Saturday, December 31, 2005
Year Reflection
Year Reflection(it's a really long post. I suggest you have about 15 minutes.)
So, another year has come to an end.
and because it's graduation year, there are so many feelings among all of us.
Dissapointment, happiness, regrets.
I suppose those three are the main ones.
---On Myself---I've became more confident of my own character.after all the tough time.and I'm more confident about my singing. too. and i got less vulgar compared to last year. it was really bad last time.I'm more polite? I dont like my family, that's true, no point lying.i got some really good guy-frenz.Not so dependent on my friends anymore.except when Im really down.I talk in riddles, says Chucky.I became more as a lady, physically.Started messing with make-up this year. o.Owif all the earrings and stuff like that. (and very nicely, me and siming managed to influence the rest esp. yj. obviously, i started it. :P)I simply LOVE ice-skating.Starting to care about brands. *oh no*Started reading more books. :)Likes Science.Loves Maths.Listens to more music, and known more.i went back hanging out with some of my old friends after the P6 graduation team thingy, so I'm pretty grateful for it. Me cries alot, too. & I don't really like it.pretty tricky and cunning too... but im not that bad.I guess one can trust me as a friend, i suppose. ---My Friends---
Siming.wadda to say about her? o.Oalright, i dont know if yesterday was the last time i'll probably see her.I don't think so, we ought to keep contact.Chucky.I'm still a little worried over about her relationship. anyway, she's a great gurl herself. maybe because we see each other soooo often in school, thx to index number and etc, i entrusted quite alot of me to her.Bynes.We started knowing each other well after November, I suppose? Used to tease him alot during April, doubt he'll forget. he's a genius in poetry, i'll say. Anyway he's a very nice guy inside. :)Lockie.LOL. know me well enough. a very nice friend. He reads my blog, I missed out him in my previous post. I think I know him well enough to anticipate all his reactions over some stuff. and he reads alot. especially on ss huh? *grins*GL.ah. some guy. o.O he pratically beat me in everything, sobs. and I mean everything! even my best subject, even my games! So, like any other mentioned above, he left another impression in my heart.and then with alot more to go...
yf, ky, jy, yj, ryan, matt, jq, jess, sarah, jes, rt, cheryl, js, cw, yujia, gerlynn, ying, ps, phyllan
*grins*
*
There's still a long long way to go. Especially for all of 6jk pupils who got IP. SIX whole years.
A big cheers to the new P6jk in NHPS. PSLE tough time huh?
Main lesson learnt for the year is just to cherish and care for what you have now.
we got so many warnings from all the chain mails and stuff like that, but when it's graduation time we start to feel it.
anyway, i was creating this poem when i was down yesterday, and it wasn't completed anyway.
We have heard, we have known
to cherish things before it's gone
we never knew how serious it was
before we felt the pain it caused
Here comes the time when things are to end
and what is to be cherished would be never be there
How much we've suffered or how much we fel
and yeah, i didn't even type the letter "t", i got stuck at that word. hope it just get that lesson into your head too.
the other few stuff i've learnt:
Life is unfair, i read that in Chicken Soup.
Never ask a dad a math question, or it'll be a 3-hours lecture. read that in Chicken soup too.
alright.
end of post.
but then,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
all of you rawks. ;)
and to all my friends and including sis, all the best for next year, and be more confident of yourself at all times~!
*why does this sound like a goodbye letter?*
lots and lots and lots of loves and thanks,
Yvonne - moi - Chua.
another year passed. =)
AT♥9:41 PM
Thursday, December 29, 2005
people who's visiting my blog.
Anyway, just because of dear bynes saying i dont know who's reading my blog,
*coughs*
so i'll say those whom i know who is visiting my blog?
*grins*
to prove that he's wrong? Nah, not only that.
to prove that i know you are reading my blog even though you dont tag. :)
sis.
bynes.
gl.
yf.
jx, for some reason.
jq.
ryan.
jeslyn.
phyllan.
ky.
well, is there some that i still missed out?
looks like you are grinning.
luvs,
Chua.
AT♥8:46 PM
fustrated after the phone call.
I got so fustrated after a phone call.
Fustrated enough to lie on my bed and start crying.
I felt the tears falling onto my nose.
I didn't know I can cry so much.
I was so furious with the person on the phone.
the last person you might ever thought it is.
Covered my eyes with my blanket and start crying?
NO!
So i opened my eyes and shouting to the air.
why?*
I'm bearing this for only bynes right now.
not for siming anymore.
