Tuesday, February 28, 2006

What a day.

Perfectly unfantastic.
but overally *no such word* night was peaceful as i got to listen to melodies of life haha.

anyway, just wanted to post what i wanted to post after receiving JX's phone call...

brag brag brag brag brag brag brag brag brag brag brag brag.
lame lame lame lame lame lame lame lame lame lame lame lame.
LAMER, LOSER.

yuck, how can clarence say he's charming?
if he is both me and cheryl are angels. *pukes*

+++dots.+++

dots. it's so obvious anyway.
you're one smart person. too smart that i dont even bother kiddin'.
dang.

nitez,
Chua.

BIO EXAM!!!
CHINESE TEST!!!
HISTORY TEST!!!

MARCH HOLIDAYS!!!

*rawr.*

AT♥10:54 PM



Monday, February 27, 2006

...

morning. something good. eugenia said it was touching. o.O
nobody cried```

swimming.. i didnt swim. but the whole group of us were forced to watch them under the hot sun 2 hours straight until it got me dark. oh, and our poker cards were confiscated. *lol*

after swimming was our way back to sch and break followed by fine arts.
for once eugenia and debz ran!! so enthu. for the sake of break, actually...

gobbled a piece of chicken and sausages.

almost late for fine arts still. dots.
and that's where my first symptoms of sickness came.
nauseous, unbearable stomachache and felt like fainting till i had to clutch debra suddenly. told ms tang that i had to excuse myself with the sickly-pale face until she was rather shocked.

got back to the lesson midway with my friends asking if im fine. then sat down and did another wonderful (my point of view. :P) drawing with my leg cramming......

then cheryl told me something evil. oO

after fine arts was lunch and i ate some disgusting stuff that i cant finish. then math... same, but more interesting as mr ku had finally decided to speed up himself until i have no time to slack! but then, while he's giving the examples to the rest of the class i got to use the time to start my assignment earlier, and now i completed it. *grins*

after math was um, suppose to tutor eugenia.
then xinyi came over to tell me what's her score.
and it turn out badly bad, it was LOWER THAN EUGENIA's TWELVE OUT OF FIFTY MARKS.
gawd.
so it turned out that i tutored BOTH eugenia and xinyi, that was after lianhan and wenxiang took my sprite ice bottle to drink it...

really tired while teaching those two. nevertheless xinyi was easier to teach but then eugenia understood stuff faster, or else it's just me really tired.

dots. even when im tired i still went with jiayu and co. to play basketball. that got me even darker in a day. :P
okay, any of my friends from last year who just read that im playing basketball must have a great shock. it's only ONE time, hee.

anyway, luxi made up for lianhan and wenxiang coz he bought me a sprite ice bottle.
oh, and stuart still owe me a drink. forgot why, remembered it was some kind of bet that i won.

got back home, sweaty and everything bad. okay maybe not THAT bad.

damn. chinese compo..., i forgot.

dont think i'll have the time to come online later, unless anyone out of the 3 ppl comes online (provided that i am appearing off). coz i have nothing to talk to kll either. lol.

now i dont have enough time.

* my left eyelid's twitching. *

bad headache now. i dont want to go sch tmr... :(

evening, or night,
chua.

+++7:30pm+++

gosh, after JQ's fever it seems to be my turn.

still slight, though. 37.3...

dang, usually after i get fever i'll get rash. hecks.

night,
Chua.

AT♥6:34 PM



Sunday, February 26, 2006

http://kevan.org/johari?name=yjlevia

http://kevan.org/johari?view=yjlevia

this's the johari thingy.
do help me do it if you got the time; lots n lots of thanks. ^^
view it in the second link.

will be posting later, hopefully.

loves,
Chua.

+++8:09pm+++

you left me speechless.
crying.
touched.

i wont forget today.
i promise.

love,
Chua.

+++9:43+++

gosh, i turned half xiao after talking to evo.

what's with the 8 characters, triple words, emotes, and stabs.
*wonders*

interesting.

night,
chua.

+++10:03+++

OH THANKYOU, GOD, I FOUND WHAT I LOST!!!!!!!!!

night,
Chua.

THANKYOU!!!!!!

