Tuesday, January 31, 2006

CNY - 3 days straight

A note. don't restrict yourself anymore. don't edit. don't delete. do it since i can't. please. you promised you wont hide it from me.

CNY - 3 days straight.

CNY sure makes me a whole lot buisier.
you can skip this whole this whole post if you want. it's going to be long... is it?

Day 1
went bai nian-ing at a rather late time. sis woke up at about 11pm. sis and mum took forever to dress up. and then like sharl, i started finding out that all my dressings is different. more accessories, skirts, high heels, blah blah blah. my sis had a bonus of makeup.
whatever. and we went to relatives' houses, etc.
and worrying over my math projects; decided not to sleep on day 2 night to complete them.

Day 2
day of high depression and stress. it gets worse after each day anyway.
bad enough to wake me up suddenly at 1am, and without stretching or yawning or anything, i just suddenly oppened my eyes and took quick steps to the living room, think about my literature essay, wonder why i am up, and then back to sleep.
i spent the whole afternoon worrying over my essay and trying to do it, AND, going to relatives' houses.(how am i suppose to handle?) cancelled parts of my essay, ask my sis, read sis's notes, have the table filled with paperwork and drafts, worrying over pythagoras, worrying over the other math project on jap numerals.
btw, i wont ONE dollar in blackjack. profit better than nth anyway.
Night.
I didnt want to sleep, i told myself.
Finished my essay on paper. had to on the computer to type it.

Day 3
Morning. 00:20am. On the computer to type my essay.
1sis woke up and vomited. another sick person.
2sis couldnt even sleep and had rashes. (us 3 siblings always have skin prob..)
While my parents was meddling over the two of them, i had a short period of pure peace typing and chatting in msn at 00:30am...
*breathes deeply*
*i aplogise that i am unable to continue this part of the post due to the fact that my eyes are already moist before typing the very next sentence out*

*
whatever. so much in my mind right now.
*
not again? im suffering under depression.
*
1. I am unable to forget and forgive.
2. Problems that I am suppose to solve, yet unable to.
3. I know im not the only one who has problems. but do you know that you aren't the only one too?
*
im so weak; so ignorant; things i shouldnt be.
*

i really dont know who or how i can comfort myself.
so many people i know who's having problems, yet i cant solve for them.
and my hatred for him is back. or maybe it was never gone.

nitez,
chua.

AT♥9:15 PM

Friday, January 27, 2006

CNY celebration.

NUS!!!
cool, the celebration was.
wif the lovely skit, orchestra, dance and stuff... =.^

and just in case any of you ppl from NUS was wondering who were the two girls who shouted "KAI QI!!" after the orchestra was over and made the whole school silent of approximately 2 seconds... they were ME and gerlynn. *grins*

oh yes and charmaine did great for her presentation, and of course fishie and chuiyi did great for their qna as well. ^^

Oh and i forgot to mention, (this made me slam my audi-table non-stop), they used NARUTO music for the skit on Xi !!!

*

lovely. after nus sch ended, a group of us headed to nhps meanwhile me and cheryl flew to clementi ntuc to buy 4 packets of sweets to share with our dearest juniors.

and after shouting around in the gep classrooms, and after throwing sweets all over the place and putting them on window panes, and interrupting our tchs's lessons, and waiting for the ACS people, we headed ourselves to JEC.

lunch and card games. bluff and i lost. prehistoric and i lost again. how could i?!
and then lun popped over.
told us that we can start calling him clarence. (haha, indirectly.)
and he told me something rather interesting as we went down the escalator to find out the movie times. *grins*
and i met this group of 6G 2005 pupils lol. ^^
and like us, we couldnt find any movie times that matches, thus after persuading jy, we went to the 1st level of js's house and had some fun with table tennis. and lots of fun stuff listening to the guys cheer esp. on jx is gay? *diaoz...*

(why am i blogging? im suppose to do my LITERATURE hw.)

you see, today wasn't so bad.
it's always good when i get to see you.
nitez, (regardless if it is or not)
Chua.

