
******

Anyway Mr. Ku signed me up for Math Olympiad Open.
yikes. what do i do?
i'll just give it a try, i suppose...
******

Great Math lesson; 3pm to 4pm.
The group who was suppose to be presenting Fibonacci claimed that they didnt bring their thumbdrive. In the end MGT showed us a disney math clip. --"

after the lesson ended, i realised the side gate was still closed, so i intended to go with Mariel to find WeiJin in the library. started doing my math. then JunLe and JQ came over. then JQ need to "happily" remind me that it was raining way too heavily outside

argh. anyway went to busstop with mariel lending me her umbrella, but regardless if she tried covering me with it or not, it makes no difference. hahax. anyway thanks. on the way back (me, mariel, junle, jq) we found Ivan's spectacles on the bridge. *DOTS*

and he didnt even realise he lost his specs till i smsed him. *double dots*
******

haha, anyway, the TV show is soo funny.
there's this show that the superstars are acting in, and then JunYang like Kelly, then during night they met with this robber, took Kelly as hostage with a knife, asked JunYang to take out all the stuff in his bag, then JunYang had to take the love letter out that was intended for Kelly to read, in the end the robber read it and laughed like mad, then ran away. Then the story goes that Kelly read it blah blah blah.

haha! very drama! XD
******
i guess im too lazy to post anymore. lol`

anyway as i was writing the date on my worksheet today i realised it's a person's index number number of days to that particular person's birthday.

-chua.

AT♥7:58 PM

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

2nd post on Weds.

so if you guys havent read the 1st.. go read the previous one first. ^^

woke up late again. 7:10am. still punctual. luckily i live in clementi. yayz.

english lesson, we created one lovely story.
actually we were suppose to create a story about this cat which was last seen in NUS high sch and the owner Pete was trying to find it.
Having such a intelligent and creative girl in my group called chua, *im kidding. really. ^.=* well we (me, deb, ger) came out with this story about this prince called Pete was given a kitty from the Queen for his bday, and then the cat ran away and suddenly by magic landed in NUS high sch's soccer field and my classmate Jaryl (a guy who loves soccer in my class) went to kick it up to level 4 classroom where Jennifer (we were refering to our english tch Ms Jennifer Tan) found it. then Prince Pete cast a spell to find his cat and landed himself in the classroom with Jennifer.

extracted from story,
"Blinded by the BEAUTIFUL sight of Jennifer, [stuart went to ask for permission to vomit outside the classroom] he fell in love with her and they lived happily ever after."

hehe.

then there was break, blah blah blah, nothing much.

then dance... just rehearsed the same few steps we learnt, and oh, Bryan fell alseep on the mat. It's like since he was the only guy present for the lesson that day, and the lights in the dance studio was dimmed, and then it was raining, so comfy, also made me tired. *yawn* hahax.

as it was raining, i ended up staying back with Joanna and JQ at the canteen. i didnt have alot of hw to do so i ended up helping them with Math. and then that was the time when WeiJin/WeiJing/ or however you spell his name came over and that's when i knew him.

Left school at 5pm++
im way too tired... :(

oh, and WJ (so much easier than spelling your name) dont bother finding out my birthdate. you wont be able to. ^.=

wont be posting anymore, i think. anyway i'd rather do my colour chart. or even play!!!

Missing all 6jks, sobs.

-Chua.

AT♥6:48 PM

Tuesday.

Tuesday.

hi. i know today's weds... so im posting about yesterday, tues... since i had such a nice urge to blog, but then the computers were hogged, sobs, so im posting today. maybe double post, not sure though.

time to say how wondeful tuesday can get.

anyway... i wrote it in a book for me to blog in, so i'll just extract it. Written on tuesday night, about 11pm to 12mn.

"After the streuggles in school on the toughest day of the week, it's finally night.

Anyway, WOW, today was like hecking busy. X.O
busy till i didnt even have the time to take out my phone. In fact, i only had a 2 minutes break for the whole day in school, that is, 7:45 am to 6pm.

English - got back the results of our 1st test paper. Results were surprisingly higher than the other 3 girls in my grp - Ger, Deb, Eugenia. Anyway, i happened to ask Cleo how many marks she got and she got 69/75. I was like, "whoa! that's high!" when Ms Tan then announced that Cleo's marks was the highest. --" grats to her anyway.

Break... break?
10 mins spent for expalaining to Ms Tan about the EL proj. prototype. 7 mins spent queueing up for the locker forms, and guess what? my "pass" for my locker is three prime numbers. yay. easy to memorsise. 1 minute to wait for the other 3 girls and dashing to the canteen. 2 minute spent buying a packet of cold wedges plus a stick of seaweed chicken. Eating as much as possible on my way to chinese class coz im not going to have lunch...

Chinese
teleported from 1st lvl to 5th level.
boring, so i wont mention much.

History
Normal stuff.... Assignment 4's given as hw due on fourth.

Math
gulp. trying to multi task.
-Checking answers for Assignment 3
-teaching Eugenia Math
-Comapring answers for chapters with Mr. Ku while he was expaining to class.

Lunch
Deb went to biocharade.
Ger and Eugenia went to canteen for lunch.
I went to staffroom to look for Ms Cheong, and was told to meet her at the Chem lab3. Well i left the staffroom earlier than she did so i was suppose to reach earlier than her... but instead of going to ChemLab3 i ended myself up in Physics lab, Bio lab, THEN chem lab. lack of direction.
Did experiments that I had missed when i was absent before the hols until IS lesson starts. no lucnh.

Integrated Science
nothing much...