Yvonne.
AT♥7:20 PM
nothing much.
nothing much.
juz bloggin' to say that im alive.
unlike some people who didnt expect me to survive after my chalet.
anyway, bynes was saying that i dont know who is reading my blog. so im telling him yeah i do know who's reading my blog. you are.
anyway, i dont know what is my sis doing. once in a while she doesn't reply when i talk to her through msn. i think she's probably mapling wif zong or qy... right?
anyway, not much to talk about, so, some random stuff:
1. Watched Narnia wif Sm and her sis. Sm sitting right of me. She accidentaly knocked the popcorn, and shouted "ah" and then her elbow hit my nachos, and then the whole thing split, then i shouted "ah". and then the seat turned yellow, my watch, handphone, supposedly blue-dolphin keyring, jeans, watch, fingers... *sigh* the movie was quite okay i suppose...2. YingJun finished disc 2 of finalfantasy. hip hooray. that means i need to copy disc 3 and 4 for her. *sheesh*3. tomorrow is day pack. 10am to jess's house to take what i left. 11am at Jec to meet siming and yj and pass yj de discs. 12nn to go lunch+ice-skatin. packed...4. According to the i-think-wrong-nus-timetable, i only need to go to school for one hour on friday and has 4 music lessons on monday. very funny.5. Jap NUS 150 bucks ~ 170 bucks monthly. KLL screamed through msn when he heard this.I'm kind tired now. take a look at the time im bloggin'.
early in the morning 00: what?
Luvs,
Chua.
AT♥12:24 AM
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
Tagged.
AHA! Im tagged?!
=.=
Game Rules:1. Post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself.
2. At the end, list the names of 5 people whom you want next to do this, and leave a comment "YOU ARE TAGGED!" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.
Im tagged by my sis btw, so here i am. playing this uh, what game?!, and taggin' 5 ppl later. and becoz of the fact that i dont know who the heck actually read my blog and has one, *coughs*.
1. I'm weird. people know that. so is my sis. so what do we do? Stick out our tongues during dinner time and pincheach other cheeks. and yeah, my NINETEEN year old sis does that too. *sticks out tongue*
2. i dont wear specs despite the 10-hour-daily in front of the computer. lovely huh? i dont wish to anyway.
3. lots of miracles happen to me. lowest in class when primary 3 and i get into gep. and then i get into hcl. then i get into nus.
my uniform is more like office wear. serious. 4. i keep forgetting my passwords but my fingers remember em'.
5. when i want to get something out from someone, i always win. except chucky.
So, the 5 people im tagging?
1. Can tagged back to my sis?
2. AHA! my dear friend bynes. =P
3. Yifan, since he oso hav a bloggie.
4. Ky. 3 cheers for her.
5. who's fifth? I'll think again...
merry xmas. belated.
luvs,
Chua.
AT♥1:44 PM
Monday, December 26, 2005
his blog.
I always get this feeling whenever I read someone's blog.
A mixture of love, sadness, concern, joy... and even presence.
A feeling even more wonderful than just happiness itself.
and also,
the greatest gift of life.
the gift can never be phrased in a more beautiful way.
*
AT♥1:39 PM
After Xmas.
MERRY XMAS...although it's the 26th. I was out to chalet. and I came back earlier than expected. It was supposed to be 2 nights 3 days, but then we stayed for only 1 night 2 days. *Grins*
So aaah. lovely. Merry Christmas to all.
On Christmas day I was thinking if there was gonna be terrorist attack.
(sounds stupid, does it?)
Not that im cursing any countries off, just a little worried about it. I don't think there was any, was there? Coz I didn't read any newspaper or watch the news...
Feeling a little bored here. Need to tidy a little bit of my table, then start reading all my books. and i gotta go nus tmr to buy my uniform. hooray. loads of time to try out and buy those that are perfectly comfortable.
And oh, because of the fact that i left my
[[ dvd, cd, psle cert, report book, photos ]]
at jess's house, i gotta go back her house tday to fetch em' all back.
and oh no, i havent watch narnia yet.
*getting a LITTLE desperate*
and i wanna watch pride & prejudice, not much chance though.
coz not alot of ppl have time to spare at the last week.
and im feeling a little guilty about the part when people help me but i dont know how to help them back. *sigh*
my sis is a mage lvl 17 in cassieopia. or how you spell it i still dont know.
i wanna maple but i dont wanna play maple.
maple for the sake of fun when i cant play ff8. or maybe my sis is just influencing me.
dont wanna coz i wanna msn. maple's full screen. *groans*
plus, im studying in nus so there's gonna be a hell lot of stress.
im not the only one though.
ppl's been saying the top 6 schools have loads of stress, although hci and nygh is lesser.
it's gonna be so tough in the other 4.
year's ending.
are the rest of us going to meet again? I'm not so sure about that.
but i sure hope to.
luvs,
Yvonne.