===update on 7:52pm===

just to mention something rather ironic.

i was trying to find my literature notes.
went to my room. found out that my file wasnt in my bag. rememebered leaving it on the computer table yesterday night.
went to computer table. ended up chatting in msn.
an hour later i went to my room to find my file again. wasnt in bag. came back to the computer table to my file. got distracted my msn chats again. o.O
went back to room for the third time. same process.
this time i came to the computer and once i sat down on my chair, i thought it was a piece of paper i slipped in between my fullscap paper and went back to my bag in the room again...
bent down to pick up my bag, and then i suddenly remembered that it ought to be in my file on the computer table instead, went back.
then i thought it really ought to be in between my fullscap paper thus i was starting to run back to my room again for my bag. when i stopped in the middle of the two and remembered that it should be in my file...

so i pratically screamed in the middle of the living room.
and i went back to my file. then i thought it was in my bag. then i screamed when i sit down again. =.=
and finally i went back to my bag and took out my fullscap and the literature notes....

*diaoz...*

HAPPY CNY TO ALL! ^^

AT♥7:24 PM

Thursday, January 26, 2006

another normal day.

another normal day.

now why didnt i mention more about yesterday? perhaps i was a little too lazy. whatever. i thought my post today will be a little longer as usual... thus im posting at an earlier time. take a look, it isnt 11pm or 12mn. ^^

cheerios. yesterday.
now what happened yesterday? *pauses and thinks*

morning. lessons. chemistry.
WE GOT MS CHEONG FOR CHEM!!!
break. hcl. we took our phto taking that costs 4 bucks. and we got about 20 minutes of free time. one round pacing the track. yay.
english. english? now what did we do...
mentoring session. mo6105 and their lanterns.
our class kicked mariel off her position. we cancelled out the other 3 positions too, so that we wont make her too upset. and i did some touchup on the dear lantern, which if im not wrong bent by the nxt morning(tday). who cares, at least we tried. *hi fives to stuart* oh yes, and since we did it in the concourse thus i paced one round the track as well.
and i found out 2 news about my CCA. 1 good news and 1 bad news. ask me for the bad news if you want. good news is i got dance. yayz.

lessons over, we're released. tried heading to the PC lab to do our math proj on jap numerals. whatever. computer lab closed. headed to library to do nothing.
enter the library, and i was talking to four different groups of people and it made me half crazy. i didnt know so many ppl were in the library. o.O
after giving up from searching for a chem book, i demoted myself to reading gerlynn's jap book. and found out something about aishiteru. or however you spell it. *laughs*

and then liyoung-my-bro called me. so i ran out of the library while answering his phone. then i realised he was right outside the library. o.O" anyway, he called me to pace the track with him. ran back into the library and dragged eugenia out to run as well. left my bag in there.
2 rounds the track! made four for the day.

and anyway while running liyoung was telling me, "you run weirdly." and i went like, "like how?". and he replied, "you run like... like a girl." x.x
and he taught me how to run too. *lol*

back to the library. came out of there after being bored. happen to see timothy and asked him if he's gonna play badminton. so in the end me and eugenia joined him and he started coaching me how to run(another guy...) and serve and smash. well thanks anyway. that day went quite well.

night's nice. and maybe, cute? *grins*

*

Now, today's today.

i knew i shouldnt have put about the anonymous person that i hate in my previous blog.
previous evening i received the same two questions. "who is it?" and "is it me?". Oh no, it wasnt only one. it was a whole lot. but whoever whom i hate is someone who is soo unaware of me that he/she doesnt read my blog. so as long as you are reading, you arent the one.

morning. lessons. english.
haikus. made 3. simple enough.
then break. what did i eat? *i dont really bother...*

maths. simple, easy, free.
i feel like a show off git during maths class. mr. ku's questions are really easy. really.

bio...
2nd bio lesson. tch is ms tan, since some of my seniors have asked who's my bio tch laz wk and i forgot. and we had fun with microscope. observing red blood cells, newspaper, and even our hair. cool. one tiny strand of hair. and then after peering into each other's microscope we found out that my hair's the smoothest. *mwhaha - jkjk...*. and after bio lesson i realised quite a number of them came over to chase my hair or something like that. eugenia even said she wanted to clone it. -crash-
and sadly for you people patting my hair is one of the stuff i cant endure, so too bad. no touching. freak off. ^^

lunch. at least i remembered eating noodles...
hcl. red packets with MnMs in it. haha.
history.......okay.
great mathematician. half hour class. the other half hour i went to the hall and play badminton until it was 5pm. haha.
part of what i didnt like was the insult to my friend JQ. now that's a sentence to paul and whoever the other guy is.

if i got the time i'll post more later. 11pm if not no. im a nocturnal anyway.

bb - gtg for dinner.

nitez,
Chua.