AT♥6:46 PM



Saturday, February 25, 2006

dang.

i just suddenly want to express my gratitude to lots and lots of you.
so, thanks. :)

+++today's event
- went JL.
- found out that bynes had a tablet PC. *coooool*
- had big trouble trying to settle down in a place?
- bynes told me something really really truful and i want your handphone!
- called evo "evoevo" after he called me "levlev". (msn, that is.)
- btw evo is my sis's friend..
- found out that i lost something really really important that was given on 18Nov05.
- received numerous birthday invites during march...
- INcompleted English Project is going to be due soon.
- *tortured myself*
- something's bad. or rather, alot.
- caught luxi being vulgar. although he always is.
- evo was trying to tell me how evil this world is.
- was wondering when my jie is going to get her a boyfriend. i'll elaborate more later. :P
- final destination 3 is out! 2 days ago. but it seem more like a horror movie....
- living in a paranoid world. im tired.

+++
anyway i was saying,
sis, when are you gonna get yourself a boyfriend lol.
since you have people admiring you as well.
so im assuming that you secretly admire someone. and you better get me off the mind that it's evo. unless, it's true. :)
+++

to make this blogskin to fit for both firefox and ie is horribly impossible.
but firefox rawks.~ xD
nitez.
Chua.

AT♥8:59 PM



Friday, February 24, 2006

Blogskin changed.

well the most obvious thing is that the blogskin changed...
and i prefer this to my previous one anyway. :)
reduced the numbers of posts to 15.
if you really want to read the archives go ahead anyway. if you dont know how, happy figuring. it wont take long.
*

was watching the lawyer show thingy juz now. :)
and the female actress was asking if all guys are jerks.
giving them everything they can when they are together and forgetting about it after breaking up.
*wonders*
*

i wonder how all of you are.
i feel fine.
and hope all of you will soon.

night,
Chua.

+++
yes yes sis i know i cant convince you with the stupid cold wind thingy. but i forgot why anyway. seriously.

AT♥8:54 PM



Thursday, February 23, 2006

T.T
Sis and Dad ate up my one and only fav-coloured-darkblue merci bar...
out of the rest, they must choose THAT.
T.T

+++
for once, i feel cold...

AT♥6:52 PM



i know, i know.

what goes on in my mind again and again repeatedly is just
"yeah, yeah"
"i know, i know"
"yar, yar."

coz i've been repeating the same stuff to myself again and again daily.

like how i failed my math paper,
how slack i am,
how much homework i left,
blah blah blah...

repeats.

counselling at past 12mn doesnt make much sense to me.
suffering under the essay on DNA and Protein Synthesis.

with a bio "pop quiz" and a lovely history test at a later time today. *peers at time once more*

i know. it's late. im tired. im exhausted.
and yes, i know i look exhausted. i heard that about a thousand times today.

and the dizzyness my dance today caused.
triple turn, double turn, single turn.
forward roll, backword roll. etc. etc.

whatever.

loves,
chua.

+++
i'll be supporting for you all the time, all the way.
the strength you need, the arrogance you want to forget,
i'll be there believing you can.

AT♥1:16 AM



Tuesday, February 21, 2006

okay okay.
i just freaked out at a news from Math lesson relating to the Math test.
went *scream* and *clash onto the floor*
yeah, it was THAT bad.
I might as well say i failed my math test after hearing that news.

gonna post at a later time tonight, hopefully.

---

8:50pm.

comical.
how links of different schools are made, and then it leads back to the same person.
eg.
went to gl's blog. then 1lers. then dewin, then nicolette.
went to sm's blog, then nicolette again.
and then, nicolette is also deb's friend, who's in my class.

one whole big circle.
of course that's not the only example ha.

posting if i have the time later.

++++
10:12pm

firstly, as all of you who read my blog knows, i am highly dissapointed with my results. and eugenia got the lowest in class. now im tutoring her. and was highly contented when she managed to redo all her corrections in her math test paper! so proud of her. :) and yeah, i freaked when i heard a news. my score automatically degraded into a fail in my standard. however donovan was rather nice, going around comforting all the year ones who have taken the test lol. but still, what the freak. some score.

secondly, i just want to mention that 3 out of your 3 friends who know about ur illness have done extradinory research on Nyctalopia.

thirdly, im slacking. again. GAAA. i dont want to sleep tonight..

fourth, ... nvm.

fifth, k-l-l-i-s-c-r-a-z-y-o-v-e-r-s-u-t-e-k-i-d-a-n-e.

nothing more to post about,
beside being overwhelmed by the smses. =)

love,
Chua.