Literature
yay. last lesson for the day. two hours.
Presented presentation with teammates - randomly chosen. (Jean, Stuart, Hafizah)
After that we were suppose to copy some slides from Ms Koh's ppt, thus the class was very noisy. Suddenly, "BAM!" - I think Ryan caused an empty chair to fall or something like that, leaving the class to be EXTREMELY silent.

And then for all things, what must happen?
what must happen when the class happens to be EXTREMELY silent?

my phone rang.
MY PHONE RANG.

luckily, i didnt get ino any trouble. XD
set my phone as semi-silent instead of silent, thus it was still very soft but WHY FOR ALL THINGS RYAN MUST BANG THAT CHAIR DOWN?!!

lol...

and who called me? JESERN. (ex-classmate)

...

skip that. anyway, sch ended. but during lit class Stuart was telling me about some guy called WeiJing from what class? oO
[P.S. ah, today i met him. lol.]

And anyway JQ was smsing me about the biocharade held in the hall. 4 members per class. A representive was to be sent up and make actions to allow others to guess what's the word(s) relating to Biology.

Thus being chua i went to audi and support my classmate. WeiJin or WeiJing or whatever however his name was spelled as was there but i didnt even recognise him but who cares. So i went to sit behind my classmates (Ahmed, PanCheun, Debra, Jean) and halfway throguth the game I couldnt resist and ended up helping them so the mark gained was disqualified.

which also means if the biocharade ended up as a draw or lose means tt i'll feel extremely extremely extremely guilty.
LUCKILY,
M06105 THE CLASS THAT RAWKSS TOTALLY WON M06102 WHICH WAS RATHER INGENIOUS. YAY!!! (and it wasnt easy beating em'...)

HIP HIP HOORAY FOR AHMED, PANCHEUN, JEAN, DEB.

yay. but after that i still smsed to apologise to all four of them for making em feeling anxious during the middle of the game. *sry sry*

finally, i left school at about 6pm and it was argh, rainigng. and i didnt have an umbrella.

not the first time, but this time it isnt only a drizzle plus there was lightning, anyway so i dashed to the busstop as i wanted to go to clementi and switched bus to 189 that brings me to right below my block.

At clementi, too lazy to wait, went to be a good girl and go to BBS buying all the stationaries im missing of.
so what's in my pencil case now?

-30c (too lazy to put it in wallet)
-correction tape
-5 highlighters
-2 rulers, 1 more on table, and 1 metric ruler in my bag.
-1 eraser
-4 pencils
-1 stapler
-3 black pens
-4 blue pens
-1 red pen
-2 green pens
-lead

wanted to stuff a holepunch in it but lol, no space.

oh, and i kept knocking over stuff (muz have been too listless) in BBS.
knocked down a metal metric ruler, a A2 size plastic sheet, correction tape refill, and perhaps more, and i only stayed there for less than half hour.

then bought McWings from Mac in Clementi, by that time it wasnt raining anymore. --"
and saw Siming's sister...
and reached home at about 6 plus.

and finished all hw that's due tmr!

NIGHT,
Chua.

P.S. I'll scan in my teddy pic (A grade) when I have the time."

lol. that's it.
Cya,
Chua.

AT♥6:20 PM

Monday, March 27, 2006

Nocturnal... like always.

First event:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH KLL AND CYY.
(koh lock leong and chew ying yin)

i had a bath twice today.
one at 1:50 am and one at 9:50am, after swimming lessons.

went back to sch... ate some finger food, stuffed unfinished potato wedges into bag.
art class... didnt even finish painting the colour chart, but we get to bring our folio home! and i'll scan in the teddy bear i drew and got an A grade for... if i have the time. hahax. ^.=

lunch... not much appetite.
then there's math. i was checking through my assignment three while Mr. Ku was teaching the class chapter three. --"
speed too much le.
in fact, i finished the whole term paper. now checking my 5 assignments before handing it in.
and after that, i shall start doing practice papers during Math lessons...

end of school. me and deb went to ger's house to do IS and EL proj. Eugenia couldnt come due to some stuff. However, due to that, there was quite a celebration between the three of us (when was Eugenia disliked by almost everyone in M06105?) coz there's no more slackings, and in fact we were quite well tasked... *yay*

the point is, *ahem* i was doing the report except that i asked Ger to do the data table and Deb to the graph... and then i was looking through what they have done and realised something HIGHLY interesting. ^^

Ger's data table was labelled wrongly. Readings at the left, Independent Variable at the top. haha. she got that mixed. supposed to be vice versa. now that wasnt so funny till...

Deb has included the title, the labellings of the X and Y Axis, and even the small points, and even the conclusion...
guess what she missed out?
Drawing the points and lines - results.
LOL!
and when i told Deb that she was like "yah hor."

haha! so funny. XD

reached home at near 9... luckily no one was at home. coz i was suppose to reach before 8pm. XP
*lucky*

and i suddenly realised since im one of the few people who have taken all the possible modules that can be taken plus one more enrichment, i'll naturally be the person who has the most hw out of everyone, which also means im not suppose to slack... *Gulp*

but nvm, NO literature next semester. AHA! *wheeeee*

hw due tmr.
- Physics
- Chinese Article
- (DEFINITELY NO MATH COZ I FINISHED THE WHOLE THING)

i think that's all. yay.

nite,
Chua. :)

AT♥11:28 PM

Sunday, March 26, 2006

phew.

luckily beyond luckily, physics is not due tmr, so i dont need to die.
*phew*

tmr's kll's birthday, so happy birthday to him. :)
*

ANNOUNCEMENT:
For all nushshian who is interested in finding out the questions in the AstroChallenge, feel free to bribe my sis coz she's one the teammates who set those questions.