===10:33pm===

im back.
flooded conversations - over 10. closed some and it decreased to 8.

forgot to mention that sch's allowing us to wear home clothes tmr. for cny.
and there's no less than 3ppl who asked me what im wearing and for 3 times straight i've said "clothes". serious, i cant find anything nice in my drawer. T.T

oh and how could i forget to mention about what happened during break? *reads above*

i wanted to run a round around the track. anyway i did.
and Mo5105 was there! having PE lessons!
and tada! they were doing RELAY of 4x400m.
so what did we do?
me, jiayu, elaine, and tingan (who happened to be there too) in POLO t-shirt joined the Mo5105 in PE tshirt in the races. *and for some reason i spotted donovan and sidwyn sitting on the "seats" as well*.
and ta-da! we got 2nd. of course.
the team who got 1st was Issac's team, was it? anyway he sure sprints fast. o.O

***

sorry to mention but i received too many invitations on tues thus i dont think i can make it for the tuesday event you guys have with the seniors and co..... anyway im broke. and i definitely cant make it for the movie outing on friday. so sorry. but there might be a chance i might change my mind for the tues, 'll tell you guys at a later time.
thanks.

nitez,
chua.
(there's lots more to say but i dont really think i would want to drag this post any longer...)

AT♥7:03 PM

Monday, January 23, 2006

hm... nothing much.

pe 2 hours. we barely played badminton and we ran 2 rounds the track.
damn pancheung was telling me i shouldnt run so fast at the beginning. oh suck him; i needa say i hated his attitude at that point of time. even if he got first in running in our class. at least i got third and both the people b4 me were guys. +.+

today's lesson was supposed to be stressless and i was glad that it is.
if not i wont be able to cope it; too tired.
Beside the part that i had to teach the ppl both on my left and right about what Mr. Ku was teaching since they didnt understand. then when we were released i was talking to 4 different grp of ppl at the same time who kinda freaked me out.

and then me and eugenia went to hall to play badminton. stuart, pancheung, gerlynn, mariel, junhan came over to try completing our lantern for the sch contest... (class). followed by sid and donovan who came over. after i smsed sid and said pretty please. *lol* (although he left for his lesson fast) and then of course there's paul who's always there, and jiayu and co., timothy and luxi and jiaqing blah. etc. etc. =)

i better sleep early today. but before that just checking the current hw and assignments i'd gotte...

-Jap numbers. grp wrk(math) on ppt. due nxt thurs.
-Bio cells ssignment. due coming fri...? or nxt fri.
-Pythagoras ppt; activity. nxt thurs.
-Another Mathematician essay. 6th week. or 6 weeks time?
-OH NO. HCL WS. due tmr. ought to be simple.
-uh oh. hcl zi4 wo3 jie4 shao4. for all things tch picked me for the day.
-literature assignment. *can i heck care about this?* due tmr.
-english assignment. *due april...* on what? i forgot.
-read physics notes.... and physics cover pg....
-get the fine arts 2D stuff that costs over 100 bucks.

*is that all?* seems okay.

gotta sleep early or i wont be able to handle tmr. tsk tsk.

nitez,
and loves,
Chua.

AT♥7:47 PM

Saturday, January 21, 2006

you and me, walking.

P.S. sentences are short in this post. wonder why.
im posting. Of course I am! I wont wont. *grins* thx to the way back home. =)
so after the flooding conversations, checking my three emails, visiting blogs, people asking me to hurry up and blog, ta-da.

a very enjoyable trip today.
and it's always nice to see everyone back again.

gl, bynes, sm, chucky, cheryl, yj, yf, marc, chua.
went to cdans.
bowling alley. some rounds.
i bowled badly today. my average of 7.5 score fell to an average of 4. wth?!
jess joined in; marc left after a round.
then followed by a very irresponsible act; that i wouldnt like to mention.
got some of us pretty angry actually.
then chucky and jess left.

bus 188.
halfway cheryl left. siming then left.
switched to 183. and i was blabbering in the bus "why 183..."
anyway, gl got his sore throat and cough, and also due to the fact that he over-hydrated himself during the morning (4 bottles with a 10 minute tracking in between), he ends up having water-flam and grossed me out when he kept it in his mouth in bus 183 until we reached the interchange... *laughs*

then skattiin'!!
bynes left; jy joined.
gl yj jy yf and me went into the ring.
and i didnt get any blisters; i skated for less than 2 hours.
tada. now i know how to skate. ^^
gl took a little while to get back his skills. my, he's fast in catching up. compared to me.
anyway, on ice is the only way i can be faster and better than him in anyway!!!! *muhahaha* =P

tday's the first time yj came skating. my, she's another fast one. faster in learning how to skate then anyone else i saw. but she just refuses to leave the railings sometimes...
yf and jy still good at it. gl's a little better.
-
near 6pm. im suppose to leave way before that. and i kept saying "last round" for numerous times. (plus i told gl to stop me after the next round, but then i was still skate faster then him. *grins*) so i skated off for another 3 rounds before leaving the ring reluctantly.