AT♥7:30 PM



Monday, February 20, 2006

Really. ^.=

neither of you posted. oO
*
but anyway, i'll just give a brief 'summary' of what happened today in swimming class and change the mind of how some people who thinks that Kyle is cute.

M06105 is highly now irritated by Kyle.
Swimming lessons for M06101, 2, & 5. Undearest Kyle went around the swimming complex with his brief put on his head (YUCK! im badly disgusted..) while having his swimming trunks on.

as word pass by word, it's heard that he then took the clothings (uniform etc.) of a girl from 06101/2 in and brought it to the boys toilet, went to bathe, realised he took the wrong plastic bag, threw out the bra meaning also soaking it (wth) and i dont know what happened to him after that and i dont care.
and then obviously, a very nice group of guys who was afraid of a piece of clothing and metal hooks was laughing over it and blah blah blah without reporting to the teacher and i actually had a good mind wanting to tell them off.
i guess in the end dr. sun went to take it or something like that.
how humilating for the girl, whatever her name is.
*

MATH TEST.
i was badly badly badly badly badly badly freaked.
(darnit, JQ got his postponed. unfair. i'll see him complain tmr.)
GREAT.
i scored really bad...........................
im like, only the 3rd/4th/5th postition in class?! (excluding kyle & kiet mun)
and i lost to her! again.
i'll announce my score after JQ take his test. :P
why JQ? coz his test was postponed and im not satisfied!!!!
and got some of my classmates scolded coz i half shouted due to my anxiety and disturbed a teacher's class.. so sorry. :(
the only person that im willing to lose to in math in class is only kyle and kiet mun... genious.
*

found out that lim genie was RI discipline mistress until last year or the year before. heard that the whole of RI cheered and teachers celebrated? now NUS's the one suffering. *gaa*
*

ooooh i adore the lawyer show thingy at 9pm on channel 8. ^^
*

found out during art class that nicolette and her *darlin* was debz friend.
*

went to JL with kll, eugenia, and stuart until 5 plus...
read celestial zone........
*

half fainted at home. was so restless until i had to lie on the floor for quite a while before regaining my full sight and consciousness. (to think i said i'll faint yesterday...)
reminded of siming. i'll probably kill her if she dares go to school when she's feeling unwell again.
*

I never knew you have Nyctalopia. why didnt you tell me earlier?
*

ouch. 19/30. you did your best anyway.
and you cant cant cant think you're weak in this subject coz you arent. :)
you know i miss you.
love,
Chua.

AT♥9:13 PM



Sunday, February 19, 2006

i think i can start fainting. cheers.

AT♥11:25 PM



Saturday, February 18, 2006

Strawberry, Pineapple and Peach.

Im too desperate for a title till i have to copy one. oO

*
it's impressive to see gl break a record after another.
like, wow wow wow wow wow...
but it's simple for him anyway. =P
*

yesterday...
Year 1 went to fort canning. (2nd time for me)
lets see, the place was pretty dark, we got the headphones on as well.
and the reactions of some were rather interesting...
when we heard the word 'welcome!', gerlynn freaked and kind of fell to the ground.
meanwhile throughout the journey Jean was hugging my 4th finger and ran to hug me when she heard the "GAS ATTACK! SHUT THE DOOR!".
fort canning wasnt so bad...

after that deb, eugenia, and i went to ger's house for proj wrk.
and she has two laptops!
instead of doing what we were supposed to do, i ended up getting eugenia and ger hooked on MOTAS and me and deb were hooked on her dear dear webcam!
it's so fun. :P
we did webcam to JQ and stuart. called MrsYap in to scare Stuart lol. through the webcam.
interesting.

*

i thought i'll post during morning this time.
firstly, i get to use the acer computer so that i'll spite her till afternoon. her problem.
secondly, i dont think much is going to happen for the rest of the day beside hw and research.
or maybe i can just go out with siming to buy stuff. oO
*

Suteki Da Ne...
how many of you found it?
bynes did, siming did, did you? *grins*
*

main point of me posting's just to show that im okay after whatever that happened yesterday.
endured more than that before anyway~

loves,
Chua.

AT♥9:53 AM



Friday, February 17, 2006

Another not a really good day.

Crying in anger and hatred in myself.
till night, i let it all out.