AT♥1:07 PM
Friday, December 23, 2005
Modules Selection
Crazy daySo, this is my third post for the day. *sigh*
I'm gonna increase the number of posts shown, okay?
maybe to 15 or even 20..
Anyway, I think I got my next year school hours ready.
I'm keeping tues, thurs and fri free. =)
Mon released at 4:30pm, Weds at 11:30pm. EARLIEST.
So, repeat, im trying to keep tues thurs and fri free most.
Tomorrow I'm going to chalet until unknown time.
gotta ask siming to do a job for me since im gonna be away.
and wadda izit?
TAKE OVER ME TO CALL THE "WHOLE WORLD" OUT.
:P
thx siming. you rawk.
but i dont love her, so dont misunderstand that.
anyway, I realised i understood everything someone mentioned in his or her blog. it was no nice to be able to reveal everything you want to say, unlike the fact that i was forbidden by my sis to type some idiotic vulgar words. *sigh*
*screams uncontrollably*im freaked by this world like anyone else is.
right?
spend the day crying stupidly or doing - argh.
i think i'll hunt down my chem books instead.
xmas to all. hope you enjoy ur day.
Chua.
AT♥10:57 PM
NUS Matriculation
NUS Matriculationwoke up late. around 8am.
good thing nus is near my house...
got really dissapointed when I saw that my JAP at MOELC was unsuccesful though.
Anyway, that means im taking JAP in my sch, fees of 150~180 bucks. Dad isn't too happy about it, I think. *sigh*
Class 105.
Junhan, Stuart & Gerlynn - all class 105.
great!
Anyway, im trying to get my name "CHUA" hard into my new frenzz mind.
*laughs*
*
The graphing calculator rawks~!!
and it costed $252.
and I havent bought my uniform. only on the 27th. sobs.
anyway, the uniform's pretty nice too. :P
rushed to Orchard after that.
somehow bynes caught me walking past the traffic light road thingy just outside nanhua.
i dont know how or when.
anyway i ended up very tired at Orchard.
so now Im here in front of the computer.
gonna play either FF8 or SOMETHING.
and im still planning to go to 2 more places.
so do keep yourself free for the last week. aha.
Merry Xmas.
luvs,
Chua.
AT♥6:08 PM
NUS Matriculation
NUS Matriculation.
Unsuccesful application for JAP
MOELC.
just great.
hope everyone did okay.
AT♥11:53 AM
Thursday, December 22, 2005
Xmas.
Xmas. long story today.
today was the first day I found myself escaping from reality.
I ran as hard as i could, my tears didn't even fall.
*
Morning. before 7.
I was suppose to bath, fold the clothes, feed the fish, water the plants, wash the plates, find my uniform, wrap presents that I havent before 8+.
But all i did was to wrap the presents and wash my hair.
why?!
Siming hired taxi and i even needed to do something in the taxi within about two minutes - Wrap sarah's present. Bad thing was I put my phone as silent mode(without knowing) while i was in the bathroom and sm called to tell me the taxi was already waiting down there...
Reached Jess's house at about 9am. Made lemon jelly. T.T
gave her her pressie.
Reached school at about 10 plus.
siming forgot the book that JX lent her.
i forgot the pressies for my 3 other frenz in 6fg.
i then forgot the pressies for sarah.
so i ran back to jess's house twice, and siming once.
and oh, whoo-hoo, finally got the DVD and photos i bought. and even the camp CD.
After we finally half settled in the hall, I gave away the rest of the pressies.
then all the psle postings.
then to Jess's house. was raining.
no christmas carols. *sobs*
played the water game mainly, i half soaked my dry clothes in it by accident. :P
and then the funni uno thingy. no one won.
pepperoni and hawaiian pizzas for lunch.
then some of them watch VCD skyhigh.
then me and siming was circling the living room, questioning "can we do something else?!" until we freaked and asked jess's mum if we can go upstairs. then we fixed a world-map puzzle and played table tennis for a while before js, charles, marc, gl, bynes came up.
then THEY started playing table tennis while some other of us stuck ourselves with "guesswho".
and after a little gathering with maomao in the middle, we left at about 5 plus plus plus, near 6.
it was overall enjoyable...i guess.