if you want to contact her, juz go her blog. it's under my linkies. xD
*

tmr.
morning - swimming.
break - i doubt we'll have time as it'll be taken up on the way walking back to sch.
art - painting. art's fun anyway. 'xcept lecture part.
lunch - oh yeah.. luckily there's lunch. i'll go and look for ms cheong and settle my chem... after SO long! *wont say more... it's meant to be a surprise of something*
math - and i'll ignore Mr.Ku like usual and do my assignments... lol.

after math we'll be going to ger's house to do el proj.
what have we not done...? (you guys can skip this lol)

adjectives 40 questions.
board prototype. *frantic, where's the markers?*
oh sheesh.. and those cards....
instructions and materials needed...

that should me more or less. meanwhile, for history, i'll need ll's help. XD

good, i think i'll survive today.

night,
Chua.

math rawks.

AT♥9:10 PM

Saturday, March 25, 2006

blah.

oh yeah. i didnt post yesterday. so just short summary on yesterday...

AXIS.
at audi. they showed this wonderful photography movie.
break.
then AXIS at hall. quite nice coz it's mr. ku's leading.
lunch.
WONDERFUL students councillor ceremony. cool. and congrats to all!

then bynes came over, so me and cheryl chat with him for a while, then cheryl left, then me and bynes went to jurong macs to snack abit and had a chat, and then went home.

*

today.
cdans bowling.
i sucked totally.
gl got two double strikes and kll a double strikes. meanwhile i sucked, got only a spare and a strike. dunno what's wrong with me. oO
and gl was pro, got triple digit for a particular round.
so was bynes, he's very stable, lol. avg about 8 or 9 per turn.

after that the grp of us (gl, bynes, kll, yf, sm, me) went to the badminton court near sm's house.
*gaaaa* to the wind.
after the wind more or less settled and i ended up teaching kll.
not bad, he learns how to serve faster than i do. although... it's abit weird still. hahax.

lets go book a court at cdans!

night. received news that we cant hav proj at ger's house.
so i better rush alot of stuff tmr. forget about sleeping tonight, chua.

sigh.

Chua.

AT♥9:17 PM

Thursday, March 23, 2006

Thurs. Fridae. YAY.

what joy.
After the easy monday, the stressing tuesday, the tough wednesday, and today's thurs... it's fri tmr. and after fri it's sat. and during the weekends i can once again go to jl and do my work...
MATH RAWKKKS.

just comming in to blog.

and for any of you wondering why im currently crazy over Mathematics is COZ Mr George Tan has happily given us a thick sets of notes containing questions and 5 assignments all at one go which was to be completed by the end of the term.

Doing what Chua does, I have happily left with only THREE questions for the rest of the term (excluding the assignments) by the 2nd day i receive the stack of paper.
which also means, im speeding like crazy. hahax.
thanks sis, she've been helping me with em'. YAY.

and i better get the best grade for this module as it's the easiest out of the easiest - algebra.
Practice better make perfect... I better work non-stop.
CA's bloody low mark dragged me down like crazy... further from my target.
MY target. that's to beat a particular person...

so, once again, MATH RAWKKS. I'll tell you guys when i finished it. HAHA. i cant wait.
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Today's lessons.
EL - test. quite okay.
break - potato wedges and rushing my math assignment 1. abit ironic.
Math - i didnt know it's math actually, lucky i finished my assignment. XD
Bio - New teacher. Ms Seah. I prefer Ms Tan Ee Ling!!!
Lunch - noodles. and milo.
Chinese - THURSDAY's chinese lessons are the worst. Dozing off to sleep AGAIN.
History - washed my face before going to class. got back test results. 19/35. JiaYi the smart lady got 33half, highest in whole year one i think.
Great Math - *curses* the partners who did on SIR ISAAC NEWTON SUCKS TOTALLY. *sorry* but their powerpoint presentation SUCKS and IT WAS TOTALLY COPIED FROM INTERNET OR THAT BLOODY NEWTON BOOK, *curses*.

after great math i then proceeded to the library to do a little more math... got stuck in 12, 1e. asked jq as he came to the library with me. dunno. ask mariel. dunno. in the end i asked andy. then another year 2 guy came over and helped me with it. then another 104 guy came over to ask physics question. so anyway i got helped as well. hahax.

then chatted a little till i finished only 2 questions, for ONE WHOLE HOUR. lol. oh well.

*************
very interesting stuffs happened during dinner today. XD

you guys know there's this kind of insects who will keep flying near light source, and then for some reason there was quite a number of them in the kitchen today.
very very ironically, halfway through the dinner my sis got a grain of rice stuck between her nose and mouth. i suggested her to suck it in instead of blowing it out... or the rice grain will come out with the mucus. X.X

so she went to get a cup of water... when she saw one of those insects on my mum's hair. *gulp*
and of course she tried to brush it off... when the insect got inner and inner into my mum's hair! she didnt get frantic or anything, but me and my sis sure did - by the sight.

by then the insect's wings were brushed off and *gulp* sticking onto my mum's hair while the body is crawling on the hair itself... then da jie ran to the piano, er jie got frantic and grabbed a comb, while i sat on the floor laughing. XD
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very very unfortunately and sadly, JQ needs to remind me of the great math journal that is due tomorrow... and he's even doing research for it which once again reminds me that i can NO LONGER get a BLOODY B grade for my journal again, or i'll flunk the module sooner or later.

oh, and a message to jq, RETURN ME MY DA VINCI CODE instead of leaving it in your shelf!!!!
XD
**********
hw time.

night,
Chua.
i miss 6jkers... :(

AT♥8:28 PM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

sigh.
hw.
flood.
forget about sleeping.
i'll die tomorrow morning... and revive tmr morning. before i reach school.
im exhausted...

anyway, some good news.