and then, there was a frantic search for my ticket. *gawd*
yf and gl was trying to help me find and in the end i left it at the skating counter. i could have killed myself. no, im kiddin, i wouldnt. anyway, thanks guys! ^^
*
and of course, i went back home.
nice and memorable. I’ll be thinking about it again, for sure. =)

nitez,
Chua.

P.S. I might not be coming online on the 22nd. packed with hw. maybe the night. bb.

AT♥11:42 PM

Thursday, January 19, 2006

me.
tired. lazy.

school.
lame. insane. freaking. relationship-fever. badminton. talentwhat?. lame again. late-for-lessons. freaking eugenia. fuzzywuzzy. cca-unreleased. projects. FPS *heck this*. stressful-class-lantern-making-contest.

no wonder sharl's been saying i dont look good.
ever since the first day of school.

*

acceleration on algebra test results.
keatmun105, kyle105, Doughlas103.
cream of crop.

*

im a lazy freak alright. *sigh* my FPS that's highly sucking. arghhhzz...
hw's piling. getting the hang of it.
PROJECTS. two currently. not soo bad. oh wait, three. oh no, four!
*my gawd*

*

so once again after school, it's the hall.
i havent touch the track yet. *stabs*
and yeah, my serving got worse than yesterday. perfect.
wonder why?
im bringing my own racket to sch tmr i think. and i said this sentence yesterday. highly silly.
and then, this whole thing obviously drags me to another topic. and then to another. im only a year1 junior girl for crying out loud!

*

why do i put so many astericks?

*

oh yes, forgot to mention. met yingjun and chucky today at clementi central. lovely. i was like so touched. then we split after half hour or so. and the rgs uniform are, well, okay. ^^

*

i hate FPS. seriously.

*

and i realised that liyoung and sidwyn are both great big retards.

*

nitez,
Chua.

AT♥9:40 PM

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

random stuffs.

i dont really feel like coming online. once i do, im flooded with conversations, and then i cant leave the computer even when my hw's not done.
that's why i come for only one condition now.
i realised my class got some of the pretty good tchs, kind of lucky. EL we got MsTan, IntegratedSci (IS) we got MsCheong, History we got MsChua, Physics we got MrWee. *not so bad*

I didnt really manage to catch what the Physics teacher was saying, so ChuiYi was advising me to read my txtbook first. Sidwyn's trying to sell me his old Geog txtbk for a cheaper price, TingAn's file is still with me *gotta read it on sun*, etc etc...

Anyway, im not really aware of what to do when i get home. besides hw in front of the computer table *stabs myself*. thus, i've been staying in school most of the times.
choices are usually track, library, or hall.
and then it rains. no track. T.T
then i'll switch to library until im bored.
then i'll go to the hall and play badminton until it's time to get home.

badminton...
im still having problems serving and i usually dont know whose racket im using.
anyway, because of the serving problem, i ended up having 5 seniors trying to teach me how to serve. o.O
at least it got better in some way.
*
and because of the fact that i didnt really feel safe while using other's racket, especially if i know whose it belongs to, i decided to search behind my cupboard and i found 3 badminton rackets in a rather bad state.
first one: DUST. and the handle is the kind that will smudge ur palms black. *get me?*
second one: weird.
third one: usuable, and im bringing it to sch tmr. ^^

*

nothing much to mention. a feeling of dont-feel-like.
what's happening? usually i kind of get alot of crap to type...

best wishes,
Chua.

AT♥6:14 PM

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

ME.

*feels like a failure*
for what reason? i forgot.
oh yeah.

whatever i plan, it's always the opposite.
somewhere last year i planned that i shall take modules that will jamm pack my monday, weds and fri but leave my tues and thurs free. and yet, for all things, LITERATURE on tuesday, 3pm-5pm,
is the only one that doesnt clash with the rest of my timetable. so anyway, im a year 1 pupil who got not a single break for the whole of the week except for grpviolin and common break/lunch.