& there's something inbetween that i wont forget...
so after that that's when the above scenario took place.
*
and then i got freaked out at home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My mum for the hundredth time asked me who the heck is going to NUS! she just doesn't trust that school. She's been asking me
is nus a good school?is the nus principal good?what do they teach there in nus?how many people in your class wanted to go nus?how many people in your class is going to nus?nus emphasise more on math and sci, you sure you can?is all the *good-in-academic* student going to nus?where is this *good-in-academic* student going if it isnt nus?why dont you just go to where this *good-in-academic* student is going?is it because your good frenz going there then you go nus?and telling me
see, so many people going to rgs.see, still got people go nanyang.hey, this *good-in-academic* student not going nus.NUMEROUSLY.
how can someone not be freaked by it? I've been quarelling with her over this ever since i signed up for the DSA and that was during JUNE!!!
and until today when i was so stressed i pratically gave up with her.
*
I just cant bear being nudged in a msn conversation somehow, unless it's an accident.
so i was nudged twice and i was *bearing it in myself*
and then i had another conversation which contains 2 sentences which hurt me alot despite the fact that the other person meant no harm. in fact, that person was really really nice.
*
going to JL on sat. for the sake of getting something out from jx. he promised though.
so many promises lately... stuffs to do:pag my bag for tmr's new-sch-matriculation.get money from parents to buy books and uniforms. prepare list of books and no. of uniforms to buy.nus modules.Acceleration of Maths modules.*oh no* money for graphing calculator.listen on:EVERYTHING.2nd lang. opt. EESIS & ESIP receipentsschool fees.hope everything go well for the rest of today.
and tomorrow.
and the day after..Merry Christmas.
AT♥6:19 PM
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Xmas shoppin'.
Xmas Shoppin'After going to IMM, we ended up going JP.
Broke le. me.
Siming felt really honoured. She's the first person to static me. *ouch*
anyway, I bought loads of gifts. first time i carried so many shopping bags home.
but they weren't "big n bulky"
but *oh no*, I havent bought for chucky and Jess yet. *groans*
When I got back home I was praticing how to write "Merry Christmas" and I realised my fingers needed to grab the pen really hard, I could barely write, somehow. :(
Somehow I felt weird when I got home. A little terrified. Feeling really terrified, to be exact. Over what? I don't know. Not a very good omen...
luvs,
Chua.
AT♥4:37 PM
Xmas shoppin'.
So,
after I have given myself a bath, feed the fishes, water the plants, wash the dishes and swept the house, i'm up here bloggin' b4 11:40am reaches and I have to rush down and catch a bus to IMM.
finally, going for Xmas shoppin'.
So i gotta type out the whole list of people who i wanna buy pressies for, though im pretty broke, to be serious. good thing i got some ringgit though, can change for Sg money still. *grins*
Anyway, Xmas to all! ^^
luvs,
Chua.
AT♥11:19 AM
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
every-g
A promise is a promise.
Once it's made, it can't be broken.and
A lie is a lie.
Im not wanting to lie because of what somebody told me before.
He didn't want to
dis-trust me.
So i've learnt, I shouldn't.
That's all.
And that's everything.
AT♥3:25 PM
Monday, December 19, 2005
19th out to NLB
19th out to NLBQuite alot of em' went. - to NLB that is.
and we got chased out from the library - again.siming, jess, yj, kll, bynes, gl, yf, zc, jx, alvin, charles. - and me.
met chucky and yezhou in NLB though.
matt lim joined us at 2pm.
charles, jx, yf ate at Mcdonalds.
the rest of us ate at HANS, kll skipped lunch.
den we proceeded to the library.
and we walked to the esplanade and explored the shoppin' centre or what? Yj bought Pride&Prejudice, i wanna watch the movie. and narnia., like die oso wont forget.
At about less than 15 minutes after matthew joined us, we got half-chased-out by the librarians.
AGAIN!
we then proceeded to JEC. - AGAIN! T.T
Played what...?!
chop chilli - got stuck at ZC part.
murderer - JX ruined every-g, seriously.
bluff - yay, i won the whole game. cheerios.
forgot to mention that Lun joined us.
anyway, the day was pretty xian to me. seemed to make me more depressed, i think. i pratically go there coz Siming persuaded me to. --"
I must have made her very happy though, coz i half-promised her something (shant tell you what) that she has been half-dying for ages.