I GOT THIRD POSITION FOR LITERATURE TEST.
I GOT A-.
I GOT A-!!!!

and my bloody family didnt have much reaction, so i wont care much.

IT's LIKE I GOT THIRD!!!
gosh, im sooo glad. XD
and jean got A; 2nd. and before she got her test paper back she was like muttering, "im going to get a F, im going to get a F, im going to get a F,"

Hahax.

and then Math result which im not so sure if it's good or bad.. for my expectations, no.
i got fourth in class -- 91(dot) something.
forgot.

anyway, that's all the happy results. more or less.

************
wham. M06105 is celebrating Mr. Ku's burfdae tmr. due to the fact that our class LACK organisation like CRAZY, i flew to westmall to buy a weird big teddy for him lol. haha. and a card.
and for Eugenia's belated present from me,
I WANT OSO!!!! I pratically hugged her present in the shop and screamed high-pitchly-softly. wheeeee. She better love me and kiss me tmr. XD. Jk. WAAAAA!!!

dang.
night,
Chua.

I MISS EVERYONE.

AT♥9:35 PM

Monday, March 20, 2006

bad - and good.

poof. i'd better post before i dont have the time. (sorry, long post)
anyway, today was insanely crazy.

whee. woke up at 6 plus. felt a little hyper-active. didnt leave home feeling hyper though.
was also wondering why i tied my tie till it was so long. :)

caught bus 963 to school.

crossed the bridge, was nearing the side gate when i saw 188 just stopped, and out comes xinyi, jq, etc.

formal attire today. what a miracle, those who werent wearing formal werent scolded. they completely forgotten about it. XD *lucky jiayu*
and because of the fact that class mo6101, 102, and 105 was usually off to the swimming complex on mondays, after about a month, we get to sing the school song! so there was like messages passing around, "sch song, sch song." hahax.

poof. no swimming. PE this time. terrible lesson, though.
i dont know what's wrong with me but my health condition is definitely not well.
in any case we ran 3 rounds round the track, and i broke my staminal pretty often. BAD ENOUGH TILL JIAQING BEAT ME IN RUNNING, EVEN DEBRA DID. it's like, my running speed fell all the way down to near average? :(
*wham*
after that we gotta stand in circle (per class) and do some lousy pushups, some sit-ups, some idiotic cycling in the air, some PATHETIC stretching etc, and that's when the bad time come. we were standing up hopping on one leg for 100 plus times and after that we were suppose do something. what, i dont know, because i had only about 10% of my vision and was extremely pale...? not surprising to hear my friends once again asking me if im feeling alright. not the fast time but it's the worst case so far. thus i excused myself to the "toilet" where i just faint-walk to the concourse and sat at a corner. *play truant* it was kind of really bad actually. i dont know what's up with me, it happens at home too, so it's um rather normal to see my lying on the ground suddenly if there isnt any chair nearby. until i regain about 80% of my vision when i decided to go back to the trackfield where the teacher is.
*wham*
captain ball at level 4, or 5, i forgot. luckily i was in group C and managed to rest for a while. good thing i have about 90% of my vision at that time. had to me extreme-hyper and run and run and run, still i managed to score some goals... and then i decided that im useless in court and took over the place as the person who stands on the chair, for the first time. (under the great hot sun)
whatever. our group won anyway, heez. then yay, the shade.
and then we climbed down the stairs to the concourse, i felt much better than. in fact, i was like half-screaming "I can see!!!" at the concourse. ha, did anyone hear?

that's for PE. run run run. more run. oh, and wet hair.

20 minutes break(i bought 100plus as there's no SpriteIce.).. and then there's ART.
i still felt a little giddy (2nd time i feel sick in her class) but who cares. bad thing was i was struggling to stand straight while listening to ms tang's longgg lecture... then i drew my drawing. horrible drawing. :( got distracted by eugenia, until i suddenly realised that i left with TEN minutes. rush!!! oh well, it was completely... but it wasnt so nice. o.O and yay, my previous drawing during the previous lesson was pasted up in the artroom. this shows that my standard of art is still gd. ^.=
btw, we were suppose to draw a tweety bird soft toy, a bucket, and a blue cloth today. *whee*

1 hour lunch. i didnt eat anything, no appetite.
instead, i spent my time running up and down to the staff room to collect the hw i didnt receive BEFORE the hols, as i only attended school for a day for the whole of the week before hols, due to illness. and the girls' groups were to be signed up for a science fair thingy, also meaning representing our school, thus extra stress, have to do better for the project for Integrated Science (IS).

lunch ended. math now...
test results not so good, but i expected it anyway. somewhere around 6th position in class. and to think that i have been so good teaching eugenia math, she was actually so evil to attempt to beat me. *hmph*. at least she got equal marks as me for math this time round. she's so mean. :(

haha, math rawkks, coz Mr. Ku was explaining to ME for half the lesson about what i missed out when i was absent. luckily i caught the concepts fast, or else we'll get released late.

great, after math, was BADMINTON.
wheeeeeeee.
2pm.