Mariel.
Second time by February.
I dont know why the simple sentence could have hurt me so much.
I mean, come on, it was just a lie, wasnt it?
yeah. a really simple lie that made me gave up all the trust i had for you.

You know you were hated in school.
I tried to help you.
You continued in your way.
I tried my best in giving you a little true friendship a friend can have for you. A little trust, a sign that someone cares, a person whom you managed to share part of your troubles with.
But yet, how you remained as someone who tried to gain popularity in unreasonable ways, how you try to know as many ppl as possible for the sake of being well-known, I didnt seem to help.

It may just be a short sentence but still nevertheless a lie. and there's alot more in it. How you try helping him; it's a him; it wasnt a her. It was my photo. I had the right to say no.
I hated you before.
You said things that hurt me way too much.
purely because of jealousy, and envy?
But yet, i accepted your apology last time.
I forced myself to do so.

I dont hate you now, you stil had the little bit of niceness deep down there. i felt it.

It was more like betraying the little trust i tried so hard putting in you while the others refused to. No wonder i get hurt easily - spending so much in everything.

and this time, Im unable to forgive. It isnt the first time; but the second. I tried.

~~~~~~~~~~~
Quarrels and Arguments.

I argued with her; I couldnt bear you.
I dont care about her anymore, I care more for you, sis.
I just couldnt bear your voice at that time. With her nearby. I had to hurt you with mine.

The next day i sent you a normal sms. just to say im staying back.
I wanted to be cold, i didnt have any feelings. But then, words in smses can always act better than the voice itself does. at least, the sms looked cheerful.

I reached home, I talked to you.
She reached home, I helped her.
Then she end up arguing with both of us.
Why is it her again? Im sick of her.
She argued with you. All i could do was to sit and hear, pretending to be engrossed in the net.
Yet you came over with a usual sentence, yet containing anger.
How could i return an answer with a normal tone?
hearing her swearing and you muttering werent what you can call great.

Im pretending like some idiot who's ignorant, someone who didnt care.

You're a great sister. I wont forget that. You always cared.

I hear her slamming the door shut, I hear her hard footsteps, I hear her slamming the wardrobes. Im sick of hearing this ever since i was six.

When I was younger, I could never argue and win.

Now Im just sick of her. and tired.
I argue, I aim to win.
I didnt give a damn.
I wanted to see her cry, I wanted to see her lose.
to give back every bit of sufferings she gave.

How i was "repayed" when I helped her.
How she hit, accused, blamed me.
How she swore, and looked down on me.
And the memories she gave; passing me a knife, telling all of you lies, throwing books at me, hitting me when all of you werent around, acting like a kid who's great when dad's there.
Did you - ever saw them?

Now I quarrel with her. I swear.
but at least im not so despicable to lie and hit.
but then, I wish i can.
I hoped I can push her like she did; hit her like she did; whatever.
so I just used words. and im forbidden by you.
she uses them when you werent around! did you know?!
Im not an idiot tell-taler.
I say something to her, she wait till you are around. then she tells you what i said. then im scolded. again. till i cant bear being with rude with you. Im now against her.

My friends said I was nice.
But partly who I was is perhaps because of you.
sorting out the intentions from your actions and learning them.

I watch you from a distnace. You were always busy and I doubt I can actually even talk to you. I worried when you slept late. you said you were tired. but yet, no, I cant do anything. Cant do anything beside seeing if you're fine.
You were the one who taught me lessons.
You were the one I trusted.
You were the only one I looked up to.

I never had a say in the family either.
I learn to sit and just watch, just listen.
and do nothing.
and Im known as a complete opposite in school.

I just want you to let you know you're wonderful.
we just cant spend time to talk.
or even to have you taking a glance of me.
whatever.
im going to get used to it anyway.
that's why you three are so important to me. gl, bynes, sm.
nitez,
Chua.
P.S. the time's faked.

AT♥12:00 PM



Thursday, February 16, 2006

ding dang dong.

ironic title. given by siming.
*

it wouldnt be what one can call it as a perfect day in anyway.
everything went almost wrong somewhere.

one of the thing that made me satisfied was that i saw her cry. serves her right.