--
got back home, played neopets.
although i prefer FF, but sis's hogging acer PC.
sobs.
today were quite depressing. as usual larhz.
*cries terribly*Merry Xmas & luvs,
Chua.
AT♥6:51 PM
Saturday, December 17, 2005
lenny co
Tips for Lenny Conundrum, day 15-22(for those who's interested)lovely. i solved it.
the answer is
two words, btw.
Adam must have
loved this conundrum.
After finding out the 16 letters from sudoku, you'll probably figure out the
9-letter vegetable word first since it's easier.
the other word is obviously
7-letter, a french word.
the
veggie word comes
first.
the phrase is a
"tasty treat" in neopets.
and it's a
kad food. (i heard-but im not sure.)
and it's a
cake, that tasty treat.
to make it simpler, just ask me... --"
P.S. I declare that i started hating milo today. xmas,
Chua.
AT♥11:26 PM
xmas approaching, ffviii getting expert weapons
Xmas Approaching!First of all, Merry Christmas to ALL of you!! ^^
I haven't done my xmas shopping, and im also pretty broke, and my sis owes me 50bucks. she'll probably return me next year, but i dont really mind so much yet.
I
might ask you guys for ur address, some simple cards bring up the christmas mood, i hope? *grins*
might = provided that i bought the cards, and have the time.
I've been playing neopets and FFviii, they both rawks.
My stocks in neopets's quite okay i think, maybe you could try out more. The advent calender is much worse compared to last year, but what can we expect out of free stuff? I'm saving up for labmaps. I got 5/9 currently...
Gd thing Yifan told me about the new Lenny Conundrum , it's on sudoku!!! *whoo-hoo!*
Doubt I'll ever give up in this one. =)
anywae, FFviii rawks. I got the ultimate weapon for all of em' except for Quistis & Zell. Squall is level 92 and people like Selphie are way down to 3o+. *oh no, darn it* and I haven't gotten loads of the pro-magic e.g. Firaga, Holy, Ultima..., too lazy to draw. neither have i gotten the cards. *sobs*Anyway, I on both computer so that I can access to both msn messenger and ffviii at the same time. somehow, my mum "snatched" away the ffviii (acer) computer. then she went to play puzzlepirates... haha. anyway, PP got some snow added inside. bring up the christmas mood lolx. it looked quite funny.
I've been making jellies nowadays. kinda nice...
okay. gotta do my sudoku and play ff when i get the acer computer back.
merry xmas,
Chua.
AT♥10:54 AM
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
watched kk wif de gurlz.
Nothing Much.hiya...
very xian at home.
headache as well.
partly coz i stared at the computer for a really long time.
and also staring at numbers to solve
Lenny Conundrum. not easy. *sobs*
why bother highlighting?went out wif sm and yj to watch kk.
i'll rate it very nice. 9/10.
freaky. freaked me. i hate the violence part. yuck!
you love to highlight dont you.my stocks in neopets fell. anyway, it'll rise again, so no worries.
highlight highlight highlight...havent been playing ffviii for the past few days coz sis is using the Acer PC while im using the HP PC thus i decided to just use ie and mf..
still highlighting?have been trying to contact jy for the past 3 days. me and siming. still cant. (...)
looks like you won't stop.i havent gotten my nus books. look like i got to get it during the 23rd afterall. sucks to it.
still?!i luv christmas~ intends to go iceskate one day. not much time left though, so probably not.
looking forward to narnia movie as well. *cheerios*
oh well, what can i say... --"
my sister intends to go IMM. and she havent eaten her dinner. and it's 8:13pm now. i think she'll reach at about 9:30pm. what do you say? *grins*
dont bother highlighting the last part. really.anyway, im like what jiaqing descirbed about himself as well.
rotting away at home...
okay, it doesnt sound like a very nice word so forget it. but you get what i mean dont you?
you still did, anyway. :Pluvs,
Chua.
AT♥8:05 PM
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
morning post
Morning post.i'll be posting sometime again today, i guess.
It's lovely to wake up in the morning anyway.
I love it.
coz i can breathe in not-so-polluted air,
and stop worrying about either my alarm clock or hp ringing, or worry about kicking my sister's bed again. i lie on my bed, i gotta kick it at least once... *ha*
doing alot of thinking. coz i've got nothing to do...
luvs,
Yvonne.
AT♥8:42 AM
Monday, December 12, 2005
lil more cheerful.