----sry, but gtg eat dinner first. dad was calling for my name and i ran to my room and hid under my bed. XD. posting later! ---

back.
anyway, it was 2pm.
me and eugenia went to the hall together. aha.
there were only 3 guys from M06102, so i just grabbed my racket and joined them, a 2 vs 2 until jq and christ came. then um jq popped behind me and then timo came as well, and so did tingan, until the court became me and jq and eugenia vs tingan and timo, also meaning juniors vs seniors.
first thing was timo's badminton skills definitely fell after the hols, meanwhile for jq his strength is way too much already, he was like at the back of the court and *whack* the shuttlecock still flies way past timothy and we were screaming "OUT!" for ages. XD
after a while it was timothy's turn.

and um surprisingly i shot out quite a number of times as well. ^.=

after that timo and tingan went off for class, so it was jq vs me and eugenia. jq was too easy with us lol, he should try smashing a little more often. *i also want!!~* xp.

by then it was 3 plus, i already had jelly legs. first it was running, next it was standing lecture, third it was running around the badminton court trying to hit the lousy shuttlecock that has 4 feathers left.... oh stuart was also watching us play, just that he didnt want to coz he claims he's lousy.

we were really tired by then and were sitting down while playing, so ended up having a break at recess. my hair was really wet then... i was like someone who dipped her hair into the swimming pool or what.

i then went to buy 7up ice... as there's no sprite ice. XD
and a packet of chocie cookies.
and then jq was telling me about stockssssssss. haha!! i wish i can buy them.

and back to the hall we go... except that jq went for his conversational malay. and in comes jiayu. whee. jiayu was wanting to get tingan's racket who was left in the hands of eugenia.. but eugenia being silly refused. so in the end me and jiayu sat beside the court where eugenia, chris, and two other 101 girls were playing badminton.

and suddenly *poof* roy ang joined us. weird, i seldom see him at the court. he was looking for his sis actually.

anyway while talking to jiayu i realised my hair was really really wet. first, im wearing formal so my back was sweating alot and it sucks totally with my formal. i should have wore my PE tshirt. anyway, when i shake my head, i realised my hair was SOO wet that my sweat could be shook out?

and after that i had some fun playing solo with LUXI. cool, we were making each other RUNNN. like run to the back, then back to the front, then to the left, and the right. *tiring* but definitely fun. XD and there's smashes and etc. fun. :P

anyway i wasnt suppose to play solo with him, until eugenia decided to chase darren for tingan's racket? and then after losing to/winning luxi it was 5 plus and i left, reached home at about 6. sweaty....

so i went to bathe immediately. YAY. CLEANNNN. extra soap and shampoo. now im CLEAN.

haha.

more or less the rest of the day was fine...
just that i mistook a rock melon for honeydew. yuckz.

night,
Chua.

P.S. talenttime date was postponed. yay.

AT♥6:50 PM

Sunday, March 19, 2006

my 200th post.

celebration? *um*
*claps*

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anyway, yesterday was Eugenia & Mr. Ku's birthday. meanwhile today's sidwyn's birthday.
wished em' all a happy birthday through msn.

and i told mr ku may his stocks rise, and erm sidwyn another thingy. *haha*

so, happy birthday to everyone who's birthday is on march, including ll. ^.=

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i go to jl as often as daily.
luckily i have "accompanyments". the word can also be replaced with "distractors".
kiddin.
i love being in my beloved library. X)

and my graphing calculator....
and my handphone....
well, and many more. XD

***********************
i've became more cheerful lately. normal sign that im still saying "OH goodness/gawed dammit/ wtf - MY HOMEWORK!!!"

anyway, i just received a piece of news from JQ.
OH GOODNES, THANKS A ZILLIONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!

NO SWIMMING TOMORROW!!!!
NOOOOO SWIMMING TMR!!!!
NOOO SWIMMING LESSONS TMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SWIMMING LESSONS TMR!!!

WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!

oh thanks jq for the piece of news, if not i'll be a geek tmr in school.

*mutters no swimming lessons tmr*

WAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHH!!
***********************

X)
enough about that.

*sigh* in any case. my hw. and well there's still more stuff.
***********************

evo'zong gave me a web. i have yet to figure it out.
http://www.borrett.wattle.id.au/computing/petals-j.htm

maybe you guys can try it.. i'll prefer motas still. ^.=
***********************

btw. just to talk a little more.. i killed a whole lots of ants yesterday.

just before i wanted to do my hw, i spotted a mess in the kitchen.
it was a piece of pineapple, about 0.2cm x 0.7 cm big and there were 10 plus ants surrounding it. due to my one and only weakness that i shall not say, i decided to use the element opposite fire to kill it. WHAM.
*splashes water*
*sees drowned ants*
some of the ants were still running around trying to get to the end of the water... then *poof* more water. and they were flowing along the current still...
thus, the less than 1cmx 1cm mess was turned into a 1/2 m x 1m mess.
water water water. ^.=

and then i wiped the mess up with a cloth.... *eeeuk*
ants.
***********************

directory.......? tell me when you find it. XD
if you ever do. :P
***********************

niggghtss,,,
cchuuuaaaa.

*brr*

AT♥10:16 PM

Friday, March 17, 2006

whee. wheeeeee. wheeeeeee!

whee. guess what, guys? (and siming)

I REMOVED THE PLASTER OF MY TOE. mwhahaha.
just for a while. hehe.

sorry. abit xiao. but lemme be xiao-er for the day.

got influenced by siming......
she's going to go mwhahaha. so i'll just take back and say no, i didnt get influenced by her.

what happened today was what happened today.
you can pop in to siming's blog and read. ^.=

just that i need to edit some stuff...

went up very scared stuff would spill in our bags.
We went up but SHE was the one very scared stuff would spill...

chua took the small little stool n put it in front of our sofa.
(see, im the one doing everything xD)
did we mention more about the stuff about having her coke put beside the table and my coleslaw hidden behind my bag and her zinger sqaushed plus my bandito left on the sofa etc.?

n then went up went into the room n then that very very gay guy asked us wad we...
and then we went into the room and once again met that very very very very very very gayish and sissyish guy.
.

oh and when we left it was reallly funny!
it was like, this guy (jobbing) was closing the door slowly for us... and after closing the door he quickly run off grinning coz another girl(jobbing) was angry with him and chased after him. hahax. funny sight.

cooey. and before that we were at jl. saw gl's injury. *ahem*
sure hope it's getting better.

and dinner was horrible....? eeeuk.