*

morning. almost late for school. was JUST punctual.
english lesson. zero marks for presentation due to the fact that i send to the wrong email address. wth? but nvm. luckily it mightn't hold any percentage.
break. then bio lesson. pratical. meddling with microscopes. pretty boring.
math. i did assignment 6 instead of assignment 5. -_-
lunch. weird. did everlasting surveys. there's even one which went
"you're chua right? can help me do this survey?". no appetite for anything.
hcl. why do we have HOKK for our hcl tch...? almost died of boredom.
history. forgot to bring file. more like dozing off to sleep with the after-hcl-lesson-effects.
great math. at least JQ's presentation was okay and the running woke me.

*
after great math it was very nice to see that bynes has specially stayed back to wait till 4pm for me lol. it's nice to see him after quite a while.
i ended up taking 196 to buona vista with jh, bynes, and ahmed - who thought that me and bynes are siblings. *blink blink* and alighted at jurong east after that.

*
was pondering alot after i alighted. went to buy a waffle twist cone, even the cone has something wrong. walking really really slowly and thinking alot.

*
after sch was pure torture in msn.
got nudged by aik ann and deb and eugenia. blocked aik ann.
and freaked by trying to think of the chalet thingy.
luckily gl and siming was online. ^.-

*
then a silly argument over unwashed pair of chopsticks.
a sister who can only say shut up,
and of course, the other one who can only complain.
what a failure.

nitez,
Chua.

AT♥10:11 PM



Wednesday, February 15, 2006

anyone who offends my friend offends me.

AT♥5:54 PM



Tuesday, February 14, 2006

gaaa.

vd was - i wont bother saying. xD

*

impressive. gl broke his sch record in running by one second. tt's really nice.

*

first thing i did after coming online was on msn and visit 5 blogs.
after those 5 denz i visit sid's and timo's.
timo's post was so long until i was sick of reading half of it.
anyway, there was a major jamm when i signed in. music from blogs and popped in 8 conversations wishing me happy v day.

happy v day to all of you~!

but what a pity, the people i wanted on werent. and i blocked kll. he havent know yet. until he reads my blog. right?!

*

my best v prezzie was a very nice pink watch.
haha. thx `````
an item to pair with my scrunchie...
but then, that's not the point.
it's the person who gave it to me ^^

*

lesson learnt today by someone was not to trust a taxi. half an hour later and that person said, "let's take a taxi." how nice. xD

*

read the blogs. kll, how unreasonable can you get? whatever. im too lazy to say anything, seriously.

*

another tired day.
slacking hw. *sigh*
7 hours of sleep should be reasonable this time.

happy v day,
Chua.

AT♥10:51 PM



Monday, February 13, 2006

Yesterday(Orchard) and Today(slack).

hi.

yesterday went orchard with gl and kll.
i wish i could say read (annoymous) blog for more, save me the trouble of blogging the whole thing. sadly, the annoymous had his/her blog private, so cant reveal. T.T

anyway, if you want a short version, it's (not in order)
- we got lost there, with kll leading. but nah, it's okay. =P
- went past BreadTalk about 3 times.
- entered and left taka 3 times.
- gl and kll slurped eggs.
- kll vandalised on graffiti pillar.
- gl and i were having fun with "stealing" kll's bottle and reinforcement rings - pasting it on his forehead as well...
- went artfriend to buy charcoal, kneadable eraser, finetips pen, and some funny thing which i called "the funny funny spray thing" (i forgot the name) and adabelle saw me there. o.O
- kll was feeling pathetic over something.
- took mrt back home to clementi and switched to 183...
the end?
the end.
a day good enough. ~

*

Almost a total slack day. *sigh* barely any lessons. ^^
Morning. Debzie, Xinyi, Ger and I sat in debz' car to swimming complex since we're having our first swimming lesson for Pe tday. i didnt really know which group to join. was suppose to go for the silver one yet in the end *coughs* due to the fact that i do not think i can swim well enough, i went back to the newbies grp.
and when i let down my hair after i bath mariel was like right beside me saying "chio! chio! chio! chio! chio!" nonstop and so, mariel, DONT DO THIS FOR THE NEXT HUNDRED LESSONS. AND, no touching my hair. she accused me of killing her brain cells after i pat her back 10 times more.

back to school. rushed off to art class with deb while stuffing ourself with a chicken drumstick on our way to the 5th level. in other words, we didnt have time to eat at all except for the time while rushing. art was boring, but at least we were only given one assignment. and for me, it's even easier since