*

sidwyn now owes me a favour. because im not feeling upset over anything in school yet, what i asked him was to write on a piece of paper that he owes me a favour(whatever it is) and get his signature on it. ha.

*

oh yes, another reason why i feel like a failure. two, to be exact.
1. how weak my staminal is.
our class went to run 2 rounds, and 3 rounds for some pupils (due to a penalty and one of them was me) and i ran pathetically slow. wont mention more. T.T
2. sometimes after school i play badminton in the hall. *yay* only problem is i dont know how to serve. *cries miserably*

*

feeling a little troubled over some matters, but there's always someone back there to cheer me up again.

best wishes,
Chua.

AT♥9:10 PM

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Today.

Morning itself was planned by yesterday.
despite the fact that i was woken up in the middle of the night at around 5am, i didn't feel a little upset or anything negative. it cheered up my spirit, more like it. =)

Woke up at around 9:30am. went out for brunch at around 11pm.
back home at 1 plus. stared at computer until now and still continuing.
afternoon to evening i was more like a counsellor. o.O"

Other Random Stuff*
School's starting. Tmr ought to be day lessons starts. properly.
and if you take a look at what's the stuff im gonna have on tomorrow, monday, you'll probably think not.
PE, Art, Music, and the simplest subject Math.
*oh well*

great, tingan agreed to lend me her math algebra file for a longer period of time. wonder what i've been doing at home? *sigh*

IS (integrated science) hw not done, neither is my FPS (future problem solving) hw. due on tues and thurs respectively. ah, who cares? *hmm*

Yesterday*
Just going back to the library trip badly-organised by JX, i think it ended up being memorable and really pleasant for three people. (:

*

another nothing-much-to-mention-post.
but then, it can be expected that tonight will be another enjoyable hour.
best wishes,
Chua.

AT♥7:14 PM

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Out to jurong library(JL) with my P6 frenz...

today was rather... lovely.

morning. received phone call from freaking jiaxing. JL changed to 2pm. anyway, i didnt really care coz i intended to go there like ever since last week...

but it's great in the library you know. lovely reasons that i wont say.
includes gl, bynes, zicong, jesern and jx.
jiaxing the "organiser" came about 1 hour plus late. he's so punctual, we were thinking he got an accident or something like that.

gl needed to leave first, due to his mum's command, so we all left together at about 4:30pm except for jiaxing. and then, the walk to busstop was pretty much pleasant and lovable...

well when i got home it's the computer. and dinner. and computer again.
lots of conversation, kind of hard to switch in between.
anyway, im always smiling kind of broadly during my conversation. my family's gonna think im insane soon.

i got my timetable! this time i know when i got all my free periods, break, and time when im released. got to make use of all the time i have. treasure and cherish~

i guess i didnt mention much after all. i mean, it's all so - general?

anyway i gotta go to sleep. sorry to sidwyn if he's actually intending me to mention him in my blog *laughs*.

i got a whole lotta of dear seniors~! and dear friends. and, the one who chats with me every night.

best wishes,
chua.

AT♥8:53 PM

Friday, January 13, 2006

living in another paronoid world.
feeling so paronoid.

i cant be myself when im feeling that way.
i-just-cant!
which makes everything worse. *sigh*

what's happening?

AT♥8:48 PM

nothing much..

sidwyn-senior wanted me to post since he's bored. -__-"
but anyway i didnt update yesterday, so here i am.

school was pretty boring today. lessonless day. and there's stuff that made me mad, but then there's seedi to complain about, the senior who's gay and stuff like that. okay, isnt THAT bad. he's a fine guy and one of my goody pal? lol.
and yeah, he can be really easily to threaten. by old tricks.

*

i got accleration algebra test today. probably flunk it anyway, i didnt study for it, doesnt really matter much. it's just acceleration. X)

however, TingAn gave me her past year BasicAlgebra file and it was sooo nice and fun. *grins*
i'll probably decide to go JL tmr to study that file of hers and some of my chem...
or rather, i HAVE to coz my borrowed book is due in three days' time.

*

in nus, it's sure if fun, but i got two accidents in two weeks. wow.
one was that i fell down the stairs, *come to think of it i need to mention something-*
okay, it was raining, and then the stairs to theatreatte was wet, me and gerlynn were rushing to the busstop, when i slipped and fell. *ouch*
anyway, the injuries it caused healed in a week time, but the book ERAGON - which i was holding to when fell- (which also costed 17 bucks!) ended up being wet and destroyed and tattered and torn due to the water and stairs!!! T.T
So now my dear book is in a bad state. who wants to see it?

and my second accident was going to the library not long ago. for some reason, the exact spot which i step onto was wet. o.O and then *poof* i fell again.