***thinks about tmr***
YAY. NO NOTHING. i get to do my hw. whee.

da chang jin rawkkss.... go watch it! ._.
10pm at channel u.
provided that you ppl arent those who sleep early.

---thinks about a few more stuff---
i'll leave that to my diary. - if you believe i have one.

night,
Chua.

AT♥9:42 PM

Thursday, March 16, 2006

^-_

morning. XD

woke up in half a shock.
first thing i did was to slap myself coz' its thurs. and i havent done my hw...

and then i hear my dajiu's and dakim's voice.
sis came over, she wanted to change and go to orchard. intended to shoo me out of the room. i then decided to just continue lying on bed and have the blanket covering my whole head coz i didnt want to see my dajiu and dakim while sis change. :)

poof. suffocated for about 10 minutes. ^.=
sis got off the room. yay. before i knew it mum shouted to check if im awake.
of course i am... long ago.
shouted yeah. i just woke up. so i was called out to see my dajiu and dakim...

poof. dakim exclaimed (in chinese but im translating), wow! you're so tall! and sooo pretty!
i havent even comb my hair.
so i have to give the innoncent look like we always do...
followed by a lame haha.
i want to get back to my bed...

luckily it didnt last for long. they went out to somewhere, together with my mum.
so i sat on the sofa and started reading digital fortress.
and then my insane sister did something ridiculous.
she sees me everyday but still,
"you're very tall? hey stand up let me see."

gawd.

my sis had some problems with her dressing. in the end i decided to take out all my skirts (i have a whole lot...) and let her increase her picking choices. poof. she took one that once belonged to siming.

now my sis looks really ridiculous.
MY shirt,
MY SIS's jacket (she's going to orchard omg),
Siming's skirt.

and she used a really baggy bag together with her ipod. -_-"

dang. one hour of dressing later she went out of the house.

whee. and im left alone at home.

had to meet siming at westmall at 11 plus.....

changed, closed all the windows, locked the door of the master room, when i decided to apply medicine on my injured toe. and the medicine is in the master room and i dont have the key! like chua, i do what she always can do...
took a 20-cent coin, pick the lock, and the job is done.

my blood stained the mat again. oO
put on plaster, and set off. haha.

i reached there about 20 minutes later before time due to missing the bus.
was smsing siming all the way as i went there.
anyway, i bought debra's present, we slacked at the library for a while, ate burger king for lunch and a merri-mint at swensens, before we split.

she went to woodlands library together with gl and ll. meanwhile i had to rush to jec to pass my dakim home keys as mum didnt bring hers... and i proceeded up to the 3rd lvl for deb's party at ice skating ring.

it was rather crowded, so i didnt get to skate much.
abit boring actually. xp.

watched TheShaggyDog movie together, and then i came back home while the rest have dinner at KFC. i was way too xianed.

the day gets more and more boring....

till it's night. xD
dont get injured again.........
night,
Chua.

AT♥9:31 PM

a hell lot happened today and i'll post later.

about ten minutes later i'll be shooed off to eat dinner.

*sigh*

seeya.

AT♥7:41 PM

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

interesting. i wanted to delete the previous post, but decided not to after a while.

interesting.

*
enough.
you know how to think.
you know.
you know if you truly want to give up. you dont wish to.
you'll think of it yourself.
my advice is carefully.
actually you dont even need to think...
you know.
nite,
chua.

AT♥10:28 PM

d0tz.

first,
ppl's tagging a little too much at my shoutbox.
*points siggy finger*

lol. ignore the 1st point.

second,
there's quite alot of phone calls made today. and most of them were - unneccesary?

i get jx calling me to ask me for the bowling price in cdans. and he answered his own question.
i get eugene calling me talking to me about some 6k'05 funds and 10 prepaid cards?
i get siming calling me, muttered some stuff, and hanged up.

third,
-cancelled-

fourth,
SIMING!!!! OI.

*

enough about the numberings.
i'll just type chunks of paragraphs.

^.=

i injured my fourth toe.
and it's staining blood everywhere.
ouch...

i'll cut everything elseand summarise it into one sentence....... .
i feel myself shattering... into pieces.
maybe more than one.
many many pieces. many more.
sincerely,
Chua.

do i know you?
do you know me.
you dont want me to know you.
and so, i'll hide my true self from you?
please.
stop the lies...
i thought you promised.
cry? just cry.

AT♥7:38 PM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

posting early.

just to pop in and say i dont like myself. >.<

*

Sis's crazy about DAE JANG GEUM despite the fact that we already have both the VCD and CD...? or was it VCD and DVD. oh well, two of the three. ^.=

oh, DAE JANG GEUM's coming in tv today, so just advertising abit, go watch it!!!

(i mean, it's kind of crazy, that show was out three years ago....)

*

sheesh. march hols hw arent little.
followed by the numerous numbers of assignment...
grp members doesnt seem to be worrying much about it, i'll probably leave it up to myself.

and i did badly for my greatmath poster.. i wonder what's my grade for the enrichment? i hope i get a good grade...