- the teacher placed a teddy bear and a gardeningcan on the table for us to draw.
- the teddy bear happened to be facing me and covered the view of the gardening can, thus i had one whole hour just drawing the bear. i'll photocopy nxt time, the drawing ppr's wif ms tang right now.
*where did my sketchbook go?*

lunch. i was rather surprised and i wasnt aware of the fact that our school actually celebrates valentine day! thanks to our sc - student council.
lets see, roses were sold, and there's gonna be djay(donovan) in sch tmr. and there's pieces of paper given to all the classes and they were told to (non-compulsory) write a message for someone, and it can be put annoymous for all they care. eugenia wrote one for M06105 PSLs and also for deb, ger and me. :)
how nice of her.
i'll probably get a rose for deb since she's such a nice girl as well.
meanwhile for gerlynn, ivan can get one.
and for eugenia, let's see. :P

after that was math. mr. ku gave a quiz.
anyway, serve me right for not paying attention to the one and only topic - division on base so i got all the questions on that wrong. o.O and i got a *faints* careless mistake for question one. and now i was given the job of remedialing eugenia for the math on bases... *hmphs*

great. after math it's end of sch day.
however, once again, i was put in charge of decorating the english classroom since the minister's coming on tuesday. ger, eugenia, panchueng and stuart stayed back to help out as well. whatever.

and when we needed materials from bigbookshop in clementi (really near), somehow, there was an argument over whether the guys should go along or not...
- if one girl go, no company and according to eugenia, *unsafe*
- 2 girls go, only one girl is left with the other 2 guys and of course, even more *unsafe*
- all girls go, the guys will slack and for all we know what will they do to our belongings?
- if 1 guy go, there'll only be one guy left with the other 3 girls and that's diaoz...
- if 2 guys go, the girls cant trust the guys taste.
- if 1 girl and 2 guys go, *dOtS*
- if 2 girls and 2 guys go, the other girl has no company.
- if 1 girl 1 guy go, stuart says NO.
- if 2 girls and 1 guy go, there'll be 1guy and 1girl left in the classroom and it's a diaoz again.
- if 3 girls and 1 guy go, ouch.
- if all of us went, what's gonna happen to the classroom?

well in the end i gave up on them and went to bigbookshop by myself. save all the trouble. -_-
and i bought 2 packets of large mc fries for em'! besides all the other materials.
and in my point of view, we did really little for 3 and 1/2 hour...

reached back home. saw mum playing PuzzlePirates (PP).
after it went for maintenance i went to visit four blogs, excluding mine.
called siming, and she was really enthu and went "HI! IM SO HAPPY." because she had a car ride from yj's mum and reached home at 5pm instead of the usual 6 plus. and after a short interesting chat i went to call bynes and she went to call gl.
and after that she called gl she called me back half-crying saying that gl bullied her. o.O and lol, i promised her i'll scold him for her. yep, i will. :P

how she told me to scold him was,
"gl, how can you be so bad to my best friend! she's about to cry and you still ignore her, next time MUST tell her what she wants to know, okay? must treat her VERY nicely okay?" (and more blabber, i forgot.)

meanwhile my scolding will just cut down to the first sentence. *laughs*

and so, i'll get to see the ambigram that was made a month ago tmr? *grins*

nitez,
Chua.


AT♥6:13 PM



Saturday, February 11, 2006

i hate people who lie
i hate people who breaks promises.

why are there so many of them in this world?
what's the use of promises?

love,
Yvonne.

AT♥11:21 PM



wahhh!
*
what happened? nothing. really.
*
chua's typing here btw. just in case you didnt trust me due to the sudden "wahh"-ing.
*
morning. woke up at 8 plus.
saw the ACER computer on. (i usually use hp)
thus, after washing up, i went to ezone and started playing games...
and got 1st in the game called 'turkey time'. some nonsensical game, really. anyway, by the time when it's 6pm aka now, im third.

after the slack hour, i found myself grinning and laughing without stopping on my bed while smsing..... *coughs coughs*

went out with mum to shop after eating lunch.
i could have bought triple pink-and-white shirts. they were soo nice. in the end i didnt anyway.
and i topped up my hi!card. 20 bucks.
i sure hope that it isnt going to be gone in a week. it better last me for more than 20 days! which also means, im rejecting all phone calls from kll unless it's really urgent. asking me "what 3rd lang does jess takes" doesnt count. and i receive about 10 phone calls from him daily.