~today~
rather enjoyable.
anyway, bad point is i find myself sumhow typing more short forms for words n a lil more vulgar. not SO bad, another mood swing, perhaps? hope it'll be over within tday.
alright, at 11:30am i met up wif sum of my tuition frenz.
RongTing n Jeslyn. quite alot to talk about. went westmall and shop sum stuff.
we kinda walk till our legs are pretty tired... (:
RongTing came to my house for a while during the afternoon. Showed her the part in FF8 where Squall & Rinoa were alone together in the Ragnarok. kinda funny, ha.
then me and my sis went to Central to buy a 17.9 pencilsharperner+12 AAA batteries. needed the receipt as proof of purchase to take part in a colouring competition. anyway, my sis bought the wrong type of batts. supposed to be AA. So, after going to sumwhere to buy 4 AA batts, she tried the sharperner and said it didnt work really well.
Anyway, she was trying and trying and trying till she gave up and said,
"the sight of the sharperner make me puke."
Ahh...
Then, good. Time for FF8. b4 dat, i checked my blog.
my sis think im in love.
very funny, i'll say. bet she wont believe me anywaez.
anyway, SHE ought to be the one in love.
(hey sis, go fall in luv, get married soon. :P)
ha...
and oh, since she dont believe me so much, why dont i just tell u guys what happened in one of my dreamz. tadpoles were surrounding her while she's asleep. oh well, kinda weird i suppose! =)
what do you expect, it's a dream.
-- FFviii --yeah-ha! I got gf-tonberry when squall's lvl 32. and Odin.now what's the next GF (guardian force)..?so anyway, i was suppose to fight 20 tonberries b4 fighting tonberry king. and i tried counting. so i learnt that my couting sucks. accordingly to my "calculations", i fought 2 less then expected. never try counting again...i was fighting my 20th tonberry when i turned around and said, "wait i gotta kill a few more monsters b4 we go for dinner." when i turned back to the computer screen, i saw Zell using limit break on a extremely large tonberry... when i realised that's the tonberry king. abit slow.. T.Tand i received ALOT of sms today. no idea why. think everyone is starting to feel bored during the hols.
I want my books...
luvs,
Yvonne.
AT♥9:05 PM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
missin' terribly.
missing people terribly..?hi...
not feeling really cheerful nowadays.
missing sumone terribly. terribly.but there's always some cheerful stuff to think about still...
like christmas.anyway, Cheryl wanted to go out and hav swensens one dae.. say she treat. can i call the whole usual group out as well? that way she's gonna go really broke...--"
im gonna be sooo bored during tmr afternoon.
coz'......?
same for weds..? hope not.
sumone wont be around.im patching maple. not sure if i wanna play. not really, i usually dont give a damn with it after a few days. Anyway, i still prefer all the finalfantasy stuff. dey rawk~ ^^
Final Fantasy viiigood! I got ragnarok and it's time for me to train my 6 players to lvl 100. Squall's 32.AND I GOT LAGUNA's CARD!! (man, thx sis.)AND I GOT CACTUAR!! (when im lvl 32!! - wow)and i got leviathan quite a while ago, the name itself calms me since it's a water creature. sea, to be exact.and oh, does anyone knows how much does booking a function room costs?
coz if you do, plz tell me & thx loads.
luvs to all,
Chua.
P.S. Siming's link added.
AT♥4:44 PM
Saturday, December 10, 2005
juz posting.
~ it's the 10th ~darn it. tot i was getting my nus books tday. was so happy.
and obviously, i didnt. sobs.
wonder when im gonna get it? Pray hope it't b4 the 23rd.
No final fantasy viii for me tday. sis's using the other PC.
I'm stuck in the PC without it so im playing neopets instead.
Collecting Advent Calender...
Not feeling very nice cooped up at home.
but im sick of organising all the "outings" as well. sorri, but im taking a break. unless you tell me where the heck is the next place. then i'll plan the rest for you.
And i was telling siming, (since she's wanting the swimming thingy) either organise it abandon the thought. she's sobbing at the other phone line and since bynes read my blog so often *coughs* after reading that sentence why don't u call her and comfort her a little.
so let me think a little...
tmr, no plans.
mon, out wif my tuition frenz. im gonna b sooo depressed during the afternn.
tues, *heck about the 13th*
weds, ...
weds...14 dec.
okay, weds, to go SOMEWHERE.
*pauses*
why must i be the one doing all this?!
*argh*
no wonder. whenever i start having this thought in my head i'll think of giving up.
so can someone plz plz plz help me by thinking out of a damn place?