*

kll's wanting to go out. im wanting to just - do my hw. and assignments.

worried for them, rather. i dont want to rush everything on sat and sun.

one week isnt enough!!!

geez.

*

forgot to mention i entered a very nice dreamland today.
it's relating to war and science and some other stuff...

weird, but lol, nice.

cheers,
Chua.

AT♥1:35 PM

Sunday, March 12, 2006

i forgot.
havent been posting for 2 days? or is it only one.

anyway, cool, the hols are here.

P.S. Tingan's at BeiJing, feeling rather cold... but still, wish she'll be having fun there! =D

back to me... ha.

yesterdayy.
went out with gl and lockie. :)
libraryy. pokerr. icee.
xD

todayy.
went out with sm.
neoprints neoprints neoprints more neoprints. XD

i'll photocopy it in here next time, there's one that's really cute! a pity we didnt add the background... but gosh, it's NICEEEEE!! *waahh*

i think my post's really boring. anyway, i heard that Da Vinci code movie's coming out during May? *coool* just as i wanted to take out the book and re-read again, i suddenly remembered that i have lent mine to Jq... take care of it! :D

it's the hols, once again.
miss all my frenz sooo much! 6jkers. ~

nite,
chua.

AT♥10:35 PM

Friday, March 10, 2006

im just... plain bored.

woke up really late today.
maybe because of the sleepless nights i was having.

fever.
and now cough.

i slept quite early. about 10pm, perhaps?
and i woke up a little past midnight, coughing like im dying.
then i fell asleep again.

and woke up - 12 hours later.

sigh.
*

oh. i said i was bored didnt i.
coz there werent any school today. it was quite a relieve actually. XD

next was i cant chat with any of the four ppl.
2 were having sports day, 1 was bashing up the computer because of its disconnection X), and the last one was off to camp. lol.
*

goodness, the hols are here.

gaa.

i miss dance! X)

night,
Chua.

AT♥8:38 PM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

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AT♥8:19 PM

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

temperature... 38.4.

better than 39.2 that i had this morning, in any case.

it's obviously strage. tmr will be my fourth day for fever...

but i'll still force myself to go to sch tmr for my bio exam. luckily it's only one hour.

was it a warm or hot day?
if it is, i definitely didnt feel it.

im freezing in my own world.

i've probably known how to "control" my illness.
and my prediction is i'll recover somewhere at 4pm tmr. XD

counting down.
tomorrow i'll get to say tomorrow...
thursday.

night,
Chua.

and dont fall ill like i did.

AT♥9:22 PM

Monday, March 06, 2006

sigh.

sigh.

*sigh*

*

god dammit freak off.
*sigh*

im so upset due to the fact that i dont know what kind of lessons i've been missing out...
especially art!
and freaking MATH.
what am i going to do on weds?

my god, im feeling BAD.
totally freaked.

what a lame SLACKER.

MY HW!

EUGENIA'S TEST.

MY MATH TEST.

BIO EXAM.

who gives a damn about history....

GAWD.

sigh.

damnit.

sigh.

stabs myself.

ARGHHHHHHHHHH.

when can i get some PEACE?

help. help. help. help.

HELP.

ARGHHHHHHHHH.

no...

-Chua.

AT♥4:42 PM

Sunday, March 05, 2006

yikes.

forgot to bring bio lec. 5 notes to JL.
in any case i read 4/5 of bio. ^^
and i didnt have the mood to do math. i was pratically frozen in the library.

anyway, weird events sure are weird events.
while i was trying to do my math on the table, this stranger (a guy) was sitting at the table beside three teenagers and he passed a note to the teenagers to pass to me, asking for my phone number. very funny.
said a stern no and asked those teenagers to pass the stupid note back.

then after that (lol) i received a phone call from liyoung about some interesting stuff that andy said. "some interesting", actually.

anyway the main thing was i was too frozen until i went out of the library shivering and having my fingers numb. and i slowly defreeze myself on my way back in the bus.

and yeah im back home with a rising temperature, currently 37.3 degrees celcius. and oh, a light headache. but i cant get a sore throat or i cant make it for my performance on the 22nd. T.T

Chua.

AT♥5:42 PM

yesterday and today's plan.

yawn. morning.
sunburn on the face and hands and feeling tired....

anyway i came in to post after reading tt's girl blog.
since one had his blog deleted, the other posted to apologise for not posting *dots* and the other didnt post.

gaa. im tired!
before 8 am, left home to go nhps for the award day thingy.
bilingual award got 100 bucks while those who got math and sci A* got a 20 bucks voucher for popular... better than nothing. :)
then there was jh's speech...
and then the award ceremony ended one hour before they expected it to end - 10am.

- end of award ceremony -

poof. lots and lots of the 6jks decided to go to westcoast park.
and it was suppose to be a farewell gathering for clarence(tch). dots.
and the names are..
siming, cheryl, jy, yj, gl, bynes, kll, zicong, chunwee, charles, yz, wilb...
who else?

i adore the pyramid. haa.

lun came rather late; he didnt get to see cheryl and was like; *awww*
interesting to see him flirt in any case.

and once again, i adore the pyramid.
only thing was that the sun's hot; but who cares.
:P

oh come to think of it before cheryl left she saw this couple kissing at the top of the pyramid for a reaal long time and she was like pointing at them and wanting us to see.

but i still adore the pyramid. *sticks out tongue again*
enough about the pyramid. o.O

clarence organised races at the wcp; and of course gl took part. together with keith, wilb, and some other of their juniors...
and oh, instead of a 2km race, it ended up to be more like a 1km race. they were all told it was 2km and running at the 2km pace, so they werent at the top and felt cheated.
Dots to Lun.

after the race, there was some crap chatting among the group of us, with lun leading. and coughs coughs coughs coughs coughs at lun coz for some reason he was very interested in some topic. in anycase after lots of them have left and it "reduced" to lun, gl, kll, and me, i said bye and left to go to ger's party and the location was somewhere near clementi park.