oh, i actually set up a list in initials of what to buy.
now i cant forget what is one of them.
it's like "HC" means hicard, PPR means paper,...
can anyone help me figure out what's FW? i forgot. o.O"
*
when i checked my gmail, my mood definitely went down. jx (the one and only guy who's crazy over cherylc) was boasting to me that the entire ri knows him. oh, that's "great". he's soo notorious.
--cuts the crap about critising--
*
and lun came over to talk to me in msn. seems to me that there's only one topic we were talking about - a person. *grins*

happy valentine to all,
Yvonne.

P.S. this is a rather cute pic drawn by my sis... (cyjing_89)

AT♥6:48 PM



Friday, February 10, 2006

Bynes and Siming.

im so glad.
really really really.

"i really love your blog. and you.
why didnt you tell me about it before?"

that was quoted. i was so touched while reading it.

it proves that you are succeeding.
at least you tried, you listened to my words.
and now, both of you are trying - together.

i no longer need to read her blog.
it'll be for someone more special.

love,
Chua.

AT♥10:19 PM



stuff to do during weekends.


stuff to do during weekends.

to dos:
1) Bio Plant Cell Model
2) Math Assignment 5
3) Literature Journal
4) English Grp Discussion
5) “Other Cultures” English Presentation
6) Integrated Sci ws
7) HCL CNY paper work
8) Origami lookup
9) Class list printed
10) English Classroom Deco. Preference
11) Class Birthday list
12) Class Birthday Pressies givin’.

Buy:
1) PAPER!!!
2) Fine Arts stuff
3) hi!card top-up card *coughs*
4) *something
5) *something again*
6) *another something*

nitez,
Chua.


AT♥8:50 PM



Thursday, February 09, 2006

nth much.

hiya.
havent posted for quite a days,
(since neither of you two have been posting either!)
thus i'll summarise some of the main points that happened for the week.

1) gl, bynes, and sm came to NUS to visit me and cherylc.
2) I was cursing off Hitler and Japan during History lesson.
3) English lesson was about females seducing males but not the other way round.
4) Shocked when topic changed to a chinese tradition of bounding feet... *yuck!*
5) had a history test where almost everyone cheated.
6) Class locked Stuart out of the classroom after he has finished his test.
7) Had a dance CCA lesson. almost forgot all the steps when i got home...
8) Class started saying that Kyle's a pervert. Crawling below the Faraday cheerleaders skirts and looking up...
9) Great Mathematician class was postponed just as JQ was about to present his presentation. and he stayed till 2am. didnt beat my record!
10) i completed most of my hw except AXIS.
11) I was blabbering to myself while having a conversation with sm when she afked.
12) -restricted by kll to type this-
13) sharl's birthday is TMR! *liyoung, take notice.*
14) sharl had her braces removed.
15) i saw two rainbows together. one very light and the other darker.
16) dad bought another 3 packets of cheese just when i was about to finish the first 3 packets.
17) I shall now restrict myself from buying sprite ice daily.
18) the end~

cya,
Yvonne.

AT♥7:23 PM



Monday, February 06, 2006

i thought i should blog after all after thinking of some reasons.
dont think i'll be blogging tmr. heard of something called literature class?
no? too bad.
*
nothing much happened in school. just that (and luckily) after class, i received quite a number of phone calls from kll. i ignored 4, received 5, and hanged it up quite a number of times.
went to hall to watch em' play badminton.
and cheryl called to say bynes's coming to our sch (he smsed to say so during FineArts class) thus cheryl and i headed to the busstop with eugenia's lacy and a rather pinkish-purple (light) umbrella - which liyoung described as cool?
anyway we then sent cheryl to her busstop, then me and bynes walked back to our school main gate (one big round since the backgate was closed) where we saw JiaQing, PanCheung, and Liyoung.
due to the fact that the security guard did not allow bynes to tour the school (lol), the group of us were somewhat just hanging out along the very front part of the school and chat til 3pm plus. which also caused bynes to be late for his track back at ACS. o.O

then went to discussion room in library, and then to hall with Luxi's badminton rackets to play. played till about 5:35, reached home at 6, and *plop* on my bed and i fell asleep till 9pm. which was when i had my dinner, bathe, and started my hw. not a very good timing.

and here i am. thinking of everything else. and you too.

Nitez,
Chua.

AT♥11:21 PM



Sunday, February 05, 2006

bynes's story.

You. Me. Her.