(and then i get freaked by my afin sister at home.)and i dont even know where to celebrate christmas.
*cries terribly*man, this sucks.
sorry for all the vulgarities i used but im not feeling a lil downhearted again.
(& i've been telling myself all day dont ever give up in any-g)and it's the 10th.
I suppose im not the only miserable about it being the 10 December.
at least i can think of another 1 person.
great, actually im not so sure.
& why does it seem to me dat im talking to myself?oh well. kinda downhearted.
so im gonna end the talk-2-myself talk. luvs to all,
Chua.
AT♥6:46 PM
Friday, December 09, 2005
I've been sorted - Ravenclaw
Hiya again.
I tried on the quiz below on harry potter and the sorting hat sorted me into ravenclaw. Oh Well,
*pauses* (a mosquito landed on the screen) your turn to try the quiz out! tell me the results in my taggy. thx~!
be sorted @
http://nimbo.net/quiz/houses.html
AT♥10:32 PM
just posting.
hiya~
as usual.
yesterday was kinda feeling downhearted. much better tday.
Siming just updated her blog. ahh.. revived. I suppose some ppl like, or rather especially bynes will visit her blog first.
next, i've been thinking about my blog for quite a while.
AND, i dont really like the blogskin.
BUT, i cant find any nicer onez.
PLUS, no finalfantasy musics.
THUS, i've decided to make one when I have enough time...
will need sis's help though. however, she's way off at malaysia wif her frenz.
another of my idea to spend holidays is create a webbie of my own since i luv PCs so much.
wish i can get a laptop.
next thing i'm telling myself is, "dream on.".
Siming's mum's bday is approaching on the 13th.
which sadly clashes with one of my afin events so i cancelled it anyway.
Would be glad to join in with the celebration. however, her mum works til 7:45pm which means i gotta go home rather late. and I once got scolded so i think i'll give up that idea.
2Sis went finding a job at Orchard.
gd luck to her.
I got stuck in my FinalFantasy VIII. *sobs*I don't feel like giving up...shouldn't shouldn't.(skip this whole part if you aint interested...)I'm trying to get LagunaCard from Ellone.Problems:1. The cardrule is RANDOM, thus Ellone barely put Laguna out.2. When she did, (only once) the computer gave me lousy cards so I can't win.3. It's somehow mathematical, so I'm staring at the numbers till it's driving me crazy.4. Each time I lose a rare card, I got to restart.5. This process can lead up to 50 times.*sobs again* next topic.
Siming's wanting to go jurongeast swimming.
anyone wanting to go along?
plz inform her. she's kinda freaking.
not that im not.
not that you arent!
everyone is during the hols when we can't find something to do!
alright... all the best!
christmas christmas christmas... cHrisTmaS?!luvs to all,
Chua.
AT♥5:48 PM
Thursday, December 08, 2005
tears & boredom. im sick of that.
Feeling downhearted... for almost everything.and tired as well.
havent been sleeping much lately. better sleep earlier nowadays b4 the new sch term starts...
I wish to celebrate Christmas somewhere wif my frenz...
need a function room from sumone.
Cheryl. ahhhh.
Me and Siming still discussing about Class Chalet thingy. (wif tchs)
most unlikely, though.
I don't feel like going out.
Im more interested in trapping myself at home. Only problem is, I feel fear at home instead. Not my ownself.
Suddenly I feel very tired, worthless and all.
all because' my heart urges me forward...-Yvonne
but the second me says no.
AT♥2:53 PM
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
ffviii disc 1 completed, cdans, coming kbox
hiya...
went to cdans wif the normal grp.
bowling was quite fun, we played 2 games.
same for lq. 2 games. one of my gun went down during the 2nd game thou, causing me to get a double digit score. *my goodness*
in the first round yf shot me the most.
in the 2nd round gl shot me the most.
abit crazy..
I'm looking forward to kbox thingy and hopefully, narnia movie.
sheesh.
ffviii disc 1 completed. 3 days. not bad, i suppose...
music is removed from my bloggie as well. when im not having a headache i'll probably update it.
christmas is coming...
School is reopening...
luvs to all,
Yvonne.
AT♥6:42 PM
Monday, December 05, 2005
Final Fantasy VIII
Final Fantasy VIIIAfter FFTA, it's FF8.
really sadly, it's a full-screen game.
which also means, I can't check with you guys in MSN.
Think I'll minimize my fullscreen game every 2h+-
sry bout' that.