*

nothing much to say. beside the fact that i received a very nice piece of news yesterday night. and i couldnt help smiling to sleep *lol*.

byez and lots of lurves,
Chua.

AT♥6:50 PM

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

algebra, tracking, first day of school.

short post.

short post. short one.

feeling pretty tired. perhaps because of the time. yet i got to stay up and watch the korea show thingy (VCD) last espisode coz family watching today. or maybe, tomorrow morning. the show's showing in singapore during march (as mentioned in magazine but unconfirmed) and it's really nice so do watch it when it's out.

anyway, im really glad that there's our dear track field in our sch. that means that i get to practice my staminal daily after lessons. or in between breaks. coz my staminal really fell alot. T.T

im feeling rather silly today. to think that i ended up visiting blogs when im stuck in a BASIC algebra question, half of my soul must have wondered somewhere while solving it.

46 = 47 + -1x
x = ?

-___________________________-||||||||
*i cant believe myself*
this is soooo silly.
the answer's one, btw.

tell me why im so lame. aaargghh.

maybe just listless.
not really, i know what's wrong with myself.
luvs,
Chua.

AT♥11:29 PM

Monday, January 09, 2006

fun day.

morning met Cheryl, JunHan, XinYi, Stuart, Ivan, Gerlynn, Tiffany.
visited old nanhua school due to holiday in nus today.
ah.

made use of hol to go ice skating with seniors...
Yr1: Chua, Eugenia, Stuart, Brendy
Yr2: Mia, Fishie, JiaYu, Asmidah, LiYoung, Sidwyn, TingAn, Donovan, Roy, FangYi, Darren, Elaine, XuanHao, Randy, LianHan.
well actually im not so sure if i missed out or added them. i still dont recognise the guyz seniors ya know. beside liyoung darren donovan. o.O
*sry sry*

anyway, Sharlene joined us after we ate lunch at kfc and after some of them left, we headed to Cdans for LaserQuest. then bowling...
Laser Quest i got 47. o_o girls lost guys won.
bowling i got 69 izit? 3rd position. girls won guys lost.
ah wadeva.

so everything was pretty enjoyable except the fact that we got pretty broke. *hm*

During all the fun time we had, it made me miss 6jk soo much and i was hoping someone will be there with me all the time.

i got home at 6:30pm. and i didnt get scolded badly!
*
usual stuff. ate dinner, came online when no one's hogging computer. then i received a call from kll which went:
plz?, no. plz?, no. plz? no.
-___-"""

for the last time can we get a class gathering?
(what do i mean the last time, i'll mention it again in my nxt post.)
lets see..
tuesday is tmr, so most probably not.
weekdays out.
saturday i got some freaky thing on.
sunday ppl go to church.
weekdays again.
21st? *bleahx*

lots of luvs and thx to all seniors~
Chua.

AT♥8:30 PM

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Your soul colour is pink.
Joy, Perfection and Popularity.
Your life is made up of friends, and your naturaly
pretty. You try so hard to be perfect.You love
everything that has to do with looks and being
the center of attention.Your a nice person too.
What Colour Is Your Soul?{With ANIME PICS}
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Because of the fact that i wasn't so satisfied with my previous result blue, and the fact that the anime pictures rawks sooo much that i can't help doing again, i got a new result. :)

i think im more like a mixture between those two.

whateva!
i'll show you guys the other anime pics nxt time! ^^

luvs,
Chua.

AT♥10:21 AM

Saturday, January 07, 2006

seniors + old friend

It's so great to be with everyone.

and yea, i still miss my old friends.

so anyway im trying to come out with a gathering day. doesnt seem to work.
it's not bringing my own spirit up, for some reason it seems like im the only one who wants to meet up with the old onez. i receive quite a number of replies that say that they dont want to come. well, i dont know. :(

sigh, whatever.
i'll still do it, for my own sake.
im pathetic alright. oh well.
and im pretty sick of it.

anyway, i got lots of great PSLs in my contact list.
yet to add their hp numbers so uh, PSL, i'll ask you for it one day.
anyway, there are sooo many seniors all over that i dont remember who they are. beside those that i mentioned in my previous post. so the PSL who i have to look out for on weds are...