*skipping all the way until after lunch*

Sm came to my house.
then i asked her if she can go ArtFriend at Orchard to buy all my FineArts material. We went. got down at the wrong busstop. found Taka after a long search. silly one-way-road caused us to get lost and couldnt find the other busstop until after a long walk. got home at around 7pm plus. fetched her home at near 8. then i came back home again.

today was a day that contains yet another important lesson.
just learn to cherish. death comes so easily.

i wish to know. can you tell me?
im so unaware. i couldnt say anything.
it's about someone so close dying. i never felt it.
can someone enlighten me?
was that the cause of how you feel now?
was this why you think about death, and life, and everything else?
you seem so far away all of a sudden.
why didnt i thought? because i never knew death can come and go - so fast.
and yet i shouldnt ask you all this. but i just wish to understand and wish to know.

suddenly. you changed the topic. you acted.
finally for once, i realised i wasnt convinced by you.
and, i acted back.

Nitez,
Chua.

AT♥10:16 PM



4 February 2006. the first day we two spent our time together alone.

Yesterday.

4 February 2006.
A day near to perfection, for once.

I don't know how to post it out here with so many other people reading my blog.
but then i believe it's a day us 4 wont forget.
it's a day i spend with three others most important people in my life. [non-blood related]
and nope, i wont use the word "friends". *grins*

so memorable once again. as long as it's with you.
and then when i see you two, it's really nice. after everything you two went through, at least all you need now, is just time.

i wont forget. you all know how important this is to me. and i felt so close to be with you. =)

nitez,
Chua.

AT♥2:48 PM



Friday, February 03, 2006

how pleasant can love get?
i have yet to touch its limits.

*

after the 3 days of lack of sleep, (2am, 4am, 4am), i finally get to sleep at around 12mn yesterday. nothing much happened in sch today since's it's friday - lessonless. Form teacher absent, slacked for mentoring session. then we had AXIS - innovation program - that me, gerlynn, eugenia, and debra were late for. we would have been later if donovan hadnt told us that we were late...

3 rounds the track today. dead after 2. i would have gotten scolded by liyoung if he's there, im sure. paused and ran the third lap. then proceeded to play badminton in the hall.

Eugenia's $1.50 racket was finally spoiled by Luxi. All the strings came out. isnt it wonderful? they even had fun trying to hit the shuttlecork with it when some of the strings came out. Luxi even accidentaly hit me twice with it.

bought Sprite and headed to busstop with 183 instead of 188 since sidegate is closed and that i wanted to go siming's house. reached her house at about 3:30pm. it was very nice to meet her once again. crap alot. did stretching. (sounds weird?) and her mum even passed sm an angbao to pass to me even though she wasnt at home and i didnt get to wish her happy new year...
left at 5:30pm. end of story.

came back home. bathed. lied on bed. dinner. then msn.
and you know how long msn can last....
and im posting as well.

in other words, today went rather smoothly.

nth much to say either.... i think.

nitez,
Chua aka Yvonne.

Current hw
English article-compre.
Chinese essay on new year.
Physics ws.
Bio report.

AT♥9:10 PM



Thursday, February 02, 2006

patience.

if mine took 43 days,
theirs - would be shorter.

promises can be broken after all. i dont blame you.

it just let me learn another lesson in life.
i just wont dare to trust anything - anymore.

but then once again, i might.

life's life.

i wont give up. i wont.

AT♥8:53 PM



completing!

*looks at time*
4am.

completing my Pythagoras's Great Mathematician project soon.
Tomorrow's my presentation, thus i won't stay up after tonight anymore. Hopefully.

Sad thing is, I've got no idea how to do whatever we are suppose to do for Chinese.
Not going to hand up Chinese hw... i don't really even know what it is about in the first place.
tsk tsk.

nitez,
Chua.

AT♥3:38 AM



Wednesday, February 01, 2006

*looks at time*

nope, the clock isn't spoiled.
im staying up to do my great mathematician - pythagoras powerpoint slides.

finally i get to have the pleasure of doing my homework without much irritation from anyone...

lockleong's online too. he's doing his commonwealth essay. *hi fives*
so we are half-chatting during 3am in the morning...

*

and i'll post more about yesterday (the trip out and dad's birthday, not the depression part) at a later time of today... (=

hope everyone's sleeping well~
and no nightmares.

Chua.

AT♥3:08 AM