- end of wcp trip -
so i was walking around the whole of "clementi park" lun said, until ger called to say i was at the wrong clementi park. *thanks lun* and i the end i still took a cab ha. at the 1st level of that estate, i could here eugenia shouting "GERLYNN!!". gosh, she sure is loud. ^^

the time was past 7pm and i was still in my NUS uniform. went to change, of course. and gave ger a half-squashed-pressie and a nice little hug from me. what i missed out was just the swimming, so we didnt wait long for the dinner to come. meanwhile the guys was playing halo in a very very weird manner.

ppl who were present in ger's party was
ger, eugenia, deb, chua, xinyi, yingyin, kaiqi (sharlene), ivan, jq, xingzhi, and a whole lot of sharl and ger's siblings and then their relatives as well. :)

after dinner i half watched spirit, poor eugenia cried terribly. meanwhile sharl and i went to the swing and had a very very nice chat. she was laughing like crazy and i was laughing at her laughing. in any case, sharl is a very very nice person. *hugs* (she's moi senior) and oh, our chat have yet to end so if i guess those in NUSHS will have an interesting time seeing how much we'll be laughing at the canteen tables when we sink back to our chatty mood again.

spirit ended halfway. i was like, huh? meanwhile eugenia was *yaayyyy! happy ending!!* i bet it was a nice show though, even when i watch only halfway.

me and sharl's chat was stopped abruptly as xinyi told me we gotta go (her parents fetched me home, how niceeee) and i said bye to all of em and left after giving eugenia and ger another nice hug. got back home at 5 minutes to 11.

- end of yesterday -

now for today.
tasks is to
buy liyoung a belated present,
FINISH READING EVERY SINGLE BIT OF MATH FILE,
finish more or less revising my bio.
for my history, uh oh. :(
buy another hi!card top up card
buy some weird stuff at westmall
settle the weird overdue book in JL.

Dots.
revision must always take place in JL in any case, so i wont be back online until maybe 6pm.

night,
Chua.

oh wait, isnt it morning.

AT♥9:44 AM

Friday, March 03, 2006

wahahhahah!!

the show rawkkssssss. =D

geez, it was so nice haha.

*

Year Ones went to a museum as an excursion today.
as most of you in nushs have seen, you're probably wondering why we were scolded at the concourse for 35 minutes straight. it proves that our school is kind of lame at some parts still.

scolded us for the bad behaviour we showed in the museum. heard that 2 guys were pushing each other around. and then they scolded us for talking too loudly, touching the exhibits, not paying attention to the teacher... blah blah blah.

and what was the punishment?
writing an apology letter that is to be read by some funny teachers and then sent to the museum. and we were to go to the museum next weds again to cover up our CCA and accordingly to them, to prove that we can behave well.

and it's highly unfair. why?
coz M06105 was like behaving so well, oh yes including stuart.
and then we get scolded and blah blah blah until we left with 10 minutes to gobble our lunch before bio lecture; but luckily ms tan gave us another 15 minutes! :)

*froze in theatrette*

*

tomorrow's is more like a jammed pack day for me. getting off at home before 8am and reaching home at near 11pm. gaaa.

hope Jean's much better now, after um, some bad news? *sigh*

night and loves,
Chua.

AT♥10:04 PM

Thursday, March 02, 2006

whoa.

omigosh.
i just watched the 2nd last espisode of the lawyer show thingy and um...
creeps.

*
what kind of world is this?

at least im not some kid who's down with cancer and thinking this world is like some depression place.
cant people just make do with what they have now, like complaining when as they are some pampered freak.
they get into this school, they make do with what they have in this school.
they chose this school, so cut the crap about complaining how much one wants their friends back and how different this school is.
or even like going around telling people they are stupid just because they're different.
and the worst part is even saying, "i was super popular in my previous school."
talk about irony.
*

dots. i vommited just now. now more like back to a normal innoncent kid jumping around the house.
now that sounds exaggerated.

*
nice grades. ^^
bio "pop-quiz" 19/20. :)
highest was jiayi who got 1st in class - 19 1/2.

BAD grades. :(
literature essay C+
Math Journal B- 3/5 marks *hecks*
Chinese test Failed.

*

history test; bio exam; math test
week 10.
i want to bury myself under the books in JL after sch tmr. oO

reminded me of my weird overdued book.

night, *sigh*
Chua.

AT♥9:59 PM

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

i dont know what to do.

lying helplessly by myself.

i just wanted to be a little more alone.

what's my motive for living?
a total contradiction.

unable to control one's reaction.
my own.

i dont dare to hurt people.
by saying facts.

so the best i can do -
just escape?

but i feel hopeless.
i dont know what. or even how.

Chua.

AT♥9:51 PM

everything.

gawd.
im tired.
im exhausted.
im restless.
i just want a break.

and i need to stop myself from trusting people;
they always break promises anyway.
i need to learn.

im sick of everything else.
about me.
about - everything else.
just everything...

i just want a break.
im really tired.

i dont know if i should do anything.
even if i should i dont know how.

but i cant do anything;
im too tired.

Chua.