Sidwyn, Tingan, Asmidah, YuTing, Eunice, Roy, Royston and Adabelle.

those who i already know are...
Sharlene, FangYi, ChuiYi, JiaYu, LiYoung, YiHerng, Donovan, Fishie, Lizard, Mia, KaiHui, Brenda, Gary(although i doubt he knows me), and Margaret (or however you spell it).

(too many seniors, i keep forgetting their faces or names...)

so anyway, seniors you guys all rawks~!

P.S. I read some of M06105 PSL's blog and *coughs* they all mentioned stuart and his enthu. ahh. nice.
P.S.S. and they didnt mention me! *sobs* kiddin'!

luvs,
Chua.

AT♥10:25 PM

Your soul colour is Blue.
Sad, Moody and Spaced.
Your always having mood swings and you really care about what others say about you. Your really spaced out always day-dreaming and not ever fully paying attention.
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HUH?! doesnt fit me. LIKE, DUH, it doesnt fit me!!

hey but the anime pics rawks~
*sings merrily*

luvs,
Yvonne.

AT♥6:37 PM

Friday, January 06, 2006

anyway, it's really mad now.

*sigh*

just as i thought things were going well for me.
at least it lasted for like, 2 days, perhaps?

problems problems problems.

i wish i can scream and start crying again. anyway, crying's my only method to cool myself, ain't it? whatever about that. i know i cant bear not crying though, i dont know what else to do. im weak inside, as always.

GREAT. our Acer PC got prob again. and my sucking sister wants to you the dear HP one now, that im always using. suck it! she always get what she wants anyway. Know exactly what that means? Less MSN. and i need the damn computer for EVERYTHING. I need to contact so many people especially during the weekends and here comes *pop* in my sister.

I dont know what's happening. i dont know how many people im hurting despite how much i try to care. i dont know what's going on. i want to.
when one meets with a problem, one just has to solve it. they cant just leave it there and keep him or herself shut and avoid it.
exactly what i dont want to do. and i know i wont. i only did it once because i was feeling so lost.

anyway, i'll just talk ALOT about what happen in my sch, if not there's quite alot that cant be caught up with...

PeerStudentLeaders/ Seniors
Sharlene: Main PSL. rawks. she's quite pretty.
ChuiYi: Main PSL. rawks too. ha.
FangYi: M06106 PSL. aka cheryl's PSL. and, erm, likes, um, ..
Donovan: half-PSL. if im not wrong he's the most popular guy in yr2/ sch. to be truthful he's a great senior and quite shuai larh.
Li Young: half-PSL. rumoured that he likes Sharlene. he says no though.
Yi Herng: Main PSL. he's quite nice. :)

and then there's still,

WanYu (aka Fishy. some seniors say she looks like me, so we are now half-known as twin. *raises brows* last time we half-xiao say stuart like her, obviously JKing. ^^), Eliza (aka Lizard), Mia, Kai Hui and JiaYu and *um, alot more* i forgot their names.

Classmates.
for some reason, Stuart's now the most popular guy in our class. *LOL!* i think mainly coz he's outgoing enough. and me and ger tease him alot. :P
then there's my gd frenz Gerlynn & Eugenia. Eugenia's pretty pretty and quite pop, i'll say it. and there's still Cleo etc...

and the despite the fact that i was listless once in a while during the 1st week, overall was enjoyable. *grins*

**

I'm going to go iceSkating with my PSLs on Mon coz there's no sch. Prof Lieuf our principal gave us a "break" on Mon. We are thinking it's an excuse for giving us the timetable late (sending to us thru mail on tues). *laughs* and going with some of our nhps-nus-yr1 studs to visit sch on mon morning. Cheerios.

FangYi's really paranoid. she's afraid that whoever she likes will be liking one of the 11 girls in my class coz that guy's one of our PSL. -__-" anyway, because of that, i got that ice skatin thing to drag her in. o.O

*

so what happened in school? lots of fun stuff.
anyway, we got this "Knock it down" which was suppose to do a punishment for us to do pushups. ranges from 5 to 15 and if done badly, repeated. so about 20 at one go. anyway, there was once we werent punctual for something and we were to do 20 pushups under the hot sun on the track field. and the track field's the red spiky stuff which will stick onto your palms and etc too.

and we got a great lovely amazing race on fri.
btw, we cheated alot. :P
and we got into one of the top threes to participate in the last round.
one year1 and two year3. sobs.
and we got 2nd for the last round. lost for about less than 2 seconds if im not wrong!!
AND, we are the best year1 group. HA. ^^

*

I'm hoping for a "half-class-gathering" on tues. since actually most of you cant make it on sunday, sadly. and because tues a public hol and most places are closed, im suggesting that we go someone's house. i dont know who. i'll ask jess though... *coughs*

*

and then i have to try to contact as many past-yr-gep seniors over something. so if anyone has their email add, not contact number, plz tell me and thanks a zil. help's needed. so far i only got xinmin's yahoo's.