And, I can't check my hotmail.
they've been saying Serverbusy, Serverbusy, and more Serverbusy.
*sigh*
No idea what happened to the music in my blog.
doesn't seem to be working now.
mebbe it's under "maintainence" currently.
If it still doesnt work for mebbe 2 days, I'll change it when i hav de time.
luvs to all,
Chua.
AT♥1:53 PM
Saturday, December 03, 2005
FFTA - COMPLETED!
FFTA - COMPLETED!Whoa! Geez, FFTA's the first rpg game I've completed among all the others that I've started. but i think i gotta thank gl as well. sheesh, he's the one who challenged me. anyway, he's suppose to end the game way b4 until he found out he can't save his game. *blink*
I thought we needn't save though.
anyway, this' great. i completed an rpg game and the movie at the end of lovely.
and er, funny. interesting~
next rpg game hunt is - FFVIII!
hooray.
i wanna complete that game in less than 2 weeks.
really sadly, it's full screen. but i want msn... *sobs*
luvs to all,
yvonne.
AT♥11:21 PM
nothing much.
Feeling sleepy...hiya.
woke up at 7:30am or so. The morning air sure feels good. really good.
despite how tired I felt, it was still great.
and I simply remembered the time when I reached school at 7am (when we were supposed to reach at 9am) and saw the sky while standing on the assembly ground.
No wonder I luv mornings. beautiful.
so, my sis's frenz came.
and we played monopoly.
and HA, i still win.
come on', I luv that game.
I realised whenever I talk to people, I ended up talking to them in pairs.
It's either gl and bynes together.
(which was really bad. you go laughing at one conversation and "sobbing" at the other.)
If not it's yifan and JiaQing.
(which is worse. one conversation on games and the other, academic.)
I can't wait for my '06 txtbks.
JQ was telling me our perfectly-thin Physics book was 1k pages.
I think it's quite okay... I just hope I'll get my damn books soon.
when the heck izit gonna come? 2 days b4 year 06?
No way.
and I still havent reading the last bk by DanBrown.
should be, soon.
luvs to all,
Yvonne.
AT♥6:36 PM
Friday, December 02, 2005
My horrible dream.
My horrible dream+today's routine
It's kind of crazy actually. somehow, I pulled 6jk into it.
*pauses and think*
oh no!!!
I must have played FFtactics too much...
some of us turned into cranes and moogles.... *yikes*
and erm, there were 2 teams?
and erm, we were suppose to kill each other?
(2 ppl were killed)
1 was [better not say] and the other is [one of my close friend]
anyway, it's weird!!!
coz i barely think of the 1st one and i havent even met the 2nd one during hols.
and I forgot who's the murderer...
(if you are interested in more info, there were TWO murderers and they are both moogles...)
-_-|||
holy cow...
anyway,
I woke up late today
again. 10:15am.
I got woken up by a phone call
again.
and no, it isnt the 2nd time. It's the 3rd.
nope. i dont have any grudge against the people who called. I'm glad i woke up, rather.
this way round I can repeat what's going to happen for the rest of the day.
the only diff is, 1sis isnt coming home for dinner tonight.
Dad's out, Mum's out, 1sis's out.
I start using the PC. (10:20am)
At 12:50pm, I go out and buy lunch.
At 1pm, 2sis wakes up.
at around 2pm~3:30pm, I makan my lunch.
at around 2pm~4:30pm, my sis makan her lunch.
during spare time, we do some housework.
Dad comes back at around 4~5:30pm.
me and my sis continue playing PC.
then one of us will buy dinner if mum doesnt cook.
then my mum will "snatch" one of the PC away at about 8:15pm, play PuzzlePirates.
then I'll watch TV at 9pm.
bath at 10:10pm.
read deception point until 12mn
then sleep.
and there will be a change of routine tmr as it's saturday.
MONOPOLY!
but then again, im missing my friends.
I think I'll discuss with bynes about the change of date for iceskating.
luvs to all,
yvonne.
AT♥10:29 AM
Thursday, December 01, 2005
December!
December!cool...
For those who still play neopets, advent calender is now OUT!
anyway, it's december.
22 days to NARNIA, 25 to CHRISTMAS.
32 to school reopening.
sheesh...
CHRISTMAS means,
getting christmas cards. and christmas presents.
for my friends. not me...
i sure wish i can play monopoly again. solo. and "evil".
tip is to hide ur money under the boards or sumthing like that.
oh well, gotta makan.
cya~~~~
luvs to all,
chua.
AT♥7:12 PM