*

Hope you guys are enjoying all your school life and everything else. do take care and have enough sleep!

luvs,
Yvonne.

AT♥10:22 PM

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Pure Random Stfuffies

Pure Random Stuffies

yeah; i think im happy with my life right now. somehow.
well except for one thing and that's waiting till Saturday.
and fearing the fact that i'll lose contact with everyone else.
anyway, it's loads better than how i felt on the 30th.

School.
Nus high.
it rawks.
I was saying it was more like a campy-chalet.
the school is so big, they give you everlasting breaks, there's cheers, there's some screaming, there's laughter, there's aircon in the audi and theatre, mass dance, etc. enjoyable. we even did pushups. and well, the girls did the girls kind one as gl said laz time.

anyway, there's a interesting speech given by a year4 or 2 guy, just to mention the funny part...
he was saying ri, rgs, hci, nygh, are
SBS - study, break study.
then he said nus was
SMRT - study, makan, rest, talk.
oh well. ^^

anyway today, i was "xian hai" by seniors to go on stage twice.
from the whole of year one, they chose me up to go on stage.
then from the whole of MO6105 (my class), about 5 or 6 seniors rushed over and pushed me and gerlynn up on stage to do the funny dance thingy although it was volunteerily huh? LOL.
then i saw my senior having a grin on her face. o.O

and oh, they allowed us to choose CCAs today.
1st Choice: Dance
2nd: Drama
3rd: Choir
4th: Track
pity pity they'll only allow each person to take one CCA. all on weds. sobs.

*

I've got no idea how often i'll be online now.
anyway, im suppose to study.
still in the holiday mood. *darn it*

oh yeah, one of the reason why i said life's okay now coz my rash doesnt seem to be so bad now. in fact, it barely itches.

gonna be so bored until sat.
same reason for being a little listless in sch today.

luvs,
Yvonne.

AT♥7:55 PM

Monday, January 02, 2006

Alright.
I'm really sick this time.

I got this funny skin rash thingy.
and it's spreading throughout my whole body.

I got no idea if im going to school tomorrow, sadly, most probably not.

and today's a public holiday.
no doctors.

im feeling sooo horrid.

AT♥4:47 PM

Sunday, January 01, 2006

sick on new year, but feeling much better!

Sick on new year *hmm*

1am.
chatting to JQ and Bynes thru msn.
felt cold. very cold.
first sign of being sick.
then i realised i had fever. o.O
37.8 ˚C

3am.
woke up in the middle of the night.
had headache.
couldn't sleep until 5 plus. T.T
so i was feeling really really uncomfortable especially when I have a headache. I didn't know how to sleep and my throat was also feeling a little sore...

5:15am.
went to vomit. yikes.
but i felt much better after vomiting though...

5:30am.
I realised i was in a big mess.
i was feeling so sick until tears have stained my face.
and also because of the length of my hair, it seemed to have caught some of the vomit.
and i my shirt was soaked with sweat.
so i decided to take a bath in the middle of the night. o.O

and after feeling sooo much cleaner,
i vomited a little again. o.O
and after half-blowing my hair dry,
i finally can get to sleep.
*gives a huge sigh of relieve*

woke up at about 1pm with the headache still.
38.2˚C
*argh*

anyway, im feeling much better now.
I recovered in a bookstore. *grins*
temperature's now 36.8˚C

some fever which lasted for less than a day. ^

best wishes for the new year!

luvs,
Yvonne.

AT♥11:07 PM

eyes on me

Eyes on Me

that's the song i sang at the old folks home.
my fav english song.

and then what happen?

it was sang during the new year's celebration.

that's great, isnt it?

what's the bad part?!

it's sang by fann wong!!!!!

me and my sis freaked.

good thing they cut part of the song, though.

anyway, that song's FFVIII main theme. and it's a really nice one.

:)